Monday, April 14, 2008 @ 4:52:00 PM
hahaha
Song lo..sell away psp le.
tats wat u guys wish for rite?
TaDa~
u guys wan me sell,now i sell u guys kp me.
wats u guys fuckin problems?
for the droppin of original,FIRST HAND, cost sellin for tat price is
ACCEPTABLE enuff.
not checkin the price and kp me,do u noe i can rebate back to u?
but i din,cuz i noe there is juz nth u are happy wif abt me.
pushin me to such a state is wat u guys wan.
isnt it?
now tat i lost my love,my psp and even usin a com to check things out.
i think u guys are juz lyk ppl who walks passes me.
Sellin tis psp is to make u guys realise smth,
Once u guys a made a decision,SOMETIMES there wont be a second chance to change ur mind.
Mum use to tell me,Brother are stress frm the university they are in,
so i always giv in to them,let them use me as a human punchin bag.
but i wanna ask,dun i hav stress?
we shld i go to when i had stress?
Olvl,its a crucial exam for me,
Doesnt it giv enuff stress to me?
did i vent ALL my anger to u guys?
i onli did when u guys get too far.
Did i giv u guys a Black Fuckin Face EVERYDAY?
onli when u guys giv me one.
okay,tats wat i wanna say le..
Some Words to direct to you,Jim.
i noe u had been readin so thanks for tat.
Tis family,not a single soul will defence wat i believe in anymore.
and i dun wish there is one.
cuz i am a loner,love being emo and single le.
I had a new number le:
8320****
ask me for the rest=P
or my fren for it then.
=)
Sunday, April 13, 2008 @ 3:35:00 PM
forgetting
F.I.P
wat it means?
Forgetting in Progress.
Get it?
How abt it?
okay my way of thinkin was to go for the best.
Forget and Forgiv is a Gift.
But the biggest person i couldnt forgiv was,
myself.
i did alot of wrongs and done alot of wrongs.
but in the end things are sooo messed up.
now i am confused.
my mind is whirling wif Studies,Love,Family and Friends.
So i think i might juz kill myself somehow wifout anyone noe i am gone.
and soon i will noe wats the true meaning of being alone.
wat it means?
Forgetting in Progress.
Get it?
How abt it?
okay my way of thinkin was to go for the best.
Forget and Forgiv is a Gift.
But the biggest person i couldnt forgiv was,
myself.
i did alot of wrongs and done alot of wrongs.
but in the end things are sooo messed up.
now i am confused.
my mind is whirling wif Studies,Love,Family and Friends.
So i think i might juz kill myself somehow wifout anyone noe i am gone.
and soon i will noe wats the true meaning of being alone.
Friday, April 11, 2008 @ 1:12:00 PM
Hatre
Tis blog is not dead yet.
juz tat i cant use com since the last post.
cuz i had been shut frm usin my bro's com at home.
now i had to sell my psp for money to pay my debts of phone bill.
at most i could sell was onli abt 100 or maybe less.
i noe they had w8ed for tat chance to get rid of my psp.
cuz they are jealous tat i had a psp myself.
my dad offered a help of payin my debts for me but i refused.
my debts my responsibility hence i need to pay myself.
but in the end i had to sell my xiaohei to someone is able to take care of it.
there are 2 who are interested in buyin.
bauntong and alfred.
i dun care who will take but or anything,
or maybe they change their mind on buying hence,
i dun care anymore.
i had been grounded,but since no more com,no more psp.
stayin home is too time wastin le.
i given up on attracting attention and i think,
tis family could no longer allow me to speak,
or either act.
tis is juz a place for me to stay over.
i given my 4Gb memory card to my mei,
as a token of my forgivness but forgivin or not is up to her.
...
as for XiaoHei.
Our destiny ends here.
soon we will forget we ever owned eac other.
..
as for My studies,
i tried to work hard in it.
but it doesnt seems to help as my mind is too
luan and confused le.
things juz pop up one after another.
i could not blame anyone else but myself.
at least there are ppl out there who care and listen to me.
my buddies,my friends,my crew and even my gans.
but wat abt my kins?
i had no chance or rights to speak out loud to them anymore.
soon i found out tat wateva i say and i do in tis house.
im always wrong.
i envy ppl who are beside me.
not tat im comparin but i am jealous.
juz think why are ppl who were poorer then me,
income a month was less than 900bucks is happily livin wif their family?
but on the other hand i am so lonely in tis family.
so lonely.
no one to speak to,no one to share my thoughts to and not a single soul i could share my point of views.
i think tat all i wanna say.
TIS BLOG IS NOT DEAD.
but juz tat i cant update for certain reasons.
=)
Thursday, April 3, 2008 @ 3:07:00 PM
a new day
im a freeman.
Single but not available.
i needa concentrate on my olvl now.
too tired to care HW,how could i care abt love?
i had been grounded to be at home,cant use com cuz my bro put on a pass.
entering the room of his is not a problem.
i dun need a knot or key tats wat i wanna tell you.
changin the knot = LAME.
anw its good for the effort made but Wth to the money spent on the knot!.
At william's hse now as i am super bore and i ran out agn.
from tat grounded problem i mean.
sooo lets hope for the best and move on ba.
Loves to all who love me.
still a love now to all tat hate me.
....
