feels like i'm falling and i,
i'm lost in your eyes

Friday, February 29, 2008 @ 7:21:00 PM
29/02/08
Today a Normal school day lorx.
MrsKong went in our class givin us a SPEECHHH!!!!
lolololol.
a veri veri veri long speeccchhhh!
makin us all wanna slp or some sort ba.
Then today juz boring day lor.
But got AngelaMei de Msg to keep me accompany and Darling de too.
But in the end kana Confiscated by Mr Amail.
SIANED!!!
till monday then can take back.
wahlau eh!!!
so dun sian lars.
i hates!!!
Curses from the EMO!
After school,Went to belle hse straight after gg home.
then sooo sian de lors.
w8ed soooo long for them to come.
but in the end,ended up sleeping at the place where i first slack wif angela.
hahahax.
Then when everyone arrived..
went to belle hse = NOISE POLLUTION.
ltr wake her uncle up so we went dun the voids instead.
Played a Childhood game.
"Ice n Water"
hahahahaha!
Fun de lors.
Frm the begining.
jing,jin,teri all fell onces.
then teri started laughin and laughin and laughin.
she juz cant stop.
tats is smth to be complimented.
hahahax
i realli cant laugh for sooo long de lorsx.
she a professional since sec2 or smth ba.
hahahax.
Anw its another fun day wif the Rubberbands!
Ltr gg mac for dinner agn at 9pm
anything happen will update soon de!
hahahax.
Rubberbands.
Bonds Us Friends
wow..i juz create a motto for rubberbands
hahahax!
Loves
Thursday, February 28, 2008 @ 10:10:00 PM
Friends?
Now i feel tat i noe plenty good friends.
Who stayed wif me,
Who supported me,
and those who listens to me.
Wif the two spliting groups i realli wish i could be lyk BT.
he was wif MLB,but also wif them.
Because he was so carefree abt tis things.
Tats why i said so,
Shangyi n Bauntong was the most mature ones.
Those who doesnt involve wif such childish behaviours.
Splitting us friends..
does it help anything??
i wander wat is the problem??
i realli wish we could be friends tgt agn.
but i think it would help.
i did msg to my old pal cyrus what i not happy wif..
But he did not said a word abt it when we
met up to slack..
He didnt take it to heart,he let it pass.
Sry bro,tat time i was abit overboard or so called abit bad tempered.
Sry abt tat Matter.
okay Thats all i hav to say ba.
Love ppl who Loves me.
and i wont do anything to those who hate me ba.
u wan to hate,hate all u wan.
doesnt matter me at all..
@ 3:05:00 PM
Nv go SCHOOL!
U shld be wandering why i am postin at tis times?
i shld be in school goin to the suntec convention excursion.
but i din.
i did not go to school today.
ytd nite i went to the funeral.
12am reach home = SLEEPY!!
then i went to slp straight when reach home.
then i realise i wake at 9.30am??
then still go school meh??
DUN WAN LARS.
hahahahx.
so i din go school missed the excursion fun.
and forget everything tat happen be4
and start my own new life.
as the Nxt Block New
EmoKido!
@ 3:02:00 PM
The First Experience!
Ytd Nite went to my Uncle's Funeral.
i had to experience smth tat was my first time.
i nv does tis be4.
was to walk around the coffin when the monks prays.
tats smth i do for my first time.
i am lyk a dumbass followin my brother wat to do.
was lyk..
u had to stay there for 10mins wif a joss-stick on ur hand,
then bow when the monk gives a order.
then walk around the coffin 3rounds then put the joss-stick onto
the prayer.
then repeat the same thing 3times.
Done.
KOOL!!!
Wednesday, February 27, 2008 @ 3:27:00 PM
27/02/08
Ytd nite.
went to mac for dinner,
There gt stella,belle,Teri,Shangyi,Jin,YoungBro,Jing,ShawnQuek.
then after a moment my XiaoNuer Came by.
sooo long nv see her le lorx.
Lovesツ!!
hahax
Then i felt abit being left out leh.
maybe is smth being said or done behind me.
makin me abit frustrated now.
i am lyk a person who is invisible.
was totally being ignored.
dunno why and i dun wan to noe.
so the onli way to solve was to play wif XiaoHei,
to forgot those ignorance and continue wifout any temper fights.
i dun wan to spoilt any more friendship.
i wish i could lyk be those real EMO kids.
Shuffling themselves in their own world wifout carin the outside world and
wifout carin abt the happenin of the surroundings.
Friends,Family.Financial.
Dun hav to care and had a cool style.
i wanna be lyk them.
of cuz wifout the slashing of wrist and damagin stuffs of course.
but the way they dress and style the moves.
but can i realli be lyk them?
lets see.
They is lyk onli a few who cares and sees me?
tats Teri and Nicholas Bunch.
i dunno why they ignore but nvm ba....
WHO CARES LA!!!!!!
-
EMOツ
@ 2:59:00 PM
Photo of Outin of L change the world
Me-Belle-Qi


Astria-Titsy.
Arent they sweeetttt???
hahax
Me Caught acting Cuteツ

The Best Buddy of My Life.
My Support,My Listening Ear n My Brother for Life!
Leon & Nicholas!

Tuesday, February 26, 2008 @ 3:50:00 PM
Pass Few Days
After Movie tat day.
Sunday 26Feb.
Went to TeoHeng wif the RubberBand Members agn.
They are super Hyper active lars.
even forum members also not so active lars.
everyday go out and smth.
hahahax.
but its kool to hav them lar.
there are entertainers,jokers and Crazies.
hahax.
We Rocked the Whole Room.
before tat had dinner at the western store at the basement of
katong shopping centre.
They keep callin me L as my name is LEON = first letter L.
hahahax.
and i love it too.
the style and actions of L is totally cool
i might be copying but i noe i am not can le.
its lyk i frm sec1 i started placing my hands in my pockets and walking abit of hutch? is not i am copyin L but its lyk im alr lyk tat.hahax
anw L is KOOL!!!
haha
had a fun day today too.
Posting Pic ltr!~
@ 3:39:00 PM
Past Wif Days.
Watcted "L Changes the World"
wif the rubber on 25Feb,Sat.
Kool Kool Kool.
and Fun Fun Fun!!!.
hahahax.
i give a 3/5stars for tis ba.
cuz i expect more frm the genius L to use his Brains more.
his skills tat he had in the prevo\ious 2 movies were great and exciting.
as he battles against Kira.
wif the thinking stuff goin on is more more exciting.
but tis esp lacks of it but it is great show to
tell us tat L is intelligent meanwhile also hav a carin and interesting personalities
tat will interest alot of us.
a great show!!!!
Saturday, February 23, 2008 @ 10:13:00 AM
EC Pic
Belle Candid


Crime Scene of 2 Dead Guys

Groupy No.1

Groupy No.2

Groupy No.3

Teri Camera Shy

Stella's Denies

Jin's Candid

William

Shang

Captain.Jing
JayZhou WannaBe

Groupy after Setting Tent!

Settling up the Tent

@ 9:55:00 AM
RubberBand Outing
Today was teh FIRST
RubberBand Outing=D
WeiiQi,Stella,GanMa,YoungerBro,Shang,Jin,JingXiang,Tzyyian.
and me of cuz.
had alot of fun cycling.
but the fkin weather started raining at the beinging but stopped at the end:P
hahahax.Fun Fun Fun at the tent at the shether lorx.
Cycling here and there is soo soo soo fun.
specially wif captain entertaining.
its damn funny lorx.
After all fun went to belle hse for a little slackin then went back
home to slp lorx.
Picture posting soon~!!
Wednesday, February 20, 2008 @ 8:14:00 PM
Meaning of Friends
The Meaning of Friends.
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1.a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
2.a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.
3.a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?
the Meaning frm Dictionary.com
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Things passes so fast.
i felt tat i lost alot things.
past week when i went to her funeral.
i realise i dun drop a tear.
and i know tat she is happy to see me getting over it le.
i became more cheerful when i knew i gt
fantastic friends.
but smth came up abt friends tat pulled me dwn and make me emo agn.
i nv knew friends will betray me tis bad.
for a word frm a mouth.
destroy me completely.
i noe i am rash and bad tempered when times comes.
but i nv threw at my friends.
i always kept silence.
Had a fight wif one friend becuz of a calculator.
he acted as nth happen afterwards.
but i still felt guilty n the uneasiness.
i am loser.
i can nv had the fun we had be4.
Friends or For?
i dun wanna care anymore le.
i am tired,Moodless and too EMO to do anything le.
i am too tired le..
at least there is several person supporting me
frm my back.
i turned and looked at myself.
i always joke over things.
i nv had a real temper wif my friends.
i treated my friends better towards me kins.
i nv knew i would ended up lyk tis.
i guess things will juz get better by itself ba.
if not i think i dun wanna care.
I am gonna be a Mute and the Emokid i use to be ba.
Loves to all who loves me.
./. to all who hates me then~!..
Cya!
Sunday, February 17, 2008 @ 12:06:00 PM
photo of movie jumper~

FEATURING WILLIAM BIGHEAD!!!
HappyFamily in the End
Wifout William!!!
Muz Feature u then!!!!
(Top)

Jero,Leon,Teriyaki,NuEr

William and Shang
Cutie Brothers

William's irritating Face..LOL!

Picture No.3
Me-Shang
Fook-Jero-GanMa-WeiQi-NuEr-YoungBrother
*Teri Takin Pic*
Me,Shang n Fook Acting Artistic..hahax

Picture No.2
Me-Shang
Fook-Jero-GanMa-WeiQi-NuEr-YoungBrother
*Teri Takin Pic*


Picture No.1
Me-Shang
Fook-Jero-GanMa-WeiQi-NuEr-YoungBrother
*Teri Takin Pic*
@ 11:59:00 AM
Movie N BaiNian!!

Ytd went to Plaza Sing wif frens to watch movie!!
Group of: GanMa,DaNuEr,YoungerBrother,NeFew,Jin,Jero,Fook,TzyyIan,WeiQi.
Went to watch Jumper.
SUCK!!!
i expected more frm the show sia.
thought it could be nice lorx.
then after the show,we went to william's Hse!!!
Had games of Black Jack.
Won 4bucks.
then saw tzyy n Nuer lost some money juz exactly my amount i won.
i gave them!
it makes us no win no lost.
Everyone Happy!!
hahahahax!!
...
Picture Posting!!!
Friday, February 15, 2008 @ 11:11:00 PM
15/020/2008
I Knew a Thing today~!
Tat someone hate me to bone when i had always treated him as a fren.
i cant believe when the words enter my ears.
i treasure every fren i got after the matter.
but in the end i still a Loser.
everyone seems to be leavin me now.
i felt alone..but i noe there is someone who will be there for me.
but now i dun care anymore..
i juz noe tat..u lyk me let it be,
u hate me let it be.
i had alr learnt my lesson so i know the Meaning Great Frens..
Are Frens tat nv Giv up on you.
Are Frens always Gave in for you..
Frens tat will be there for u.
Nicholas is One of my Best Fren!!.
William!!! ShangYi!!!
AhXiong!!! J.U.X!!!
I Love you Guys.
and of cuz,Fang!!
i Love You..
Too Emo to blog abt things happen ytd and tis morning!
nxt time ba!!
=P
Wednesday, February 13, 2008 @ 7:56:00 PM
Before the Valentine!

Close Up!!


The Meal.

My Teriyaki Meal Frm XiaoHan

Today Went Out wif XiaoHan.
My Best Buddy foreva!!!..
Go shop for valentine day present sia..
hahahaha,
brought him to bugis junction and street to walk around for the present lorxx
he had an idea but ended up buyin another thing=D
he brought alot of great stuffs.
he long wanted Vest n a Belt.
Brought a Purse for his Gal too.
hahahax..
he spent juz 60bucks and he is Happy abt it=P
and He Treated me a Meal of BPL de Teriyaki Chicken wif Egg.
hahahax..
Nice larrsss..
Thanks bro..i will always keep all ur help in my heart.
i owed u alot of ren qing too.
Brother For Live!!!
---Picture posting soon after he sent me!~~
Tuesday, February 12, 2008 @ 5:41:00 PM
Today Post!
I juz saw a disgusting vid frm a email frm fren:
Its abt the china farm obtaining the fur when the animals is still alive.
i had alr signed the email they sent to us to stop tis actions..
Please sign it too!!!
Save The Animals,Give them a Chance to Live and Enjoy the Nature!!!
---
Today went to school as normal lorxx.
Saw Angela Mei while i was havin PE.
She lyk bo chap then nvm lor. X.X
Then So boring today leh..
Total Defence day ar??
dunno leh..today i went sch then i noe..lol
ChongWee and a Bunch Tio Caught becuz of ordering Mac for Reccess.
Loller!!!!...After School then can Take Back..More Loller!!!
Chemistry Class no Teacher Went to Canteen and had a few bowls of
Porriage..Chinese Stall SUX!!!
Malay Stall Porriage ROCKS!!!
tis time i am sry i gonna support Melayu!!!=P
Then after school din go for chinese remedial as i am too hungry so
went home cooked instant noodles.
lol put alot of left over stuff..
Shiok ar!!! =3
Then went for the "Happy Toilets" CIP thingy..
wah lau..
Totally LAME!!!!
i lyk sooo @#%#$@##$!!!!!
Cuz is lyk the boy toilet is sooo smelly and disgusting.
i wonder who is using it.
Human or Pigs??
zzzzzz
i draw on the walls also disgusted ar.!!!
i din use even 10% to draw the picture.
cuz its lyk the whole place is a piece of sh!t to input my heart to draw
my art pieces in there.
so i draw a veri ugly one in..
Who Caressss!!!!
DONE..
Go Home Lo!!!!
Kia Kia Kia(hokkien "go go go")!!
Adios~~!!
Cya Guys~~!!!
Sunday, February 10, 2008 @ 10:57:00 AM
a trip of Mrchua hse
MrChua Hse on CNY 3rd Day.

Group phto MrChua Hse on CNY 3rd Day.
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We Went to MrChya de hse!!!
had alot of fun..its the first time i ever go to his hse of cuz..
my wallet left onli 10bucks.
we went to jingxiang hse..
lost everything.haixx.
We had Basketball game in his hse too.
hahax..
Fun Day of cuz..
Cyrus see my emo cuzz of my money he give me back 10bucks..
as a brother i dunno wat to say sia..
thanks larss.i owed u de!!!
in the nite they went to my hse to play blackjack and majong.
fun fun fun fun lars.
hahahax.
lets Stay as frens foreva???
@ 10:46:00 AM
10/02/08
Lets talk abt the past few days..
ChuEr-the second day of CNY.
i went to my aunt hse first,BORING~!!
nothing to do sia.
XiaoHei Acc me lorxx.
for abt till few hours he gave in..hahax out of batt.
Then abt 4pm i went bak home myself.
then Calvin,Cyrus,AhYang came along..
had a few games of blackjack causing me lost 2bucks.
then my Uncle and Aunt Came along-
Cheklim and Sharon.
hahahax..
Then we ordered pizza.
had a great time eating it..
then went out side played blackjack agn..
lost 50bucks.
And lost 10bucks in majong wif them
afterwards my family had some issue so they went hm first
--
ChongWee,Jerome,Weisong,FookYou..
Came after tat..then had blackjack agn..
i lost alot..But i won back 150bucks.
then lost back in the end and owed chongwee 100bucks.
i sarkkkksss tis yrr lars.
all my hongbao money gone le..
sianzzz
..
Thursday, February 7, 2008 @ 4:40:00 PM
CNY eve
After Reunion dinner ard 5pm..So early!
i went to slp cuz in the afternoon went out wif emily as said in the previous post.
then i slp till 9pm..woke up and watch a little tv..feelin sooo sickk
havin cough and flu..soo tiring..i think i gettin a fever real soon.
but as a promise to jin..
i went to watch CJ7 wif them at tampines mall..ard 11pm de show.
reached ther was abt 11pm ba..so brought popcorns and entered..
wore the jac nicole given me as LAST YR birthday present..hahax.
thankssss!!!!!..
then i brought a hot chocolate myself..sooo Cosy..
The Show was Funny kum Touching.
itss so so so so funny de lorxx..and so so so so touching de lorx.
hahahax..
its another Show Muz Watch..
3/5 Stars frm meee...
--
Today neh..
Juz goin to every relative hse lorxx.
so shuang..hao bao hao bao.. $_$
hahahahax.
no lar..not becuz of money of cuz.
tis yr de CNY doesnt seems to be so exciting lyk the past few years..
maybe i use to being emo??
or maybe the feelin of happiness had long dissppear in my memories?
i rmbed..on the year 2006 i quarrel wif my family cuz i wanna
follow Liane to bai nian tgt..
So everytime tis time of tis yr,
it remind me of her..
i needa forget and move ba..
tats all i can do..anw being tis way is not i wanted.
i was healed..but broken agn nearin tis yr..
Haix.maybe i am not gd for anyone ba..
Anw,HCNY to EVERYONE!!!
Have a PROSPEROUS n HEALTHY YEAR BA!!!
Cya~!

Wednesday, February 6, 2008 @ 3:07:00 PM
Feb06
Lets talk abt ytd first.
Went out straight after School.
Chinese Extra Lessn CANCELLED..
WOOOO!!!~~
song lar..then went to Jin hse first.
he wanna change clothes too.
sooo afterward went to the bedok inter nearby de market for lunch.
then had The Herbal Lamp Soup..Totally nice de lorxx.
actually meetin alesscia at 4pm.
the DA XIAO JIE fall asleep after bathing then moved the time forward to 4.30pm
its was 4.15pm when i finished my lunch then waited at the interchange
for her lorx..Till 5pm~~~
at least theres XiaoHei to acc me agn.*Loves*
On the way to orchard talked alot abt alot of the past things and present stuff.
hahaha..memories are always so sweet..
then when we reached Orchard then we realise tat we are both
DIRECTION BAICHI!!!
omg omg omg..then we juz tried our luck and wif some of my
memories..we reach far east plaza
so went in to do some windows shopping to w8 for ziying to come.
i am totally the kind tat realli dun mind walkin and stuff...
as i noe gals are so concentratin towards buying their stuffs..
Alesscia kept on askin whether i mind or not or wanna look at my stuffs..
*Caring WORRR*
hahahahaha...no problem wif tat..
cuz i am lyk always the hanger for my family while gg out shopping.
and i am trained to walk long distances..haha
then when ziying came..its time for the massive gals shoppin spree.
trying to spot those things alesscia wants..
a full dress-blue or purp,shiny belts n stuffs lorx.
and she lyk sooo gd at spottin those discounts signs.
10% 20% ,WOAH 50%!!!
hahahax..
After all shopping then went to had dinner at KFC.
they had their dinner but i din cuz im not hungry?
but in the end reach hm at 1am i also tired to eat liao lorx.
hahax.so i went to slp straight away wifout bathing..
omg thats disgust..but realli tired...
then still needa go sch tml ma...
--
morning i woke up lyk a zombie..
as my uniform was left in sch,another was washing.
i had no choice but to wear the oversized uniform..
i am lyk a dwarf wif a giant clothing on lorx..
ppl keep laughin and askin..zzz
frm the counsellor frm the gates,classmates,schoolmates to teachers.
zzzz..Weii Song all ur fault lar..go to ur pa duty =.=..
after the CNY celebration..went to bugis to meet up emily.
Met ard the topshop..wif emily and two of her frens.
one is JAN,the other one i forgot her name..ops sry =X
had lunch at the Mac..treated them icecream.
but brought 3 ended up eating 2 myself =.=lll
then went to the bugis street to buy emily birthday present..
after the long walk..finally took a eye on a present she wants,
then the fkin shop doesnt accept net..makin me and bauntong go all the
way to bugis junction de atm to withdraw money as the nearest one
is under maintenace..
its cost 50bucks spiltting wif bauntong makin me owing him
25bucks..another debter =.=lll
SIANZ LAR..
tis yr sarkkk..
anw..gg out on friday to buy stuff anyone wanna tag along???
TAG ME TO TELL ME THEN!!!!
Monday, February 4, 2008 @ 8:12:00 PM
Movie again..
Movie today agn.Watched Shattered wif Fang.
still feelin abit weird.
the feeling had nv felt the same agn.
i felt tat we were still frens tats all.
anw..let times goes pass ba.
---
took bus65 home..
on the mean time..gt XiaoHei Acc me hahahax.
Unlocked "Squall" in Chocobo Racing..haha
another useless freak though but i gt the cute
Silver Chocobo..
hahahaha..i owns!!
anw afterward went to dinner at 121 agn.
sian sian sian de lorx.
had fried rice.
then went home till now then blog lorx.
Cya guys..
and goin shoppin tml nite wif Alesscia.
Wat shld i wear agn??
*Headache*
Tata then!!!
Sunday, February 3, 2008 @ 3:18:00 PM
03/02/08
Today sooo sianz lorrr
nothing to do..
morning went to play a mintue of basketball.
then went to 121 for lunch!.
and angela mei came look for me.
then slack awhile.
bauntong came looking.
slack slack slack..
past few days i had been isolated.
tat means isolatin myself..
and dun hav the feelings of posting.
Then Esther Darlings called me.
we talk talk talk.
and msg at the same time..
hahahahax.
realli had a fun time lorx.
chatted all day long..
i love you darlings.:P
-
i regretted.
knowin tat bunch is my life greatest mistake.
they stole my bestest frens.
they stole my life built trust.
they stole my everything.
i lost everything i desires.
i cried,i sore,i fall.
its all my own fault to ask,
to meet,to continue.
i killed my own life.
i had nth left,
but my best buddies.
they noe me well but they din give up on me.
i cried alone at a corner.
i blamed myself for all tis disaters.
No one can help me now.
juz had to go pass everything by myself.
Alone.