feels like i'm falling and i,
i'm lost in your eyes

Thursday, January 31, 2008 @ 4:17:00 PM
Movie Time!

Ytd din post sry guys.
cuz i am tired and lazy to post..hahax.
after went to watch the movie called "The House" wif Fang.
then i went off to ikea to help my bro as my mum told me to.
brought my table legs =.= u din hear wrongly TABLE LEGS!!
lol...we brought the table but no LEGS!!
hahax..so i had to go buy it.
its heavy de lorx!!
hahax.
Then Went Home..help out a bit of house work then play psp lorx.
din post cuz my bro is using of cuz..
then someone msg me to call!!!
Then dun let me SLP!!! till 11pm..
Wo Xin Gan Qing Yuan Call Darling to chat de..
hahahax.Can le ba lyk tis write~!!=P haha
Msg Me when u need me toooo callll baaa,,
hahaha
as u guys noe i am a person who slps at 9-10pm.
=.= tis morning was lyk a zombie.
today was another boring day at schooll
at least i noe tml will be another boring day then go for 2 days break,
then 2 days sch..THEN CELEBRATING CNY...
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!.
*Piang* not yet reach,i think i am abit too over excited.
*Red Packs $_$*
hahax...
okok gtg go slpppp first..
ltr needa do smth tat cant let me slp agn.
tat Estherine!!
Monday, January 28, 2008 @ 7:51:00 PM
The Mist

Juz watched finish "The Mist"
its totally a cool show..its a MUZ WATCH!!!
Was Taken to The Movie threate frm the book by
Stephen Kings
"The Mist"
i read the book long ago..
its abt a project a army took and process it..
becuz of a serious leakage..the project's motive of gg to another
demesion open up..leaks bug-like n sea-monsters like monsters.
and producing a MIST!
Engulfing ppl for food..
the actor was great and the intensity of the movie was great too.
i recommand it!!!
4/5 STARS!!
as i read the book..the endings seems abit irritating though
i expect more but in the end its juz the problem
of Smart Alex!!!
hahax..
MUZ WATCH!!
"The Mist"
@ 4:57:00 PM
28/01/2008
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The Broken Feelings

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I Dun need a Umbrella when it Rains.
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You Needled Up My Heart n Broke iT.
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Sianed.
Whole day at school.
No Mood to study..Kept Thinkin of The Past of Liane.
Dint Eat during the Recess Saving up tats why.
Playing basketball at weekends to improve myself tats why.
i wish i could find someone who had a totally interest in wat i do?
Breakdance,Basketball,Anime and Drawing?
No One Could appreciate my drawings when they dun draw themselves.
i wanna now how gd i am?
All others only could say NICE cuz they cant draw which makes them
feel tat mine's nice..
I gt a confirmation last yr when i gt 2nd in CC drawing Competition.
i tryout fashion designing drawings.
i am satifying wif some but not all.admit tat some sarks.hahax.
i wish i could find a partner who appreciate designing arts.
give me comments and advice.and work tgt.
i hate far distances ba..
Days Gone By and i thought..
Wat shld i do abt my studies??..
i think i shld concentrate on my studies??
after my result were out.
i dunno wat to do..
I dun feel lyk to hav a..
Confused Me.
Today went to extra lessn sooo siiaann de..
English leh..wrote the forth journal the school WANTS!!
its lyk so easy to write a journal for a blogger???
cuz i am lyk writing compo on my blog everyday.
juz write the same craps in my blog onto the journal book done.
the Forth Journal.
Today i drew another satifying picture i loved.
its a picture i will keep..
its nice,i giv myself 8/10 for tis!!
hahax.bhb!!
Love All n XiaoHei.
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5.5opm
juz finish washing mum's Toilet!!! =.=lll
wahlan..after washing e walls,then the sink's btm water collector.
Smells Sarks..then e toilet bowl =.=
then then mirror..
my hands was rougher le!!.
tiring tiring tiring.
hahax.
ytd my mum won frm majong then given me 10bucks
so counted it as the fees??
hahax..
Cya Guys!!.
Leisure Park Here i come!!!..
Saturday, January 26, 2008 @ 11:10:00 PM
26/01/08
Today,Morning went to market wif mum.
as a son not a maid though i still had to carrying everything!!!
i am lyk so arggghhh!!!
Tiring lorx.
so many things and its HEAVY!!!
after reaching hm..went dwn to tenaga basketball court to play.
today i learnt to layup and most of the stuff.
my skills is back..but still needa train a little.
After tat when hm..had lunch,bath then
SLEEP!!
haahx.till 6pm then went out to meet PiggyFang.
She worked till 8pm..
so i went off at 7pm BUT i still late!!
cuz i went up the bus num60 thinking tat goin to eunos int to change mrt
to Ang Mok Kio to meet her.
but instead frm my hse GT bus22 gg str to AMK!!.
so i drop off at eunos masion then walked to the another Bus Stop
and waited for another bus22.
at least din late till to late:P
hahax..had dinner at mac.
then went window shopping then sent her hm.
Felt guai guai de leh..
doesnt seems lyk we are a couple or smth!
Haix..Try Harder Next Time~!!.
hahax..
Gtg Bye!~~~
Thursday, January 24, 2008 @ 7:53:00 PM
24/01/08
Today..its a sarky day.
My Fren Nick was Sick e whole day.
cant realli help but all i cant do was to help him in all ways lorx.
Haix.I had been savin up money to pay off ppl alr.
Still Owed:
Calvin-$50
Cyrus-$30
Clearin By TML.
Louis-$110
Nick-$110+40
NuEr-$30
GanMa-$30
Tatming-$20
Hahax..at least i can pay the others slowly.
Eac Day 10bucks as Said.
Bd? Haix..Ahxiong ar..
no more meeting tis month ar?
sadded thought can see u guys sia...
Misses.
I felt tat my friends are flowin away further and further le...
haix.i dunnno wat to do nxt..
now i noe wat it means by money makes ppl show themselves.
Nick thanks for the help and support u given me these days.
thanks alot..Credits to u..
and AhXiong too.
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Wind Blows And Kills.
Hurts Stays For Real.
Tears Drop For You.
Heart Broke To Piece.
Where are the True?
Gold Change My Life,
So Do You.
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*ahxiong thanks for concern but i will pay them off myself.
Sunday, January 20, 2008 @ 11:29:00 PM
Today 20/01/08
Today at home doing nth lor.
ytd nite went to chong wee hse to play some blackjacks
win him 12bucks.win chek 4bucks.
hahax.lucky lucky me.
haahax...
can pay for the spec le..dun hav to think too much nw yet.
came back at 3am plus so went to slp.
wake at 10am.went to play basketball wif
Cyrus,BaunTong,Engtek n ChekLim.
Fun Fun Fun.
Had a Full Court Match wif some SportsPPL.
then Lost.
Cuz i am totally wornt out.
Gasping for air.
i am fast but i sarks at stamina.
let me run 1 time full court fast break i am out of breath le.
then went home slept till 3pm ba.
then mum haven come hm so had dinner outside.
had Sambal Chicken Fried Rice at Blk121 wif
DaNuEr,GanMa,YoungBrother and Cyrus.
then went to mac for dessert.
Had a SodaIceCream frm 7-11
then went Mac and had a Hot Fugde.
hahax.Yum Yum.
Then Went home.Chatted wif WaWa.
then Blogged.and thinkin of Slping le.
So Cya Guys..Slping in Progress.
Saturday, January 19, 2008 @ 4:27:00 PM
19/01/08
Today be a guai guai kia..staying at home wahahaha.
but not exactly.
juz haven gt out yet:P
hahax..ltr meeting Bifang for dinner at Plaza Sing.
So i can pass her her present.
Lookin forward..
then go to meeting tgt.
haha.today will be juz a meeting but no dancin.
J.U.X sure HAOLIAN DE!!!!.
hahax.
jkjkjkjk onli lar.Dun Beat Me=P
i am not soo emo lyk last time le.
Thanks to my Frends,BdFrends and My Gans.
They Given their support when i am dwn.
Given me Help when i am all alone.
now i will be cheeful and less emo to repay them.
I will always treasure u guys.
Rock ON!!!
OLvl its nth for us.
1st in BD Crew Competi is Nth too.
We Shall Strive for Excellence.
=.= why am i sounding lyk my principal?
hahahahahahax.
:P:P:P:P:P
Fark The World.
Fark The School.
Fark My Life _l_
Thursday, January 17, 2008 @ 7:30:00 PM
17/01/08
wahaha.
today after the morning sch days.
i went to ngee ann poly open hse wif my mates.
its a sch trip actually but din realli follow wif the class=P
so i went along wif Tatming,Haziq,DaNuEr,GanMa,WeiSong,
ShangYi,Presley,Nicholas.
We went off on a Gal Sighting=P
hahax.No 3 Gals Num Cant Go home ar!!!!:P
hahax.ended wifout any but jiaming's.
wat a fate to meet my kfc colleage of 2yrs ago here.
and she is still tat nxt door gal=P
hahax..See her let me think of Emily.Her Birthday coming le.
hav to prepare a birthday gift le.
hahax.
Took alot of the Drink provided there..
took 2 packets of goodie bag=P
singaporeans kiasu heart!!!
Then had dinner at my hse nearby de coffeeshop wif shang and teri.
PeaceOut.
LoveYa!!
Monday, January 14, 2008 @ 9:38:00 PM
A Birthday Boy.
Chek-Baun-Cyrus-Calvin
The MalletBrothers [M.B].
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Today was Cheklim birthday.Everyone was Crazy Crazy Crazy..
Abt 19ppl went dwn to 85market for dinner.
there was me, DaNuEr, shangyi, chunyong, elene,GanMa, huixin, siangjin, cheklim, zhihui, germaine, tzyyian, stella, weiqi, calvin, banntong, engteck n cyrus.
had hokkien mee,chicken wings,hotplate Stingray and KangKong.
Eat Eat Eat..Sooo Full..it realli bloated me up.
after tat wen to a void deck.had lots of fun.
Cake Smashing,Water Splashing and Birthday Carols.
Its was our brother ChekLim Birthday man.i,myself was whacked wif cakes
and water.my IP zone WHITE T-shirt ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Whack me lar..my poor shirt.
Totally smelly leh the cake..wasnt the cake make of tramisu??
SMELL LYK TRASH!!!.
i am smelling lyk trash
STILL..AHHH cant be washed.
i am dead of SMELLS!!! >.<
Given up on Love.
But She is Still Waiting,
since i make her waited for 2years..
i am sorry.a chance is still there......


Sunday, January 13, 2008 @ 4:45:00 PM
Hurts Hurts HURT LA.
Another day of boredm.
Cyrus,william and chek tong at my hse till 6.30am.
went off i slp slp slp till 2pm.
they all went off to cut hair at 3pm ba.
actually wanna go bugis to buy smth.
but it seems lyk they dun wan to.
so din ask much le.
i stayed home.
Misa called me if i could make it but i cant sorry,
and Bifang i cant go for ur birthday party .
HappyBirthday Though.
Juz doesnt feel lyk goin out alr.
Olvl tis yr but it seems lyk i gonna fail tis time.
juz dun feel lyk studyin now at all.
Anw,i gt a bunch of frens in sch push me up.
a bunch of frens outside helped me too.
wat else can i wish for??
Waaaa..Ytd Cyrus Bro Dropped XiaoEMO.
Pain Pain Pain.
But though it nv spoil can liao lars.
dun realli care abt anything here le.
Now i noe why my dad is acting so strange causing damage to my family.
He owed 10k debts,now my mum cleared it for him.
my family is bak to normal.
thank god!
..
Btw AhXiong ar!!!!
View View View.Giv TAG lar!!!!
and i can onli make it for meeting at weekends.
Owed M1 alot cant realli depends on phone liao=x
u guys going to america for 1week?
Kampateh!!
Love u guys.
Friends.Family.BDBrods
@ 12:27:00 AM
i am so sorry,

Wat a day agn.
Cyrus,William,TzyyIan Came to my hse and meet ard 1pm.
helped william to style is hair and everything.
starting everyone was thinking tat going to marina square so al wore formal.
but ended in Tm.wth lorx.
but its okay anw.
met chek calv and engtek at bus stop.then went to tm tgt!!.
haha.met adonnis bunch of ppl there,
went for a movie of "One Missed Call".
as i watched be4. boring show became more boring.
although its a chair distance away,
i am happy le:)
then went to orchard and window shpping ard cineleisure and paragon.
so suan and tiring lorx..
Angel called me when i reached home,asked if i could make tml nite
for meeting,but i am not so confirm abt it.
Confirm wif u soon.
My GanMeis brought me alot of confidence and bring me over bad times.
BD frens helped me by givin me gals phone no.???LAME leh..
din accept and STOP TEASIN n GIVIN ME lars.
LAMERS leh u all,,nv see u all for 3months n gt so lame le ar??
muz be a virus spread by J.U.X =XX
jajajajaja:P:P:P
i get over everything le.
A smile i saw,A Settle Heart i got.
A Msg frm you,Seems lyk a thousand words of Encouragement.
Sooner or Later??
:) or Never agn??
Heart Craved two names.
One's Liane.
One's Her.
I am still waiting.

Saturday, January 12, 2008 @ 10:24:00 AM
Today!
Be4 i can go out,i had to DA SAO CHU!!!
haix...dunno can finish by 1pm ma leh?
i can make it de!!! believe in myself!!!.
:)when i juz worte din receive any msg she msged me.
Waaa..i am lyk soo happy but its doesnt mean
anything though,but i am happy dunno why leh..
Haix..When i stayed home,i kept thinkin of the things happen.
sooo....
Credit to AhXiong:BD gt second in the competition!!!.
Cool Cool Cool..
i enage myself into Slam Dunk.
a comedy and cool anime tat i had watched since primary.
Ltr goin to celebrate Chek and Adonnis birthday!.
throw everything behind first ba..
enjoy le then think of other things ba..
i am still w8ing for you.
Thursday, January 10, 2008 @ 2:10:00 PM
its Hurting me
Its was lyk yrs since i last posted.
Today was the 7th day of sch le.
i still cant forget.but i had to.
hears and seeing her makes me felt hurt.
haix but i had to go over it for future.
Anw the EmoKido Leonatello is back!=)
but i felt more less emo le ba..
its still lyk 1month to her death anni..
:)Liane's
i think u shld be the one laughin tat i am useless and dumb ba
hahax:) i am still here though.
or do u wan me to go up wif u??
Nah i prefer stayin,i had wonderful frens and Family.
till the day i die.i meet u there~!
i din recieve any msg frm her le,haix..i still love her.
she let go..wish her happy ba.To:Her.
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Got a New Gan Mei Frm BD:Angel Lim Wen Ling!!
ur name veri gong leh..no wonder ur msg i receive guai guai de.
say i love u..KAU.wrote wrongly lars..i love you PUI!!!
Ops i did wrote wrongly.Kau!! AhXiong Hao Jie Shao ar:P hahax
hahahahax...Kor Loves Mei!
Saturday, January 5, 2008 @ 12:59:00 PM
05/1/08
A day of Pain.A Thousand words to say.
It hurts.Why does God play wif my feelings?
i wish i was nv born.
Liane had once told me tat Lovin is Pain,Lovin is Fun.
But i always doesnt hav the Fun but Pain.
Last yr i juz get over u.Nw i am confuse.
Crying so deep inside me.
i ducked myself into activities to forget u.
it takes me 3months.
but still cant.
Nw i duunoo to forget or to juz live as i am?
i had a fight ytd wif my parents.
they are juz ppl who dun cares feelings.
they dun understand me.
no one does.
Liane.The Promise i giv u,i cant keep.
as i am alr a Dead Person in Love.
i am senseless and Useless.
Maybe i am juz not gd enuff for her?
wish she could find someone better?
or maybe i shld juz dissappear frm tis world?
i dun noe wat to do?
i left BD group to spend more time wif u.
as i noe if i commited to BD,i am sure to be there every hour in holidays.
AhXiong brought me bak in a few weeks ago.
but i still din go.i had no interest.
BD had its memories.
i doesnt wanna touch it bak.
Liane is the first person i loved wif my heart.
i nv thought tat i will touch my heart for another person anymore.
but she came into the picture.
things change.but it also leaves me memories and hurts.
Everything i had to blame myself.
i am Numb to Love.
I dun wan anymore Love to be found le.
God Please Kill Me.
if not i might do it myself:)
.....
.....
Friday, January 4, 2008 @ 7:39:00 PM
Faded le.
Tis days i had been thinkin alot.
i din went sch cuz i still cant slp ytd..and i doesnt wanna go to sch too.
so i din go sch and faked a fever.
Durin Bath i dunno why i cried agn.Haix.
tis is the feeling of painfulness agn.
Went to ITE wif Cyrus for application,after his
waited for calvin then after tat went to WS to meet Dar and others.
When i reached there,they were havin KFC.
AhYang went too.
I tried everything i could to talk to her.
but i cant overcome my silent.
i tried to do everything a bf could provides,
she denies everythin i offer.
But when i did after,she treat me so coldly.
My heartache everytime she treats me so cold.
Its Hurts.
i dunno wat to do le.
i wish i could juz die and gone frm tis world.
Love is sooo Painful.
I Love You,Do You still Love Me.
but i noe u dun...
the msg was an end of Love.
04/1/08
Thursday, January 3, 2008 @ 7:13:00 PM
Two Days
Alot of things happened during these 2 days.
Ytd,Dar went to jerina hse for dinner as i wanted to sent her home.
At nite, i went off to bedok area for dinner wif family.
i sent few msg to Dar but din reply,was told tat her phone was faulty.
so i din further question it.
I was ltr told to called in for a conference.
i was alr felt a sense of smth be4 calling.
Heard something.
My Dar was under alot of stress.partially was becuz of me.
i din noe wat to do..i admit i am stupid and foolish to make tat choice.
i shld had given her my fullest support.
but instead..i regretted.
i realli loved Dar wif my Heart
the whole nite i cant slp well..cried all nite.
i stayed up till the time i gg sch..
i went to bath at 6.45am.
went off at 7.05am to school.wore a jacket cuz i felt cold.
When in school,i felt tat everyone who noes treat me coldly.
i am so sad,emo and heartached.
i cant realli concentrate in sch..cant hear a word frm the teacher's mouth.
the whole day i was thinkin abt Dar.
tis is the pain tat feels so familiar.
its soo damaging,pain and unexplainable.
Only Dar can cure.
After school,Great Friends Convinced me to go to meet Dar to make things Clear.
So i went....
Dar was willing to giv me another chance.
i told myself i shld hold on to it and nv let go agn!!.
i realli put my heart and soul to it.
i tried to convince my silent door to open up.
i will try harder to open it.
and giv u my fullest support.
Dun leave me agn,i will need ur support too.
4days of Love!
Idiot.Dear ♥ Dar.Sotong
LeoN ♥ Donnis
[10.05pm♥30/12/07]
Tuesday, January 1, 2008 @ 1:24:00 PM
GoodBye 2007
31/12/2007 de Posty

Place we CountDwn
Saw a UFO!!!..Nah juz light of SingaporePost=P

Moks Family.
LaoPa,Me,ErZi,Uncle,AhGong
Cyrus-Leon-William-Yong-Chek

The Wind Blows Pass,Blown away 2007 and comes 2008.
Lovely Begining of 2008,Sweet Ending Of 2007.
Ytd 31/12/2007.
Meet Chek,Cyrus,William at ChekHse to go meet my
Dar who was working at Marina Square de Mac.
Then Went over by Bus21 to HaigRoad to Change Bus70 to Suntec.
Walk Walk Walk Through Mountains and Sea(craps)
then Reach MarinaSqure.
Saw My Dar Sooo Busy Serving Customer.
HeartAche to see her sooo Stress and Tiring.
We guys waited outside the Mac where the fireworks can be seen.
11pm le..My Dar haven finish Workin nehs.
The Manager doesnt wanna Let her Out..Grrrr.
but she was out abt 11.40pm.
12am.The FireWork Started.A Feelin of Uneasy came.
Makin my Dar Felt the Same.
But i promise such things wont affect us agn.
or affect of relationship ever agn.
ily Dar.
I tried to get bak on feet and make Dar happy:)
We walked to Espalande for a breezy Seating area.
then went for Supper at a Nearby HockerCentre.
i think is called Lao Pa Sha.
The Drink stall Out of Stock alot of Drinks.
Tried to Find Pokka Green Tea in Cheers.
Cant Find it T.T
i think the last one Brought by LaoPa.hahax.
Then Dar's Daddy came to fetch Dar,Cheryl,Jerina Home lorx.
>.< *Misses*
Then We went bak to the breezy area to slack till first train.
everyone was crazy ard cuz calvin came bak frm Paris.
5days haven seen him alot to talk abt ma.
hahax.Crazy Laopa keep Di sao everyone ard.
hahax.Fun day lorx.
it had been long seen i had been able to had such fun wif frens.
and i able to spend the last minute of 2007 wif My Dar.
i am happy alr.Felt Useless lorx.
Dun dare to do wat Chek do hahax.
Till now i still cant get over my silent sideT.T
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ILY,DAR!!!
Idiot.Dear ♥ Dar.Sotong
LeoN ♥ Donnis
[10.05pm♥30/12/07]