Friday, September 28, 2007 @ 5:04:00 PM
Family Matters.
When things go so wrong,it might not be able to return.
Today i started watchin naruto but when i realli started to lyk it,on esp5...
My Dad and Mum Quarrelled..Unlike those other time,tis time my dad fought back and cried out his pain to my mum..i felt useless at tat point as i din help..shutted com and stayed silence in my room..I felt helpless and alone..
My Mum threw everything tat belongs to my dad outside..it lasted abt 30mins
My Mum said"你最好不要给我那个臭脸，不然你也收拾你的衣服根爸爸一起走。"
I was at fault by juz walkin pass her..i felt sense of alone when tat sentence enters my ears..i almost cry but i din cuz i noe no one will care if i die or sad..
I extistence was nth to everyone,i am juz a nobody.
I borrowed money frm all my frens juz to pay off my bill and take care the sim card juz becuz someone stole my phone and he was so happy runnin somewhere wif my phone..i saw him today in sch,he was there jokin here and there makin me more frustrated and the same time..
I FELT ALONE AND SAD..I HAD NO ONE TO GO TO...
I tried to kill myself frm time to time..the times are devastating..
Bauntong-$30
Tzyyian-$20
Weisong-$50
TatMing-$25
Nicholas-$108
William-$14
ShangYi-$10
Tats wat happen when i lost my phone..Probs and things started to go wrong
i had thought of goin elene hse to stay.Leave the hse.To Fulfil My Mum's Wish.
Phone lost,Now Family Probs..I am Tearin apart soon..
I need someone to be there for me..
i will be gone soon...
Dun Miss me Cuz Things Will Juz Turn Out Fine Wifout Me Around.
