feels like i'm falling and i,
i'm lost in your eyes

Tuesday, October 30, 2007 @ 11:33:00 AM
woooohoooo
Song Bo~~
WOOHOOO~
Mathematics is done.
O lvl Mathematics is done.
Left Chinese which is tml.
Wish me Good Luck guys=P
hahax.
SUPER SONG LIAO.
THURS INTERVIEW~~!!
NO SPACE I CRY~!
GT SPACE I FLY HIGH!!!!:P:P:P:P
hahahahahahahahx.
*Evil Laughs*
Lol i super high now:P
DOTA TIME
BYE!~~
LOVE HERRRR!!!..but she dunno:P
hahax

Saturday, October 27, 2007 @ 1:17:00 PM
周杰倫 - 牛仔很忙

周杰倫 - 牛仔很忙

The MV is loller,and sure of a thing,i WILL buy the CD of tis album XD

Wednesday, October 24, 2007 @ 7:16:00 PM
i am useless
i wander why i had to quarrel wif my brother everyday?
is not i wan to,but cant help it.i wished him to be lyk my fren's brother.
my fren's brother is so carin and understandin towards them.
but why mine is lyk so cold towards me and always scold me over small things?
i had tolerated for yrs,lost count of how many fights we had.
ytd i locked myself in my room.
my mum came knockin,i kept silence.
i wished to juz jump out tat window of mine.
leavin a letter and my thoughts on the table n leave the world.
but i noe i cant.but i also no one care if i jumped.
i wanted to be her.but i cant tell her.
i am too scare if i told her,even being frens will be hard.
i kept silence abt tat feelins and love for her.
after a few hours i went out of the room,
goin directly out to eat dinner wif my frens.
my mum said"do u need money to buy food?,plz dun be lyk tat."
wat my mum said,makes me feel so guilt and abit of touched.
my mum had nv begged to me.
tat feelins was veri.....
i wished i could walk to her and say i am sorry.
things went so wrong for me.
i cried ytd while i was in my rm.
i noe u will think i am useless or smth.
a boy cry.hah.CryBaby or some sort.
but i think those tears were all my hardship,
toleration and contribution.
puttin dwn alot of things,givin up alot of things.
i deeply cried before for liane,grandma and my best buddy.
i had nv thought i will cry over my own matters agn.
i was deeply injure,deeply injure.....
Sunday, October 21, 2007 @ 4:04:00 PM
Being a Dotarian
As day passed by,i din noe wat to do wif my love.
Onli when financial matters are settled then the relationshop matters comes clear.tats wat the horo says,i hope is real ba.
hahax.i wish she noe i lyk her.but i am afraid after tellin her,if reject we might nv be frens agn le.but i think i will w8 till theres a right time for me ba.
love is so hard,i had been thinkin of her every moments but i dun think she is but i wish she might at least reply to me can?
Aiiya..tis few days keep stay at home do nth.
need w8 still nxt month 1st then can work as my mum says.
so sianz lor at home play dota for ages.
i played to improve a little skills to entertain frens when they wan go Lan lor.
Still playin now as i am w8in for game to start haha.=P
Dota dota dota.abit lifeless for me but no choice ba.
who giv a damn abt o lvl maths and chinese i will fail math get B4 for chinese anw.
for sure de lar.dun hav to say i also noe de lorr...
zzzzzzzzzz
Love her Stills~
Friday, October 19, 2007 @ 12:57:00 PM
So Sianz~
Days went passed.
Things changed,my heart is still the same.
Haix..so borin lei.my daily life was com com com.Not workin yet,but still findin ba
ard de frens are all in holidays now,workin even..aiya but i had to go
school for revision for olvl maths and chinese.
wtf rite?but bo bian still had to face everything of tis reality world
things were bad.
Love u~
Wednesday, October 17, 2007 @ 4:21:00 PM
a Runaway~
Wahahahaha.
Din go sch today,followed tatming=P.haha
Lol today totally borin de lorr..
nth to do but keep playin com lor.
Sianz lar..Dota Dota Dota.Long nv touch le,
so i am resumin my skills on tat and improve on it.
i love the feelin of tat game.let me keep out of stress
Either winning or losin.It doesnt matters me.
i juz love playin tat game.
Not playin to win but for fun and enjoy=P
Why fight over a winning place of a game?
i noe its impt to win in certain's mind,
but for me i think its foolish to argue,quarrel or
unhappy abt eac other over a GAME~=P
hahax
Fun.Fun Fun.
Had a winning game then go out to eat lunch wif joanna,
elene,tzyy ian at KFC.
=.=lll SHE asked me to help her buy chicky meal.WTF.
for tat toy.DOREAMON.zzz
So paiseh but did it anyw.Juz a meal anw=P
hahax.Ate then go ard market to walk walk walk.
Eaten a Zinger Student meal,Mac'sIceCream Cone.
jajajajajajaja....
=P=P=P
I Thought of u every nite me b3fore i slp,did u get a cold/flu every nite?
i love ur character,ur cheerfulness n ur attitude towards everything.
Ur appearance is nth,i loved u too deep to let go now.
Sry,But I LOVE U!!
Monday, October 15, 2007 @ 9:57:00 AM
Funny Funny Funny

Hahax its super funny de lorr :P

@ 9:19:00 AM
The Days i Cant Touchy Com~
Hiii,Everyone I am back~
Nv use com for 2 Days le..Saturday & Sunday..Yay today he go out so i could use,song lar..Okay lets say abt friday first..
-------------Friday------------
Went to eat steamboat wif my bunch of frens,tis time i din took any pic as i dun feel lyk it..my cybershot phone lost i had no feelins to get anymore photo.
haixs.misses tat phone pretty much and tat Msg......
But wat lost is lost so i doesnt matter too much now...
We went to had a LAN gamin session,everyone is enjoying..though some gals nv play..they sat behind to watch us play was fun too..
everyone was high on playin..Leavin onli 1 person vs 1 person.tats excitin moments comes in.hahax
I am the Top Fragger of 112Kills and 35deaths in first round~
Then we go for EastCoast liao.
Send those who needs to go home,home first. Then the rest Go ahead to East Coast.Wah super tirin de lorr..
startin we go to bedok jetty FRM MAC.Then lackin there le..
Btw did i mention we brought FHM to see at jetty but was lyk soooo Borin nth to see de..9BUCKS,knn,pcb,ccb:P:P:P
Then guess who i saw???
VINCENT TAN WEI MING!!!
Omg our long lost brother~hahax...hes the one who givin us a image of veri strong brother...he trains and realli strong lorr
played blackjack wif him but not wif money but push-ups
wah cau,10cents=1push up,HE played 1bucks eac time.
Wah i owe him abt 50push up.
i done 43 in one go wif many not standard of cuz.
then chek lim helped me finish it,when i am doin tat pushup,
my mind is lyk i am doin tis for her..:P
Abt morning 5am..started walkin back to mac..legs are lyk soo Suan liao le lorr..
then we all eat breakfast at EastCoast then Went home after tat..
--------Saturday--------
Nite,Went to Parkway wif Cheklim,Calvin,Joanna.To do some window shoppin first.hahax..theres will be alot of things i will need to buy and repay off...
clearin off my wishlist..hahax..
Then we went to william's Mac to get supper and then go back home tgt lorr.
hahax..
----------Sunday----------
Another Borin day lorr..
Brother at home,cant use com..so watchin tv lorr.god damn sianx larrr
watchin and watch till i went to slp.Then my family decided to go for steamboat as dinner at a coffeeshop around bedok there lorr..The things there is nice de lorr..hahax..i ate the most i think lorr..Still drinkin GreenTea..as she asked me to.i will keep every single bottle of green tea i drank to show u how i am so listenin to u...hahax..Then went to shengSong to buy stuff lor..
when my mum asked wat u wanted,Then OKAY i will take wat i need
i brought a detorant,oilfree paper,Wax,Daily needed milk and a family packed HELLO PANDA :P:P:P hahax i love it:P
Tats all ba..Come back to u when there is something interestin happen ba
i saw hope i cant grap,i saw miracle i cant save.U given me hope,U kill it for me.
Every single second and mintue,None is Not thinkin abt u.
Although u dun noe abt it,i wish we could get closer and closer and closer.....
Friday, October 12, 2007 @ 3:01:00 PM
Sob.
I live in tis lonely world of my own.
I Dunno how u could bring me out of tis place.
A place i hate but no Choice to live.
I Put myself away frm those Reality.
Usin only my own thinkings to bring myself forward.
Freedom is nothing to me.
I am Already Free frm everything
but i needed something more.
Tats Her.
I Killed Myself Once.
I am Rebornt Wif a New Name.
Will u come Wif me?
I tried to Forget u.
Frens Adviced not to go too deep,
But i cant control my feelins
Each day,I think of u every Moments.
Msg u Poems N Msg u Every Nite.
To Bring u to ur Dreams.
There was no respone.
And i dun wan a respond,
Cuz i noe U had read it.
Consolin myself to calmness.
Bringin myself to a world of darkness.
Embrace myself wif nth else but You.
Being a Nobody is Hard.
I am Juz a fren in my Fren eyes.
I am Juz a Maid for My Family.
I am juz Nobody in Myself.
I am Useless.
Draw,A Unsatifying Masterpiece.
Dance,Amature to Skills.
Academic,Scoring Low as i tried.
Joy,Happiness N Saddness.
Feelings of Daily Ppl Lifes.
I Had lost them,Long Gone.
Senseless to Say anything.
I care For?
I Die For?
I Love For?
I Live For?
I Cry For?
And I Fight For?
Wats the Meaning of Life?
I cried Every Day n Nite.
Hope Someone to Come to Me,
And Say:
"I Love You"
N
I will Say:
"I Love You Too"
Thursday, October 11, 2007 @ 1:00:00 PM
Yakitate!! Japan
Yakitate!! Japan
An anime tat i am concentrating on watchin.Its A Humorous n MeaningFuL anime.I love it cuz it entertains me n teaches impt moral and meaning of not givin up..its also let u noe abt japan's bread makin style and their varieties=P
All LOOKS so Delicious. *.*hahax Sooo Hungry
Today Rottenin at home to watch Yakitate!! Japan.
Meanwhile w8in for Hitachi to call.Dunno they callin ma leh.But who cares.
i still had 2 more weeks of sch.My brothers who in N lvl class ALL no need go sch liao they keep goin out lar,working and hang out then i had to go SCH wtf leh~
So still to be in tis class,regretted goin tis damn class lar..
haix.Fate N Destiny ba=P
If the Hitachi calls i work,if no i go Orchard work liao..Some Kind of stock collectin ba.=P hahax~
Wednesday, October 10, 2007 @ 5:17:00 PM
Sian lei~
So sianz leh,suddenly had feelins of meaningless and Feel of being so aloned.
so sianz.juz came home frm tamp as i went there to buy a half hand glove but ended up din buy cuz cant find..
so sianz leh..w8in for her call to go eat or smth dunno lei:P
Went to look for a job,ended goin for the interview at hitachi,as a mechician.=P
hahax..so sianz leh
end here lor
~11.10PM~
Haix Ended up goin to HAIG ROAD agn..sianz sia.keep on watchin them play basketball,throw here and there,sianz sia..
haix,feelin so sianz at tat point and soooo bore lor.
no meaning in Life sia!!
Now not Despo or anything le..i goes as the wind blow me to anywhere ba.
hope to find a true lover for myself soon ba.
Condition:Not Fat~
=P=P=P hahax.
If there is a need contact me through tagboard=P hahax jkjk
i realli need someone to care for me now if not i am go CRAZY liao lar
so many probs on the way.
Btw if the job i applied is a OK for me.then i had to go frm 3pm to 11pm,8hours work and then go sch the next mornin of 7am.Meaning a Continued Workin&Studying.Tat will be tiring but for those Shopping Spree,Bills N Debts.
Horoscope Says:Leo- Only when the financial problems are settled,only will the relationship come clear.=P Hope is true
Wind had Blown me Towards her,i felt loved.Wind Blown me away and away frm her,i cried.So is the Wind playin wif me?
Love Me or Not i Dun Care juz Noe i Love u~
Tuesday, October 9, 2007 @ 2:33:00 PM

This is the longer version tat Tv din show,,FUNNY!!!!

Sunday, October 7, 2007 @ 11:42:00 AM
A Nite Of Fun
Wahahahaha,On the day 05/10
i Went to stay over nite to slack wif my group of frens.. ShangYi,Cyrus,ChekLim,Wiliam
Played Poker,ChitChat N its Fun tgt wif them ba...The Jokers=.=lll
We Played blackjack frm the first time we reached the void deck till nxt morning 7.30am sooo tired arrhhh..*Yawm*
Lol,Guess whos the big winner? MEEEEE!!!!~~
hahax..Chek owed me a figure of 340 n Shang Owed me a Figure of 285
Hows tat?..i din LOSE a single dollars..!
chek wanna win back on the 12/10 as we are goin to zhenfa for a dine for cele of end of exams for the time.they said goin to zhenfa,LAN,EastCoast To stay overnite.AGAIN~=.=lll
I may be lucky tat day but horr if i nv see Jac on the 12/10 Morning/Noon horr
i will lose till sellin my pants ar...as my luck come frm hers XD
hahahahax..Tats the fun abt tat day ba...
Still haven hear frm the corp. Sianz~
Signed Up for a trip to Africa to Help the poor there build a house tat will be fun.
Meaningful at the same time.if nv being picked i will sign agn n agn to get IN!
=P=P=P hahax..Such trips i LOVE it..Gone Once Onli sooo memorious~
Love All
I Believe in Destiny,Fate N Miracle.All things will turned out fine after all things are solved and cleared,Will u be my Bride?
Saturday, October 6, 2007 @ 10:10:00 PM
A Day oF Fun And Excitement!
Today went out wif Andrew and JaC..Goin to the CityHarvestChurch at Expo..
Its was my first appearance there and first time to encounter such thingy..
My Eldest Bro is a christian but not really draggin along to his church thingy..juz rmb he had brought me to his church office wif alot of boards games lar,fun ppl all ard its fun as i was onli lyk pri4 doesnt really care abt shyness or wat ba
Today went out to there is lyk WOW.As my thinkin of a church activity are lyk carried out in a church wif wooden banches n wif a altar infront but i was wrong..
When i was there,the settings is totally lyk a concert hall for a rock band or smth..
JaCs through out the whole session is lyk thinkin tat i am no realli realli realli uncomfortable..i REALLI don..I juz tired=P gt aircon somemore.
i realli do respect their religious culture as they realli concentrated and believe in it..its nth wrong wat..why uncomfortable=P hahax
Great Experience to encounter such events=P But on the other hand is quite..
Confusin at parts sort to say..to catch a exp and sight seein lorr
Tis is a Eye opener for me as its far away frm wat i expect it to be..but horr i lyk abit extra there doin nth=P..Nah i think its normal for first-timer ba=P
We ThinGs ChaNge iF i Tell u? Or MayBe it sTayS aS TiS iS BetteR?
@ 10:01:00 PM
InterestinG
This is interestin..Hahax=P
Monday, October 1, 2007 @ 2:05:00 PM
Today!
Skipped Maths remedial todayz
Sick of seein those maths teacher talk and talk..make me dizzy onli
i went home as i had stomachache and i hate sch toilet so i tolerated till after sch man..Pain lyk hell but i am gd at tolerating:P
hahax...Nth much juz emo-ing and emo-ing..watchin the one who stole my phone laughs and i am sobby and painful at the other end
when i lost my phone.i borrowed money to clear bills for a new sim card..
and hes havin fun..i noe god will noe how to deal wif him..
he will nv be a successful person in life..becuz theres is someone cursin him at a end..TATS ME!!!
*Evil Laugh*
*Ping Bong Piang*
Fall dwn frm Chair >.<"'
----
Came Back After i had a lunch wif my brothers=P.i love hangin out wif them lots.. they are mine onli motivation to keep me alive and cheerful.
My mum and dad was still quarrelin when i gt home..i am scared.
but i shdnt be but i kept thinkin of goin to tear apart by them..
wif the phone probs i am alr verii Breakdown,but addin tis fight in,i am alr
feelin hopeless and meaningless le..
hope someone out there who will treasure me and kill me wif their hands.
Ytd
When to my fren hse de swimming pool,dunno how to swim of cuz but i juz hangin ard the swimming pool to catch glimpse of pretty galss.
its was ard 7pm,the weather was prefect.my frens and i were havin alot of fun.
then we saw a bunch of chio bu's sia..wah wah wah..droolin liao rite?:P
in swimsuit some more,hahax *Blood came dwn frm nose*
i was of cuz in my swimming trunks,my frens played true or dare..ended up i need to get a phone num frm one of the gals.of cuz get the most prettiest de lar:P
hahax..but instead i askin for num,tat gal who i gonna ask for,asked my num instead..u noe mah i lost my phone how to giv my phone num..so i giv my fren's num..hahax,then when she msg my fren called me and asked wat to reply sia..
so paiseh hahax
its fun fun fun afterall:P:P:P
I like u,Do u like me too?? Juz a lykin if we could,i would like it to be Love.