feels like i'm falling and i,
i'm lost in your eyes

Monday, December 31, 2007 @ 2:09:00 PM
Today!
This Morning ard 2am.
ChekLim and Cyrus Came my hse for a Nite.
hahahax.
starting we went off to LittleRed Chicken for Supper.
On Phone wif Dar.She Say she Hungry..i am always thinking of
bring smth for Dar every night.to cure Dar hungryness:)
Dar Always Hungry at Nite.So Cute:P
After Watching the Soccer Match of LiverPool and Man.C
They Went to my hse to slp.so call tong ba.
We had a one hell of a fkin time.
Pillow Fights,Sofa Fights,Juz Fighting here and there.
Totally Crazy.hahax.
Then we slept.they woke at 8am,went off.
then i go slp till 12pm.
Dar Msg me and started Chatting.
Had Confer In Msn wif B.O.B Members:P
Then ltr Meetin Dar and the Rest to Count Dwn.
Happy Happy Happy!!!
Let Welcome the New Year,New Begining!!!
ILY,DAR!!!
Idiot.Dear ♥ Dar.Sotong
LeoN ♥ Donnis
[10.05pm♥30/12/07]
Sunday, December 30, 2007 @ 9:58:00 PM
My Editt..
Love Ya Lots n 4Eva~!!

@ 9:35:00 PM
Pictures Agn
Me and my LaoPo de Phone.
Couple Doll And Couple Phone Colour!
Idiot.LaoGong-Sotong.LaoPo
Amanda-Godzilla

Cutie LaoPo and Friends



@ 8:21:00 PM
Memorious DAY!!
Today.Today.Today!
Went Out wif Cyrus,Chek,William to LaoPo Hse.
To meet her,then go amanda hse.
But Laopa had to go liao.cuz family calls!
Then while reachin Amanda's Hse.
Everyone was soo soo soo scare lorx.cuz of her parents somehow!
hahax.Go in le everyone was lyk rushing to her room..lol
Inside her Room tok cock sing song.Played Psp.Had A Pic wif LaoPo!
Went Dwn stairs for games of badmintons and Playground Funs!
*Lighting*
It started raining heavily.
Took alot of pictures,and played true and dare.
Tis is the part wher everything came so high and happy.
and why my heart is pounding and my blood rushes up my brain.
Nah Nth happen!
hahax..
Then Went off le.Sent LaoPo Home.
Then went to the nearby Kopitiam for dinner and went back by bus 21.
Kool Kool Kool.
wahahahahahax.
-
Idiot.LaoGong♥Sotong.LaoPo
Saturday, December 29, 2007 @ 8:43:00 PM
Tampines AGN?
Today,Cheklim n LaoPa came to my hse.
they came to talk cock awhile,use com and everything..
they two suddenly fight funnily..LOL
hahax.totally a funny pair.
Then we all went dwn to 121 for Lunch.
Totally Full!!! i ate Pork Intestine Soup wif 2 bowls of rice.
Bloated.*Burp*
Went dwn to meet Joanna and William.
going Tamp for Book Shopping.
actually not realli book shopping.its juz 2 two books!=X
hahax.then be4 buying went to Kopitiam at CS for their lunch.
Treated Coke By GanMa..THANK YOU!!
Then horr..went pass mintoons.
so i went in and brought a Voodoo Couples Doll!.
One for Me,One For LaoPo!!
One Pink,One Blue!!
Then Went Back by 65.
EZLINK NO MONEY LE.
T.T
Idiot.LaoGong♥Sotong.LaoPo
@ 12:18:00 PM
pictures
My LaoPo edited de.
The Love Of Godzilla.
Friday, December 28, 2007 @ 10:01:00 PM
Today Agn.

Today went to ITE tgt wif Cyrus.
Cuz he wanna appeal for for Higher Ntech.
Then i dunno wats the result ba.
Half way through abit hungry so we go the bowlin centre of
tamp safra buy noodle and a can of drink for $2.
For breakfast lorx.
Then went to meet My LaoPo,ShuMin,Amanda,Shang and william
at tamp lorx.
We walk walk walk then go library do HomeWork.
hahax fun fun fun every minutes.
then went to the park for some one hell of a childhood fun.
had see saw,swing and slides.
FUN FUN FUN.
hahax.
Then Send my Sotong.LaoPo Home.
then go back tamp buy shang's sch shoes somehow.
then go bak home.
eat noodle agn.
wah lau ehh =.=
--
Love Her Lots.
Idiot.LaoGong♥Sotong.LaoPo
@ 9:18:00 PM
Pictures
Christmas Eve 24/12/07
Gayness of [B.O.B]
[B.O.B]
The Triple GayNess
DaYan-Cyrus
Shang-Chek-LeoN
TatMing

@ 3:49:00 AM
When shes Free!
Now its 3.50am.
i at william's hse nw.everyone is slpin.
Cyrus and Chek had been playin psp for hours and william
had a few rounds of SF.
PangSeh me lorx..i was on phone wif my Sotong.
Her Character and Attitude was so cuteeee.
hahax.
After i noe she had make everything clear.
i am not afraid and will giv my everything to love.
Nw all i had to do is wait for her.
she is not tat rdy for another event to be happening yet.
i doesnt wan her to stress out..
so jio or not still had to bring it to her choice?
At William's Hse till 5am..Maybe goin for mac or maybe bak home
for money collection:P
hahax..
After so much things happened,
i fell deeper in love
and brought us nearer.
I will be Waiting on The Other End.
--
Give me a Hint when u are rdy ba!!hahax
--
Idiot♥Sotong
Thursday, December 27, 2007 @ 7:37:00 PM
It Hurts.
Days gone by,i gt deeper.
after words and words.
day and day.
wat i gt back is hurtin agn.
when my frens told me not to put too much in it.
i put everything on the line.
Tears Dropped for U.
i will nv turn back.
nv come back.
to the place where memories last left.
-
But i will still be waiting.
Wheneva u are done and free frm lockage.
i will still be there for u.
Hope when tat day comes,
it wont be too late to say,
I love u agn.
...
i Noe tat crying doesnt cure anything but..
in the end..its still left hurts and injuries.
i am such a idiot.
the onli way to end ur suffering,
and i doesnt wanna see u stress or sad abt anything.
is to back out.
i noe u are not ready.
but i will wait.
..
a promise i made,
a distance i build.
..
After the words i heard,
my heart cracked alittle.
its hurt juz lyk be4.
juz lyk a knife slicing off pieces of my heart,
tats how love hurts.
..
Love u Always.......
Wednesday, December 26, 2007 @ 7:15:00 PM
Memories~
These few days totally,Memorious~
on ChristmaS Eve 24/12/2007
I went to peni ard afternoon..
I THOUGHT william they all was there le.
BUT they are still at EUNOS when i alr reach peni!!!
then when i reached peni,tatming called mee.
He was at city hall..then he come over peni to look for me cuz i was alone ma.
he was wif he fave gf Astria there.
hahax.then go for kfc for LUNCH,LUNCH,LUNCH!
hungry at tat moment so go to eatttt...
Then william,cyrus and cheklim reached.
soooo ALL go suntec wif me to do smth.
then go home after tat.
So everyone could change clothes to go out.
-
Meet at cheklim hse..we go take bus5 to town so we could count dwn
there and slack dwn there.
and we said tat we wanna go back home using our....
LEGS!!!!!
We met up wif tatming,astria and Dayan.
went for a movie at Cineleisure.
We watched
"MISSON SEX CONTROL"
Rated NC-16
hahax.a funny and LAME show.
i will give a 2.5/5 stars.
-
Then we walked ard orchard..
alot of ppl playing wif Sprays and everything lorxx.
hahax.Cyrus and Cheklim Di sao a Kid.
till the kid given them his spray and run off.
hahax..We slack till first bus,which is abt 6am for bus65.
then reach home SLP ard 7am.
-
Wake at 8am.
go to cyrus hse
Slp awhile more then meet up wif the rest then go to bugis.
Meet up wif Adonis,Jerina,Amanda,Shumin.
and gt cyrus,william and cheklim.
walked ard bugis and everything then go to suntec.
cuz jerina and adonis de parents are coming to hav dinner tgt.
at pizzahut.
Then we went off.and slacked at nite.
be4 slacking.i brought the present i brought for adonis to her hse,
she was happy and sooo love the elmo i brought.
i am soooo happy tat she lyk it.
LoveYa!!
-
slacked at shawnQuek Hse.
There was XiaoShawn,Cheston,ShawnQuek,JunXiong.
and william,cyrus,cheklim and me lorx.
HOT HOT HOT inside the room.
hahax.everyone playin wif ps2 winning eleven 8
others playing com and psp.
then had mac and went home.
-
Pictures will be posted at the next post!!!!
-
Idiot♥Sotong
Sunday, December 23, 2007 @ 11:54:00 AM
i misunderstooded.
Went to Tamp Ytd for awhile agn.
then went back home playin psp,BraveStory.
Haix Keep forgettin to save ended up restarting the whole process 3 times.
=.=lll Then Today i cant go out.
mum nv work today,so i better stay at home if nt sure kpkb me de.
be4 i wake up alr said tat i am makin the sofa smells.
cuz i am slpin there for days.
!!!!!
HELLO!!!
THERES IS NO BED FOR ME LEH,MOTHER.
Watever La~!!
i hate myself.
i shld had known u care so much for me.
Now tat i noe the reasons,the true and ur answers.
i loved u even more.
-
When u Igores,Cuz u care.
When u stopped me frm fetchin,Cuz u care.
When u Didnt wan me to send u,Cuz u care.
U Cares When i Doubt.
Sorrie,i Misunderstooded.
-
And Dun Worry abt anything.
Cuz i dun lyk to Rush thing.
Take Things Slowly.
Cuz i am willing to Wait.
--
Idiot♥Sotong
Saturday, December 22, 2007 @ 8:26:00 PM
i am bore
wah lau eh..
dunno why but feel abit ignored.
smth is juz nth rite.
hahax.maybe is i being too much ba.
--
tis morning nth to do sia.
on com juz to check out friendster,my tagboard,my facebook and then
go to some blogshop see gt update to buy smth.
i brought a LOTR King's Gaunlet for AhXiong as he lyk it sooo muchhh
for christmax of cuz.
some money juz cant save~!
i owed AhXiong sooo much..he brought me back juz a few days ago.
when the leader kicked me out,of cuz.
he juz helped me alot juz lyk my flesh and blood brother.
unlyk my REAL brother ba.
they dun even noe wat am i doin nowadays and i am in a breakdance group.
Being Loved,u felt great.
Broken Off,u felt lost.
i loved someone.
but she denies.
i awaits her.
but she pushes me off.
i doesnt noe wat to do next...
...
Friday, December 21, 2007 @ 8:57:00 PM
A Stay!~
Hahax.
firstly sry to GanMei.Gt abit work to do.:P
so i cant go wif u...
ytd nite..Cyrus and ChekLim went to the Little red Chicken for supper.
then went to my hse to slack
we had instand noodles and coffee and then watched tv.
till 6am.
they went home then i slp.
but heard frm cyrus and chek
they din even slp at all lorx.
then wake at 12pm.
today..its was a great start anew.
i alr stopped my emoness alot le.
i wish it will dissappear wif the bad memories.
and she given me a wonderful and unforgetable
memories~~
Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 9:39:00 PM
Dine Wif My Family
Today its soo coool.
My whole wide family connections is all here for a dinner.
they all booked a table at the ChongQing Steamboat,near bugis junction de.
there is nice nice nice.
SOMETHING TERRIBLE HAPPEN!!!
wah lau eh.
i went to TM to meet winnie and zhihui cuz they need to buy christmax present for eac other.LOL saw Lisa(GanMei) there at Century Square,its so so so coincident lor..cuz i saw her at teoheng the other day..Brother and sista fate ba.hahax..then afterwards took bus 65!! to bugis wif
cyrus cuz i no money to take mrt.!!
THEN i drop off at the wrong stop.wah lau eh..
i am suppose to drop off at bugis?
but instead i drop off at CATHAY???
OMG LOR!!
ma de then i had to hear kp voices frm my mum.
then horr.they ask me to take cab there lorx.
so i took cab there lorx
its cost 4bucks leh.
ma de lorx.
eat finish ard 7pm then we go walk walk ard BHG and OG.
then reach home at 9pm.
Msg Adonnis when shoppin cuz is lyk there is not a single soul is at the same age or low gap age group de ppl there..
i hav NO TOPIC to tok abt lorx.
soo sianz..
LOVE EUUU!~~
Wednesday, December 19, 2007 @ 12:09:00 PM
Breakdwn
Its a RunDwn for me.
Trails of Bad things goin dwn on me.
almost breakdwn at a moment of silent.
i slept at 2am tis morning.
starin in air and think wat i had done wrongly.
Parents gettin a *ToooT*
one side signed,the other NOT.
Brother thinks i am a irritating idoit.
plannin to move away.
Borrowed Louis Bike to go work.
Lost it,when parked under a block.
had to pay him $110
Breakdance Crew Don let me join competit.
but AhXiong Drag me in.
Owe u One.
i missed alot of chances,destroyed alot of chances.
i will not let anyone dwn,i will nv be a freak.
i will move forward till a true one comes by.
Liane's Death Anni.
i will be there!
For u,Be Strong.!
Days had gone by,
Days had Lasted.
Memories Last.
And Ended.
New Ones Hurts.
New Ones Faked.
For being too Deep is Foolish.
For Being Emo is Care.
For Being Selfish is Forget.
Tuesday, December 18, 2007 @ 3:00:00 PM
a day i forget.
i started to work mac today le.
wah soo tirin,had to wake up at 7am agn.
i cant let my family noe i work there,they sure say i siao de.
anw i work is not for the god damn money but...
haix,tml had to learn counter all over agn.
juz lyk i had my training be4 in Kfc.
hahax.
be4 comin home to post tis post,had a injection at white sand.
nth de leh,doesnt feel anything but a auntie who followed me also,
said abit painfull.hahax.
Ytd
went to T3 to get an interview.
woke up at 6.30am.
bath and everything then went off at 7am
reach pasir ris at 8am to meet adonis,
then went to jerina hse to get a free trip to airport,by his father.
reach there abt at 8.45am.
then had to w8 for the manager to come.
i stayed at the mac's lobby for a moments then went to viewin mall.
i was accompanied wif my psp.hahax.
if not i sure SIANZ ar.
but for ... i dun mind!!!
stayed there frm 8.45am to 3pm to w8 for them to knock off frm mac.
cyrus and william came at 2pm to accompany me too.
best brothers larss.
Then we frm airport go white sand,frm white sand go adonis hse de bus stop,
then frm there go white sand then go tamp then go bak white sand eat kfc.
then go home.
on tat nite,Liane's Mum msged me tat Liane's Anni is Near.
asked if i could come and early perhaps.
i fallen silent and tat feelins of emo strike back.
i cried tat nite and had adonnis accomapny me.
i had fallen deep.
Sunday, December 16, 2007 @ 8:35:00 PM
a New Stardo
LeonEdited

Today~!!
Went to T3 agn..
cuz donnis wanna see jerina and had lunch over there de mac.
in the end we went ard the airport to see see lorxx.
eat a little lorr.
We ate and had fun and jokes.
play here play there:P
then donnis played crazy taxi
haha.Knock dwn sooo many ppl and cars:P
hahax
but i felt so great wif her ard hahax.
i fall for her too deep le.
Lurb U!
---
i am gonna become a mac crew soon..
wish me gd luck!!!
----
Ytd!!
We Went to Airport to see Donnis and Jerina.!
sent them bak home ma..
Love to see Her leh..
see her i soooo happy but nv horr felt soo sianz
miss her alot leh.
After sendin them home,we went to under chek'shse voiddeck to
slack awhile lorrr.
theres pic cuz i bring my bro's cam ma..
hahax..
enjoy!
The Ducky i Sat tat Nite~

When i am bore i play wif my cam.

We slackin at VoidDeck~

William-Me-Cyrus
Shadow at the Viewin Mall

William N Cyrus.
Gamers.~

Friday, December 14, 2007 @ 10:01:00 PM
My Love.
Today was felt abit sianz plus abit guai guai de.
cuz my brother and futuer inlaw had a fighty.
then they all veri not happy.
sooo troublesome lorrxxx.
Went to airport to fetch Donnis home.
theres Jerina,Donnis,Cheryl,Jerina'sBrother.
And William and Shang.
juz tokin cock all the WAY.
then when eva i saw her makes me feel cheerful and
less emo:):):)
Then after sendin them home..
went to Bishan-Junction8 to find Chek,Cyrus,Joan.
But it ended up they que for a sight of luo zhi xiang.
Haix,THEN WE COME FOR????
we had ice-cream at mac then went home le lorxx.
chatted wif donnis online.
but found out smth makin me felt uncomfortable and sad.
but will the endings will be bad for me agn?
i myself dunno.
juz Love U too Much.~
Thursday, December 13, 2007 @ 9:07:00 PM
a day i rmb.
Today went out to TeoHeng to SING songs agn.
I picked alot of songs.Sing till i no more voice sia.
And i had my Best Memories Wif Her.
But was destroyed but a few laughter and a stare.
=.=lll arghhhh~!!!
But i will still be rmbin tat moment.
These few days i had been out wif them,
i fell more and more into the Love Pit.
But wat remain unknown was how does she feel abt me?
The Feelings Remains a Secret.
How abt i dun smoke,Involve in Gangs?
n i dun fight for anything as promised.
Havin Backing doesnt mean i shld anyhow use.
i will make in a matterless be4 backing shld be used.
i can provide a Peaceful Life..
LeoNLoveHer.
Monday, December 10, 2007 @ 8:00:00 PM
i am hurtin.
I am Sorry but i Love U.
Afterall sad things always ends wif a happy ending.
but i dun seem to be endin it happy.
i had been damned of being single ba.
i created a poster for my frens.
here it is.
Saturday, December 8, 2007 @ 11:42:00 PM
Me today!
today went out wif Cyrus,Cheklim,Joanna,Calvin n EngTek.
went to parkway parade to walk walk first.
i brought a new studdy.
and signed for 77th street membership.
then went to airport Terminal3 to meet Donnis.
erm or maybe not meeting her but to see her.
hahax.but ended a big group followed so din approach.
Sianz Sianz Sianz.
Then went to ard Calvin hse somewhere at marine parade de playground
to slack awhile be4 goin home.
haix..another borin day.
Lovin Someone Secertly is Hard.
But when u speak up,
Resuming Frenship might also be Hard.
So Secertly means Being Frens,
But help her Frm another end.
LeoN
@ 11:26:00 AM
Taming magic show
TatMing's Magic SHOW~


@ 9:22:00 AM
PunishMent~!
Haha.
a Classical Vid i will Keep ForeveR~
William Birthday being TauPok in ChaleT~!!!


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Friday, December 7, 2007 @ 1:54:00 PM
Chalet!
04/12/2007
was our first met.
Dec4,5,6
was at Chalet so i nv blogg.ytd came bak but go for a movie afterwards.
hahax.watched the golden compass its Nice de lor..
hahax..Fun Fun Fun.
Chalet at the first day was fun fun fun.
but horr,second day become so so so borin liao cuz of raining.
first day.i went to wild wild wet wif tatming,jingxiang n Cheston.
hahax.so fun lorrx.
i went to the samsung wif tatming.
wah tats was totally makin us high and EXCITED ar..
second day was abit of borin but overall can lar.
its a JUZ passed for the ORGANISER!
2nd DaY Raining Heavily!

The Sausages i Cooked~

William N Chun Yong Foreited in a game of Truth N Dare!

Chek and Calvin Havin a Match of Tennis~!