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Sunday, August 30, 2009 @ 8:03:00 PM
A Life Quotation
"If You Loved Something, Let it Go.
If it comes back to you its yours,
If it Doesn't,its never was." by Adams Deviant.
--
I saw tis Quotation and i suddenly felt relive and a sense of calmness.
I guess i shld had letted u Go...instead of makin u suffer lyk tat.
Finally i convinced myself,my heart to let it go.
Hope u could be more happy then ever,
Smile always=)
Friday, August 28, 2009 @ 11:50:00 PM
a Day.
Before i realli did think of ****** *******,
I think of my brothers,
Alif,Will,Shang,Barn,J.U.X,Baun,Pat...
my sisters,
Teri,Angel,Zi,Deb,Maz,Pauli,Prist..
The People who had been there for me.
I will work hard yeahh!!=)
I realli appreciate ur help.
...
Special Thanks to Alif --
U are always there when im down~
Thanks bro..Drive me to places where i wish i will be at when im dwn.
Thanks alot,Owe u too much to even countXD
...
Special Thanks to LiangZi --
Even when u are tired, you still came over to talk to me.
Thanks sis..Chat wif me,Share advices and Points.
Thanks for ur listening ear=)
...
I gonna Concentrate on workin now.
Earn alot,So i can take license and i can drive my friends/gal out.
Juz Now went to PUNGGOL Beach,
Yeahh~ Punggol Beach,a place where sea breezes blow onto ur faces.
A veri Cool feeling,it realli relaxes me.
but i need a person to talk to.
So i found tat one person=)
...
Tml Working. 8am muz be at Woodlands!
Adilos ppl.
I promise tat i wont do a silly thing,
cuz tis Body is a creation of God,
Wateva tis Body is goin through is wat God wish i shld go through,
So i shld go through tis wif all my friends=)
..
Without u guys,i might be dead by nowXD
Nights ppl.
@ 1:57:00 PM
Serious Headache
Head Damn painnn tis Morning...
even panadol is useless.
But after drinkin a cup of ginger tea is much better.
I think i was knocked out ytd night.
Barn asked me to go dwn, he came to fetch me.
So i went.
They had a Just opened Chivas 18 and Remy Martin.
And there was lyk only 4 of us-- Me,Barn,His Wife and J.U.X .
I think i was the only one drinkin.
Wat Happened Next i dunn0.
The Next thing i noe i reached home lyin on my bed le.
Arggghhh i shld be sleepin still but needa wake up early as AD meetin online is at 1pm juz now.
Juz finished.
Barnerd Send me home last night if im Not wrong,
i vomitted on ur car heard frm J.U.X ,Sorryy~
Being scolded by parents for drinking tooo muchhh.=(
Heart still hurts.
@ 1:41:00 PM
Knock You Down


Heh.. not again..
Ohh.. this ain't supposed to happen to me..

[Kanye West]
Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton-ed up or Reebok-in'
You see the hate, that they servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have - desert or disaster?

[Keri Hilson]
I never thought I'd.. be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
And you came in.. and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm in a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd.. fall for you as hard as I did
(as hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' about our life a house and kids (yeah)
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down.. knocked me down

[Chorus]
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)

[Ne-Yo]
I never thought
I'd hear myself say (ooh)
Ya'll gon head
I think I'm gonna kick it with my girl today (kick it with my girl today)
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high (flyin' high)
Till I met this pretty little miss, that shot me out the sky (ohhh shot me out the sky)

(hey) So now l'm crash it, I don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could go back, make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss independent (to the fullest),the load no never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet, that ended that life,
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
(Girl sometimes love)

[Keri Hilson]

[Chorus]
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)

[Kanye West]
Tell me now can you make it past your caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams to
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'
We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick.. hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we cannot let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
I could of got his ass, someone that's only average
For advice
O.M.G, you listen to that, bitch?
Whoa it's me
Baby this is tragic
Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, Ima ask him

[Keri Hilson]
So I gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
Oh will you bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoaa, whoaaa
I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoaa, whoaaa
And if it hits better make it worth the fall

(When it comes around)

[Chorus]
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(when love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens, you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
See when love comes and knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
See when love comes and knocks you down...yea..
Knock You Down (Keri Hilson)
Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 11:52:00 PM
Sky of Love.
Tis is still a great show after i had watched 4-5times.
Watched it today agn.
It nv fails to make me cry.
Its a Nice Show tat i will love to watch it agn and agn and agn


Summary:
Based on a cell-phone novel that moved 11 million people to tears, "Sky of Love" is a story about a regular girl's three stormy years in high school. While her friends are absorbed about their boyfriends, Mika is clueless about falling in love. She begins receiving phone calls from a boy she doesn't know and is gradually drawn to him. She finally meets him but their happy days soon pass as trouble is brewing on the horizon.
@ 1:17:00 PM
White Horse.



Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't wanna be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm sooo sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now
@ 12:41:00 PM
Bored But Why?
Barnerd asked to go dwn "All about Eve",
But i rejected agn.
SIANED.
BORING BORING BORING.
Juz Lost FB Mahjong frm 3k to 0bucks.
Now i had nth to do.
Cant msg,
Cant See.
Waiting for my bro to come find me.
i Wish everything Gonna be alright.
@ 1:59:00 AM
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_____________________________________________________________________Why?.


KiKi Told me Something,I realli fell to my knees and beg god tat the conclusion will nt be tat.
Somehow i feel its gonna be lyk tat.
But tats the Last thing i wan it to happen;(
Masaru,The jap name for me Means Victory when i did the quiz in FB.
Somehow tis name doesnt suits me=D
Makeinu Suits me more=)
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 @ 10:54:00 PM
A Cold Night.
Photobucket
You Painted my Dark Sky Wif Stars.


Today Went to some Jurong Freight Storage Houses.
9.45am had to reach schl,but i reached at 10am.
After tat was a small class outing, and its Ian Birthday.
As i doesnt realli feel lyk watchin a movie,
i passed on tat and went to orchard ion wif syarif,
As he wanna change some clothes sizes=)
after tat we went over lucky plaza to hav a game of pool=)
Startin we played if Lost, Tat guy gonna treat the dinner!
Its was a 3-2 i LOST!
Syarif was GOOD at Pool!!!XDD
Seriously!!XDD
But he had to join his fren for dinner,
So a Lost is a Lost,The pool game i pay=)
Went back home alone after tat,
Took a Nap.
Woke up at 9pm.
Realise tat Tonight was Cold.
Wear a Extra Layer Olright,Dun catch a cold lyk i did.
Now im unable to Sleep.

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@ 8:25:00 AM
a wish.
Photobucket

IAN SANTURI!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEAHH!!
UR DREAMS WILL DEFINITELY COME TRUE,
UR MODULES SURE PASS DE LARS!!!XDD
ROCK ON~!!!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 @ 4:13:00 PM
Today~
Its a Brand New Day today.
Boring Boring Boring.
Took my Stuff over at petir,its was a lyk 1h 15mins over there.
Totally Crazyyy~
Oh Ya Lets talk abt ytd,
Went To iluma wif Eve,Brenda,Jalyn,Kelvin and ALVIN!
Yup!! u Dint See or Hear wrong,ITS ALVIN!!!XDD
hahahahaha.
Went went to iluma to watch Where Got Ghost.
For me its not realli Good Show,Its juz Mere Funny.
But i Love it cuz...
Be4 tat we ate at Yoshinoya,
its was Said by Jalyn as KINOKUNIYA!!!
Then i was lyk "Huh?!! We Goin to eat Books?!!"
HahahaXD. Joke of the Day~
Soon After Brenda and Alvin LEFT.
Then Kelvin also left.
Left Me,Eve and J, Went to eat Wanton Mee at opposite Bugis.
I Go over Eve and J 's Area to help them buy ****.
Then When Home by LRT-MRT-BUS-WALK.=)
And u guys Noe im a DIRECTION IDIOT right?
i took the LRT ONEEEE BIGGG round then reach Choa Chu Kang.
Then Went to take MRT to Jurong East,DROPPED off at the Wrong Platform =.=
hahahahahaXD Reached Home ard 11pm/12am i forgot le=P
Continue back to TODAY,
Collect my Levis Super Skinny Jeans
(Indeed is Super sia,SIZE30 alr still so tight =.=),
My Purple Studdy Belt and a Flamboyant Oversize ShirtXD.
So happy abt the Jeans and Belt but the Shirt is nt realli Happy abt.
But Overall i LOVE it~XD
Then Went home Straight after tat...
Reached home ard 3.45pm Was Surfing Net,Facebooking,Blogging and Mahjonging.BORED=((
Bernard Called to Ask me Go drink tonight,Shld i? or Shld i Not?
But i rejected cuz i dun feel lyk GoingXD
And they Send me a =.= Face XD hahhaha
Im a Happy Man now,
May all the Pain and Sorrow Wash dwn the drain.
Not Forgetting but learn frm it=)
Thanks Readers I Gonna Get back To u Guys agn Yeah?=)
Rock on~~~







I know they want to come and seperate us but they can't do us nothing
Your the one I want and I'm a continue loving
Cause your considered wifey and I'm considered husband
And I'm a always be there for you
And either way you look at it I ain't going no wear for my muffin
Cause she gonna hold it down, can't no body tell her nothing
You got the kind of love that always make a fussing
And that's what gets me closer to you
And no one knows
What I'm into you
Cause you'll never know what it's like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through

That's why we'll break through
And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna Be With You
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

Seems like every day that go by things are getting harder
Want to be the one that give you the hole at your?
Cause I know what my baby like, a Lennard Daploda
You ain't got to match with the the shoes
All about knowing you I'm into doing things to keep her longer
Sticking with ya and forever, watch you grow up stronger
That's the way it has to be, everything problem
Keeping it always true
And no one knows

What I'm into you
Cause you'll never know what it's like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That's why we'll break through
And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And ain't no one that I compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away form me no matter what
And that's why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know
And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
And I don't care what they
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
And I don't care what they
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

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@ 1:41:00 AM
You Belong With Me.



You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me
Monday, August 24, 2009 @ 10:26:00 PM
My life is Filled wif Happiness.
After So much of Hardship,
It finally came to a ending.
Exams HAD END!!
ITS HOLIDAY!!
AND MY HOLIDAY WILL BE A VERI VERI VERI HAPPY AND ENJOYABLE ONE=)
I LOVEE IT!
I LOVEE TOOTTTTTT!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @ 11:50:00 AM
Songs.
I walk this lonely road,
On the Boulevard of broken dreams.
Where the city sleeps,
And I`m the only one and I walk alone.
If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other and we'll never find another.
Where are you and I'm so sorry,
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight,
I need somebody and always.
There's this place that I go,Where nobody knows,
Where the rivers flow,And I call it home.
And there's no more lies,And the darkness is light,
And nobody cries,There's only butterflies.
Never knew I could feel like this,
Like I've never seen the sky before.
Want to vanish inside your kiss,
Everyday I love you more and more.
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings,
Telling me to give you everything.
I'm never gonna dance again,
These guilty feet have got no rhythm.
Though its easy to pretend,
I know you're not a fool.
I should have known better than to cheat a friend,
And waste the chance that I'd been given.
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you.
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever coming around,
My faith in you is fading.
Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine.
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment
makes me want to come back home.
You have stolen my heart,
Our dreams assured and we all
will sleep well.
---------------------------------------

Green Day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
Colbie Caillat - Realize
Blink 182 - I Miss You
Natasha Bedingfield - Pocketful of Sunshine
Nicole Kidman & Ewan Mcgregor - Come What May
Seether - Careless Whisper
Taylor Swift - White Horse
Taylor Swift - Love Story
Secondhand Serenade - Your call
Dashboard Confessional - Stolen
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 @ 10:11:00 PM
.
I Can do Nth now.
Its Not easy,
Do u Noe?
Im Tired.
U say a thing,
U did another.
I dunno wat to believe in,
I lost mine way.
Who shall lead me?
U dun understand,
U think u Did,
I thought u did.
Wat ever im thinkin
u will nv noe,
Cuz im alr a person who
broke tat promise.
It realli hurts,
but im tired.
i doesnt had the will
to go through it over and
over and over agn.
im sorry,
cuz i cant go on anymore.
Friday, August 14, 2009 @ 11:53:00 AM
Let It Out by Miho Fukuhara
Japan Version:

Let it all out, Let it all out
Tsuyogaranakute iinda ne
Dareka ga kaitetta
Kabe no rakugaki no hana ga yureru

Jibun rashisanante, daremo wakaranai yo
Nagai nagai michi no tochuu de nakushitari, hirottari
Kyuu ni sabishiku natte, naichau hi mo aru kedo

Namida mo itami mo hoshi ni kaeyou
Ashita wo terasu akari wo tomosou
Chiisana te kazashite futari de tsukurou
Hoshikuzu wo tsuyoku hikaru eien wo

Sayonara itsuka wa kuru kamoshirenai
Kisetsu wa soredemo meguru megutteku
Chiisaku mayottemo aruiteku kimi to aruiteku
Sore dake wa kawaranaide iyou ne

ENGLISH TRANSLATION:

Let it all out, Let it all out
I don’t have to act tough, right?
The scribbling someone made..
On the wall, of a flower is swaying

No one knows their true selves
Even though we both lose and gain
By embarking on this long, long path
And though there may be days loneliness strikes
and makes us weep..

Let’s transform our tears and pains to stars
Let’s light a candle to illuminate our tomorrow
And we’ll hold our small hands over the fire to create stardust
An eternity that shines so brilliantly

Farewells may be unavoidable
Yet the seasons continue to change obliviously
Even if I lose myself, I’ll continue to walk
Walk by your side
That’s the one thing I’d like to never change.

@ 1:11:00 AM
Missing.
Where is my Sleeping Beauty?
Is it juz Nearby or still soo far from near?
-
Finally tis week come to an end.
Juz nw went to meetin at 6pm,damn funn!!
Its suppose to be a formal meeting,but it turned out to be a fun one=PP
Xinyi was posted to Publication,im under Business lyk Appreciation Dinner.
Today's Meeting is for Freshmen Orientation!!
Then i was assign to search for Quotation of 5000 freshies for Box file and RulersXD
My I/C was Zulhelmi! My Fowa camp chief!=))
Our theme was Old School,So on the Freshmen Orientation itself!!
Its RETRO time!!XDD hahha
meaning...Big Specs,Tight Jeans and Nerdy Shirts!!XD hahaha
Tat will be Awesome and FUN!XD
It Hurts,
But i cant say a word.
Cuz im willing to bare it myself
for my foolish feelings to fall so deep.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @ 8:21:00 PM
Storm's Approaching.
Hav u ever wander how round the earth is?
Its so round tat i didnt even notice u hav passed by me,
Slip through my fingers.
--
Finally Ideas had come to an end,i guess the presentation was a success but i was STILL tat old ZhongXi my Clique rmbs, tat nervous little boy=3
I was damn nervous,unless debbie,eve and KiKi nv notice.
Business IT also came almost to the end,only left nxt tue's presentation=)
The FACC project,hard copy had handed up,Preparing Soft Copy=)
Im happy tat NONE of my frens are Hypocrite,BackStabber or even Idiots,
So im HAPPY wif my Life now=)
I love the rain,
cuz it will cover away
my tears from anyone.

@ 1:36:00 AM
Wats Gone? The Past!
I'm Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday.
--
Recently are Projects Mania.
Everywhere and place u see ppl choinging projects.
and on my hand theres 2 unfinished,but i finishe poa le=)
Ltr is the deadline of Businss IT,FACC project and also Ideas.
i hate ideas as i had to present it and i hate most is to present.
i hav stage fright rmb?!!XDD
Now chattin on my webcam wif a special someone=)
Tired of schl somehow,
EST is coming soon,dun feel lyk studying but hav to.
Finish it and enjoy the nxt 8weeks holiday wif anyone i lyk=)
hahahaXD.
I found i fallen so deep
tat i cant climb back up.
i love you.
Monday, August 10, 2009 @ 11:50:00 AM
Emotional
When ppl say they are emo,
do they even noe the meaning of it?
--
Juz came back frm a place of pain.
Liane's Mum msged me ytd,asked me to visit Liane as today she was free.
She always asked me to to and i appreciated it.
Everything happen at the wrong time and the wrong place.
Sorry to ppl who i had shown my Emotion to.
i Deeply hav to say sorry.
Being Emotional for Years Now,
how can i stop wif tis memory in my mind?
People who juz knew me will nv understand,
They only noe how much pain was Emo means.
They would nv noe how much pain it inflict to a person who had been through it.
Always stay happy. Last words from her.
But im not happy,as u are no longer there to give me a hug anymore.

Saturday, August 8, 2009 @ 1:01:00 AM
SPSU Sports Fiesta
Finally the Sports Fiesta is Ended wif today's Sports fiesta Human Foosball.
Izzaty's team won the Gold!XD hahaha Shes so cute being so hyper in the gameXD haha
Tired after tat,Now at william hse gaming.
Tml had to finish some section of POA also=)
Soon its Test le..Will be another Hell weekXD
Thursday havin Freshman Orientation Meeting.
7December gt Appreciation Dinner Meeting.
Events after Events..Tired SiolXD
I love my frens=)
Wifout them i realli cant move on.
Loves=)
Night ppl~!
Friday, August 7, 2009 @ 1:38:00 PM
,,,
QUITTED.
STRESSED.
NEED CARE.
NEED HELP.
NEED REST.
i would wanna blow my brain wif a gun into pieces.
As tis world is too small for me.
I cant see any future.
Everyone told me tat " im not alone".
But wheneva i need someone there is No one.
Which "im not alone" does i dun understand?
--
I Miss Liane.
Shes the only one who always there and understands me.
I Noe i Sucked,i Noe my Character suck.
When ever i did smth right,no one rmbs,No one cares.
They only care and rmbs wat i did wrong,
Tis isnt a veri fair world i noe.
Its juz sucked.

Thursday, August 6, 2009 @ 12:06:00 AM
Tis Week of Events!
Ronald,Jiahao,Leon,Dave
i love tis bunch of Frens=)
They are my Sweetness in my life=)
Loves.
(im not gay!!)




Past Days are Sport fiesta events=)
Its a Success totally!!=)
Love those bunch of communitee members. But seriously i dint help much.
Needa contribute more=)
Monday was captain's Ball...i was referee but wasnt veri happy abt it,cuz my 2teams was fighting!=((
But overall its okay de=)
Wednesday which was ytd,as now alr is thurs 12am,was frisbee...its was a success too=)
3more days to Go!!
Gonna work hard and finish tis Event IC Job=)
Though most of it was helped/done by ronald..He muz hav the credits!!=))


Sunday, August 2, 2009 @ 1:49:00 PM
Past Days

First BBQ Class Outing!=)

My 18th Birthday Celebration,Yuki Yaki.
Debbie,Tenghow,Liangzi,Eve,Me,Patrick,Austin and RuiYong
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Tis Week Was one hell of a tiring week,
Sports Fiesta,BBQ outing and My Birthday.
Totallly Packed! But the Outcome?
GREAT AND WONDERFULL!!
So alittle pain doesnt hurt yeah?=)
hahahaha No Pain No Gain!XD
the BBQ outing was a success! Wif the Help of the Whole Class!!
Its was a Wonderful Night=)
Loves tis Class!!XD
My Birthday was Wonderful too!
Sry for not getting the Surprise Expression/Reaction u guys wannted.
BUT I WAS SUPER HAPPY ABT IT!!
Cuz im a person who doesnt lyk surprises tats whyXD
hahahaa..Muz Pardon me for tat yeah?=)
First was the Surprise at FC5 pool,
Then the Yuki Yaki Surprise Turn up=)
and Lastly Dun forget abt my Sec Clique Givin me a Void deck Surprise Treat wif BURNT cake!!XDDD
Thanks to ShangYi,William,Angella,RuiShan,LiangZi,Grace and Austin To the Burnt Cake=)
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im Happy tis YEAR! Cuz i juz had too many wonderful frens!!!!XD
I love all of you yeah=)
And another thanks to bernard for the Vodka Treatment arhs!!XD
And the Xiong for the Flaming Treatment!!
U guys juz treat me lyk ur small brother=)
U guys Rock yeah?!
and Success in striving ya dreams of gg in the Asian B-Boys=)
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I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!XD
I JUZ WANNA LIVE NOW!XD