feels like i'm falling and i,
i'm lost in your eyes

Saturday, May 31, 2008 @ 11:37:00 PM
Funny
Some Funny Phto to Share!
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Trained Dog

Owned

Click on the Picture First then Press Ctrl+A to see wat tis picture is abt

Band of Brothers




@ 1:33:00 PM
At Nicholas Hse!
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Our Family Phto at Nick Hse!
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Our Family Business:Artistic Dances
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Family Phtos.
We all took pictures after the games at nick hse,
Our Family "Formal" phto.
hahahaha!.
Fun Day,Fun Family!

@ 11:36:00 AM
Ytd
Slackin wif jing and Buds nv fail to cheer me up.
Although im quite tired abt things tat happened around me.
Sad over things tat alr doesnt exist or maybe its not yet fullfil.
But wif them,i can allow myself to forget everythin and move on.
i Love you guys.
Please promise me tat when we are alr at the age of 20.
we are still tgt? as a group,slack at nite to chit chat abt our own lifes.
i think i will still be plain ba,
Cuz i dun trust poly gals=P
hahahahahaha~
Friday, May 30, 2008 @ 11:26:00 AM
Basketball?
Seriously,ITS BORIN during Holidays.
But its Fun when u had Dayan,JingXiang around.
They are the limelights of the group~!
Ytd nite went to slack and eat HokkienMee tgt.
Their jokes abt tat GayVoice Basketball Player Was indeed Funny!
Its Non Stop Laughin wif them around.
So i noe,i can always count of my fren for a day of happiness.
i Love my Frens.
And a Sry to my Mum,as i kept goin out wifout a msg and sort.
and till soooo late.
When she come home,i wasnt there at home le.
till she slps then i came home = Nv See Me.
i wanna buy a skate Shoe.
SkateShoe Definition: Those Shoes tat are Fat Fat de lor.
hahaha.=D
But needa clear off debts first ba.
Thursday, May 29, 2008 @ 11:31:00 AM
a Tribute
A Tribute post to Liane.
World is full of Regrets and Pains for Me.
After Liane had gone so Far Away Leavin tat Msg in Mind,
"Be Happy as u could,always.Stay Cheerful Muz Be ur Principle,Okay?=)"
tats wat she left me and gone so far away...
and im sry tat i lost tat msg as my phone was stolen tat time,
its long since i posted or talked to you.
Although u are far,i noe u could hear me loud=)
My heart is still rmbin you though.
When Feb,i brought the Red Roses and placed on ur Restin Place.
Some Memories Passed,Teaches me to Forgiv and Forget.
Teaches me another Side of the World.
Dun Always look at the ugly and Bad Side of Things.
but Look at he Good side and Keep ur Life Lively and Great.
So i changed myself.
I regrets doin so much sins before the past yrs.
all i can do was to pray tat they live happily,
rather thinkin of me,tis Basturd.
im indeed a Basturd if i think bak myself.
But tellin others tat i was foolish and Dumb in the past.
No One will believe anymore,
cuz im alr a basturd in their minds.
Liane i hope u could hear tis,
if u could juz allow me to Love someone else agn,
i will treasure her and nv let go anymore.
But she might alr had a bf,so if tats true,
Juz wish me all the best?
....
@ 11:19:00 AM
A Msg frm Andrew
Quotation frm Andrew's Forwarded Msg in Msn.
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The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down...
Finally, the guys' side of the story.(I must admit, it's pretty good.)
We always hear 'the rules' from the female side.
Now here are the rules from the male side.
These are our rules!
Please note. These are all numbered '1 ' ON PURPOSE!
1. Men are NOT mind readers.
1. Learn to work the toilet seat.You're a big girl.
If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.
1. Sunday sports It's like the full MOON OR the changing of the tides.Let it be.
1. Shopping is NOT a sport.And no, we are never going to think of it that way.
1. Crying is blackmail.
1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!Obvious hints do not work!Just say it!
1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.
1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.
Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.
1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days.
1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.
1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one
1. You can either ask us to do somethingOr tell us how you want it done.
Not both.If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.
1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials...
1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.
1. ALL men see in only 16 colours, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A colour. Pumpkin is also a fruit.
We have no idea what mauve is.
1. If it itches, it will be scratched.We do that.
1. If we ask what is wrong and you say 'nothing,' we will act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.
1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.
1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine... Really.
1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as footballor golf.
1. You have enough clothes.
1. You have too many shoes.
1. I am in shape. Round IS a shape!
1. Thank you for reading this.Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight;
But did you know men really don't mind that? It's like camping.
Pass this to as many men as you can
-to give them a laugh.
Pass this to as many women as you can
-to give them a bigger laugh.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008 @ 9:44:00 PM
Today 28/05
Another day,another Begining.
My Heart had alr Fallen.
Tis Morning,Before going for Class at 10am.
Abt 8am++ ,Someone called my hse,
a man crying said:" 出事了,出事了".
i was shocked and scared,
So i asked who he was,and whos in trouble.
But it sounds lyk my dad,and when he said tat it sounds lyk
"妈出事了". i jumped out of my bed,
Twisted my ankle alittle and knocked on my dad's door so i thought
he was slpin but maybe my mum is in trouble.
so called eldest brother and sort.
Theres nothing else i can do le.
Then went nick hse for some games but heart is still not calmed yet.
After the games,went home saw my mum flippin newspaper and
dad rest a corner =.=lll
i finally calmed,told them and they laughed.
Now then i noe if u yet to treasure someone they might be gone forever.
lyk i did alot of times in the past.
Now restribution and strikes me.
the one i lyk,Love is far.
Wat i done is not appreciated and thrown away.
My heart is Melt and Broken at the same time.
I Love you,I Miss You.
Will u Be Mine?
My Bottle of Hearts and Love is in ur Hand now.
The decision is wif you now....
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 @ 8:34:00 AM
My Heart
Wind blows,Rain Drops,
Arrow flies,Heart Bleeds.
Maybe the cupid isnt doing his job any more ba.
Cupids is out for lunch or did he retired or MAYBE quitted being a cupid!
OMG!
Ltr gg to Nick hse,U noe wat we gonna do de.
Dun needa ask though.
i Think i shld follow nick's advise ba!
STAY SINGLE!=D
As when i followed my heart,it doesnt help.
Olvl Chinese Compre paper also said "凡事都要靠心去体会".
After everything,Ended wif another Sms!
i HATE it When ppl uses Sms to end things and Say HeartBreakin things.
It happens to me ALWAYS,when i did onli once!
Haix~!
My PPC Low Guys,Cant Reply Msg.
And Dun feel lyk Toppin up anymore,Cuz Sms is a dangerous and
Hurtful thing....
Sunday, May 25, 2008 @ 9:56:00 PM
Today's Movie
The Show i watched today!


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Me in Lift.
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Zilian Sia!!!! haha XD
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Today was a day booked wif annie!.
Went to Meet her in at 12pm at the mrt platform.
Spent the whole morning dollin up sia.
Threadin up my buttons as my shirt is totally worn wif the buttons.
Brought let me see the "day n night" present,bottle of drink,tat aviator,
tissues,camera and a cardigan.
Talkin abt tat bottle of drink!
ZZZZ! the bottle cannot be close while i was at the mrt platform.
its was lyk so fkin pissed,in the end my bag was wetted becuz of it!
The first sight i saw her in dress,was woah.
but and i wonder nxt,wont she get cold inside a cinema?
tats when my cardigan comes into the picture=P
hahahaha~!
i always love to go wif preparations!
i love the aviator.
Oh ya watched the show called "Made of Honor",
a touchin show and quite realistic to happen in real life.
Had my lunch at Yoshinoya.
Had the "Teriyaki Chicken wif Salmon Set"
OiiShi~!!
Love it!
Delicious~!
Enjoyed my day wif her.
Shes quite quiet though,i might wanna noe more abt her=P
Her Smile is my Rewards to everything.=)
Hope she feels the same too.
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@ 9:43:00 PM
Zhihui de Test!
RULES :
1.Pick your birth month.
2.Italic n underline anything that doesn't apply to you.
3.Bold n maximize the five-ten that best apply to you.
4.Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months under a mp-cut.
5.Tag 15 people from your friends list.
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JANUARY : Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY : Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH : Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy.Appreciative and returns kindness. Obsend assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL : Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and to affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY : Stubborn and hard-hearted.Strong- willed and highly motivated.Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic(left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical.Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active Mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY : Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Strong sense of sympathy.Wary and sharp. Treats others equally.Judges people through observations.Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST : Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER : Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER : Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hardhearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER : Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organization. fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

Logical15 people to tag:
Tagged by : ZhiHui
Here are the 15 people i love that gonna be tagged wahahhas.
Annie
William
Shiya
Joanna-LaoMaZi
WeiQi-LaoPaZi
AngelaMei
JenniferMei
NicoleMei
RouBing
TeriyaKi
JiiaMing
AAWC
AhXiong
Bauntong
Friday, May 23, 2008 @ 7:10:00 PM
Sky of Love
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"Sky of Love"
The show tat i missed when it was showing.
Now,my brother brought the disc.
so i watched it juz 10minutes ago.
a touchin show tat i can watch agn and agn.
my heart melted and i almost drop some tears=)
i love tis show.
i rated it 5/5stars
But predicted storyline,while the boy leaves the gal surely becuz of
illness=P hahaha!
Love tis show man.
i will watch the disc agn for sure!!!!
i love the hiro hairstyle.
i wan my hair juz lyk his in the future=P
Official website:
@ 7:03:00 PM
Chocoate!

Ytd nite went to watch "chocolate" wif Jing,Stella,Rihadi,Cheston and John
at princess..onli 6bucks.
tis show i guess i will rate it as 4/5stars
nice actions,nice Moves.
its a good show ta will interest ppl.
=)
Can be a Muz Watch too=P
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 @ 9:59:00 PM
Fun?
My Brother had the disc of the movie "sky of Love"
Wooooooot!!
SKY of LOVE leh,
as a movie fanatic myself,
I missed tis one hell of a good love show,
and now the chance is backk.
YESS!!
But how i wish i could watch the movie wif her.
haix.
Editing some pics,helping teri too.
Rock on.
!
@ 9:25:00 PM
Survey
THOSE WHO NEVER DO THAN I KNOW U NEVER VISIT MY BLOG! WHAHA.

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & NO CHANGING OF QUESTION. ANSWER IT TRULY.

B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
-ask for a reason,then make decision after the reasoning session.

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
-i wanna be Richiest in the world lyk bill gates.

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
-the most unique one of cuz!

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
-No,i set my goals for my career and Studies!

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
-Shorter then me,Cute can le!=) Lyk Her!

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-being loved by someone.cuz Loving someone when she doesnt its hurts!

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
-Till my effort really doesnt touch her heart,i MIGHT giv up.

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-i wish them to be happy and make sure tat person is good enuff for her!!

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
-Nothing much,Mind set had changed,LIVE CHEERFULLY!

#10 is being tagged fun?
-Yes,it prove tat ppl reads ur blog!!

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
-a Businessman or a Famous Designer!!XD

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
-My Family,My Friends and Her!

#13 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
-Patience,they make effort to read my blog =)

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
-Single and Rich!

#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?
-Check Handphone for Msg or Missed Calls =X

#16 would you give all in a relationship?
-Yes.When i realli Loved her wif all i got.

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
-the one who truely appreciates me and Loved me much as i do.

#18 what type of friends do you like?
-Friends tat is honest,true and Mature!

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
-Friends who acted,Betrayed,Backstabbed and Rumoric!!

#20 how many people you think they fall in love with you now?
-NONE,cuz i had super LOW self esteem towards LOVE de.=P
i wish there were mani!!=X wahaha!

Tagged by : SHIYA(the Starter of the Game =X),TERIYAKI(the DannyFanatic).
Here are the 15 people i love that gonna be tagged wahahhas.
Annie
William
Shiya
Joanna-LaoMaZi
WeiQi-LaoPaZi
AngelaMei
JenniferMei
NicoleMei
RouBing
ZhiHui
TeriyaKi
JiiaMing
AAWC
AhXiong
Bauntong

@ 5:26:00 PM
Worst of the Worst.
2nd Report.=)
Worst Day of my life was today!.
nv though it would happened but it did happened.
haix.
DUN WANNA TALK ABT IT LARS.
But it all calmed dwn when i get dwn the bus and
saw.... *.*
Calmed but still in shocked.
Haix,Glad is allllllllll OVER!
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 @ 10:30:00 PM
Mind Set~
In Life,Decisions were made.
juz tat u made it right or wrong.
Out of so many wrong decisions i made,
i finally made a right decision.
Which was to change my mind set.
After Changing ,things were great.
Life as been normal but the life was way better than before.
no more worries,no more pain,no more suffering.
i even gain bak trust and a place at my hse.
But juz one thing,
i juz had to changed bak to my normal self of helpin out chores agn=P
i learnt alot frm the workshop and i had self improved.
my mind set is different now.
i now juz had to get tat grade!
and leave for a new surrounding agn!!!
WorkHard Frens!!!
Sunday, May 18, 2008 @ 1:49:00 PM
photos of 17/05
Meeee!!


HaoHan,Nicholas,William,Me,Benjamin



HaoHan,Nicholas


Shiya,William,Leon


At Republic Poly!



The Black and White Balloons are blockin my view!!
Saturday, May 17, 2008 @ 11:41:00 PM
Today 17/05
Went to RP at the morning.
9am go out liao.
Went to Rp to noe their study styles.
Veri Unique though,3Breakout and 3Meetings everyday.
Cool.
Main Objective was to see chiobu's too.
hahahahaha.
but i still TX and Faithful to LHS!!!
Afterwards went to Eunos to Meet up wif Shiya and her frens.
There were,kahkeong,Nicholas,Andy and Two Others Stella CG Frens.
i forgot their names SORRY!
Then went to the church directly..
second time but still excited and smth.
hahaha..
Knew plent of new friendly Frens.
HaoHan,Nicholas,Ben.JingWei,Andy,Kieth.
I might join them agn,Who Noes?=P
And For Her.
U Guys Noe Who de!!!.
No other then LHS!!
Friday, May 16, 2008 @ 6:16:00 PM
I noe the Truth
Afternoon when my mum came bak,
she told everything i needa noe.
and i finally notice smth.
How a Person can affect plenty of things.
Mum was tired frm the morning work,
Coming bak home still had to cope wif housework is hard.
now?
Even worst.
i felt so Troubled or smth.
ARGGGHHH!!!
i took out all MCR,Fall out Boys and Screaming songs.
and i screamed my lungs out.
i felt much better!
THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES!!.
FAMOUS LAST WORDS!!
GHOST OF YOU!!.
WELCOME TO BLACK PARADE!
JENNY!!
LOSE YOURSELF!!
I DONT LOVE YOU!!!
HELENA!!!
SAVIN ME!!
FAR AWAY!!!
APOLOGIZE!!!!
....
I screamed lyk Hell..
around 12pm no one at home at is.
haha!.
i felt relief.
and Better.
my mum is still checkin out if dad's phone through.
Totally dunno wat to do,
but to wait!.
Compares to william's problem,mine is small fry ba~
William,u can get over and Live on.
We Believe in You!.
i may be a free thinker but
"May God Bless You!"
@ 11:42:00 AM
a New Creation Agn.
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A creation frm those pictures frm iKEA n Giants.
@ 11:08:00 AM
Dad had Left.
I had nth else i can say out of my mouth.
i dunno wat to do.
2 days of adam khoo's workshop,my parents had split apart.
2 days wifout being at home,damaged is produced.
2 days cost me my Life.
Tis morning i decided not to go sch as i wanna noe wats happening!
my dad tis morning left wif a suitcase.
Leaving a Note:
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“我不是个好丈夫,我走了。
只有留房子和三个孩子给你
不用理我,当把我丢去河里就好。
我什么都没有,只给你伤心,痛苦,
我死了一了百了,CPF也给你,大华保险也给你。
我两手空空的走了,太太永别了,
我死了你就没有烦脑,从此就很开心,走了。
彦上。”
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Tats wat he left.my heart abit ache and abit confused.
why does it always had to happening on my life?
is it retribution? i cant take it sometimes,
feel lyk screaming out so loud tat everyone could hears.
but i cant,cuz it may affects others and myself.
Be4 Liane left,she said to live cheerfully no matter wat.
and i always broke my promises,but tis one i had to keep it.
i hurts alot,plenty,much.
but its realli not wat i wanted to.
my mind is swirling around wif my feelings.
its hard for me to control.
im tired.
i cant avoid it when it come.
so i can onli control it to be emo,Stop speakin,Stop interacting till
those feelings for tat person is gone.
im indeed acting emo to throw every feelings away.
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The One whom i Love,doesnt Love me.
The One i onli Juz Lyks,Loves Me.
its hurts to say goodbye,but i hav to.
to stop it be4 is too late.
Life Goes On,On and On
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 @ 9:37:00 PM
Adam Khoo
Notes By:Gary & Kok Woei Tang
Our Instructor for the first two session.
after tat was Danny.
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Tats How the Rubbish bin looks lyk.
Its Worst after everything,tis is juz afternoon.
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I needa go for Adam Khoo's Workshop for 3 days,Today and the followin 2days.
Starting,Gary was the first instructor,Shared alot of jokes.
we were lyk laughing for the following hours.
Super Joker of the Year man.
Wahh,My phone at 9am sharp Bo Batt liao.
Si liao lor.
zzz
Then after gary left after our first break,KOK WOEI TAY(KOK WAY TONGUE)
Took over the class,hes funny but not so funny as Gary=P
Fun day,as KOK left,Danny took over and hes funny but shared alot of
the workshop contents.
Jokes around too but shared more contextual ideas.
Then Watched a short movie of Rocky.
hahahahaha!!!..
Laughters all day long.
Fun Fun Fun.
But mentally prepared for tml's Cries.=P

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 @ 9:51:00 PM
Today Lorx 13/05

Jing.Cheston.John
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After going to Giant wif Cyrus Bunch.
i went to meet stella to go for dinner(but i din hav mine).
Then Slacky wif JingXiang(EmoBro),Stella,Cheston,John,Dayan,GuangWen
and a Unknown.
Fun Fun Fun and Laughters:P
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Heres a Apoloergy to Annie.
Dun wan to Disturb u,Dun Angrys le lar X(
LaoPaZi Lurb!
Me-WeiQi

Went to Giant and Ikea for Hotdogs wif Cyrus,SanGuMa,LaoMa,LaoPa,NuEr,Teri,HuiXin,William & Jin.

Walk around lor.Nth Much..Family Lurb sia.Family Gathering.



Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 9:46:00 PM
Mother's Day~!
The SunGlasses on ME.


The SunGlasses

The SunGlasses

Today went out to celebrate to mother's day.
Two brothers brought a ladies wallet for mum,
a wallet frm Braun Buffel for 90bucks.
If Mum like it,both brothers were happy to spent.
i had no income hence i juz brought a cranberry chocolate for mum.
In the end,mum brought a Sunglasses for me,i lyk it alot.
Quite embrassing though,mother's day,Mum buy me stuff.
Thanks alot mum,LOVE YA!!!!

@ 4:02:00 PM
Longed.
Its had been so long since i last posted.
these few days i was out too tired to even blog.
now tired too..
going to slp agn bb!
Wednesday, May 7, 2008 @ 9:07:00 PM
Go Back to Time
Smth i wish we could Drive back into time.
go all back to the past.
Change veri little decision.
everything might be alrite now.
My heart and mind both is Swirling wif Friends,Love and Family.
But now my Family had no more problems le.
infact i love it now.
Share problems and mind words wif them smtimes.
share funny jokes and share funny internet stuff.
im happy le.
although i might not hav the attention but tis is all i could wish for alr.
But the Problem now is Love and Friends.
haix.
@ 3:48:00 PM
today 07/05
Today,Boring Day sia.
Returned Comment to Annie,EngTeck,LaoPaZi.
Skipped Chem Tuition,as i thought i nv listen,mind as well skip?
But Went for the chinese tuition lor.
the chinese quite a headache as i dunno alot of characters.
but figure it out in the end anw.
Wahhhh!.
My Uniform totally Dirty as i played basketball wif some players at the court.
Teamed wif FookYou Vs 2 Basketball team Players.
=.= Shldnt had teamed wif him=P JkJk.
But in the end we lost 2:7
Both i scored =.=
Fook Tried 3-5times but none get in.
But Nice Try!!.
Went Home after Chinese tuition,abt 3.27pm.
Mum Went bak home soon after but Shes had some dizziness and headache.
so i suggest to rest and not to cook.
i guess i will be the one to packet the food ba=)
No Problem wif tat cuz i had my Computer,
My Second Wish Granted.
First Wish is still in Progress.
LLL
Juz went to buy dinner for my mum,
Saw a Friend who i noe for 7yrs at least,
treated me so coldly.
HeartAche alittle.
i guess our friendship had gone le ba.
tats wat im most afraid might happened but happened.
juz wanna tell u smth,if u wanna noe anything juz come ask me instead.
dun hear frm others,cuz others words might be true,PLease.
My HeartAche cuz i realli dun wan to lose tis friendship.
but i guess our misunderstandin had too much le.
7yrs,frm primary sch.
haix.
Tuesday, May 6, 2008 @ 6:43:00 PM
a day..
Today,Nicholas had became tat old fren agn.
tats wat i worth to celebrate..
Realli din angry abt anything wif u..so dun worry.
i owed u too much to angry wif u too=D
hahahaha.
Helped Bauntong to pass his 2.4km run.
Way to Go brother!
Boring,though got com still boring cuz nth to do.
heng got anna chat wif me lor.
hahaha
BORING.
going SF SOON~~~!!!=P
Monday, May 5, 2008 @ 6:51:00 PM
a Thanks?
i wanna say thanks for him to allow me to use com agn.
finally i had the freedom to talk to u guys agn.
i am backkk.
so fun lars..
i dun care i gonna be wif who le.
cuz i had my com to pei me haha.
Nicholas,Today u abit emo.
wat happened?
some family issue or smth?
im ur bud rite?
u can shared wif me de..i will giv u a listening ear.
but no matter wat,u are not alone!
i guess u juz need time?
=)
Saturday, May 3, 2008 @ 2:26:00 PM
Agn wif Friends
How long since the last post i posted.
sometimes i think back to those wonderful moments and times,
but it doesnt last.
i dunno wat i do wrong,wat i do to changes everything.
i knew tat bunch of frens.
includes a 7yr fren.
all doesnt lyk me sort to sae.
but everything started wif tat relationship i guess.
i shldnt had chase her,i shldnt had go for.
one gal changes everything in my life.
i lost some,i gain some.
but the lost is something i treasured most and nv want to lose.
but the gain were still great but the feelin is not the same anymore.
when u heard tat one of ur most treasured fren doesnt lyk u anymore,
unhappy wif u..hows the feelin?
i did nth wrong to him onli a conflict wif money.
since then we nv realli enjoy being tgt le.
lose it becuz of money..
but the most part is tat when someone said wat u nv do to change another person' mind to oppose u,hows the feelin?
now i can onli say things lyk..
work hard for olvl,
get out of tis circle and live my own life.
forget abt the bad but rmb the good.
and most imptly get out of tis miserable life.
i am tired alr.
my friends outside lyk ahxiong,my friends in sch lyk nick.
is ppl i wont wan to lose..
i always think of myself when it come to money..
i always say nasty things when i am dwn..
i think afterall bondin myself into emoness is still the best.
embraces myself into darkness.
and dun care any more things lyk friendship,kinship,betrayal,
good ppl or bad ppl.
cuz i am tired to care anymore..
into darkness,my heart will stop,and my mind will stop workin
for those matters anymore.
i trust no one,not even myself.
soon i will be tat emokido u guys last noe.
--
My Heart Stopped Once,
When you broke line between us.
My Heart Stopped Twice,
When u Shouted Out Loud.
My Heart Stopped,
When i Force a Knife into it.