Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ 1:24:00 PM
A Failed Friend.
I always had been sleeping, i guess i had nv wake up till now.
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I had been makin mistakes from my past life.
Failed to be there as a son and as a friend.
I had been takin my family and friends for granted.
Till now, i had been realizing all the mistake i did to a particular person.
He had been there always to clean up my mess,
and nv realize how difficult it is to clean up a mess,when im alone.
Im sorry.
Sorry for being an ass,
Sorry to take u as granted,
Sorry tat i nv been there when u need,
Sorry tat i always disturb u,
Sorry tat you had to clean my mess eac time,
Sorry to be jealous of you.
You are a wonderful fren.
I had to leave you, cuz u dun deserve such treatments.
And u dun deserve such a fren lyk me who always disappoint you.
Sorry to the person who had been there for my past 5yrs.
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From now on, i will treasure each of my frens=)
A person who always been there wheneva i need someone,my mentor of my life.
A mei mei tat nv throw me alone,giving me advice and her thought of mind.
A brother who had always been there when i need someone to accompany.
My life is beautiful agn, becuz u guys entered my life.
I should stand up wif my two feet agn! Not failing their effort of pulling me and treasure them lyk how i need to treasure my family.
Pardon me if i go emotional or pissed on unnecessary stuff,
i juz not mature enuff=)
Failed to be there as a son and as a friend.
I had been takin my family and friends for granted.
Till now, i had been realizing all the mistake i did to a particular person.
He had been there always to clean up my mess,
and nv realize how difficult it is to clean up a mess,when im alone.
Im sorry.
Sorry for being an ass,
Sorry to take u as granted,
Sorry tat i nv been there when u need,
Sorry tat i always disturb u,
Sorry tat you had to clean my mess eac time,
Sorry to be jealous of you.
You are a wonderful fren.
I had to leave you, cuz u dun deserve such treatments.
And u dun deserve such a fren lyk me who always disappoint you.
Sorry to the person who had been there for my past 5yrs.
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From now on, i will treasure each of my frens=)
A person who always been there wheneva i need someone,my mentor of my life.
A mei mei tat nv throw me alone,giving me advice and her thought of mind.
A brother who had always been there when i need someone to accompany.
My life is beautiful agn, becuz u guys entered my life.
I should stand up wif my two feet agn! Not failing their effort of pulling me and treasure them lyk how i need to treasure my family.
Pardon me if i go emotional or pissed on unnecessary stuff,
i juz not mature enuff=)
Labels: Given up on you alr. So dun worry=)
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 2:42:00 PM
=D
For my Sister de~!!XD
hahahaha
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hahahaha
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Jiayou ppl for the Cargo Handling tml!!
actually im quite lookin forward to the shopping more than the exam=DD
hahahaha~
There will be Patrick,Liangzi,Paksiong,Alvin!!
It will be a Shoppin for MEE~ but not sure whether it is for the rest.
They are there juz to acc me~XD hahaha
But for now! Jiayou for Cargo Handling Yeah ppl!
Choing Choing Choing!
actually im quite lookin forward to the shopping more than the exam=DD
hahahaha~
There will be Patrick,Liangzi,Paksiong,Alvin!!
It will be a Shoppin for MEE~ but not sure whether it is for the rest.
They are there juz to acc me~XD hahaha
But for now! Jiayou for Cargo Handling Yeah ppl!
Choing Choing Choing!
Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 9:11:00 PM
PCF Pioneer.
Played Ruiyong's DSLR, i promised myself gonna get one after savin!!XD
I love takin pictures actually.
and i took 659mb of photos wif his camera!XD hahaha
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I love takin pictures actually.
and i took 659mb of photos wif his camera!XD hahaha
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Went to Pioneer to do our CIP, Painting the walls tgt wif the children.
I wasnt a Child person so somehow hard to communicate wif them.
Im actually SHY towards CHILDREN! Damn!
When did i become such a Introvert! i gonna CHANGE!=)
If not how to hype up the Freshies!XD
At the PCF was damn fun fun on the first day, second day only got me,ruiyong and liangzi so abit bored BUTTT its super fun to play wif Ruiyong DSLR!~XD
hahaha i took damn alot of pictures!
All we did was painting,we arent professional but the outcome was still acceptable=)
Did design on my white SP Tshirt~ hahaha~
i dunno wat will happen after washing though=P
Overall i give it a 8/10 activities enjoyment.
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From Now on,i tell myself one thing! I shld put family First to everything!
My mum is suffering from high blood pressure,so i gonna start my exercise routine soon!Juz to keep my mum to relax herself and to get blood circulate up to the brain.Jiayou to Mum and to me TOO!=DD
I love you!
I wasnt a Child person so somehow hard to communicate wif them.
Im actually SHY towards CHILDREN! Damn!
When did i become such a Introvert! i gonna CHANGE!=)
If not how to hype up the Freshies!XD
At the PCF was damn fun fun on the first day, second day only got me,ruiyong and liangzi so abit bored BUTTT its super fun to play wif Ruiyong DSLR!~XD
hahaha i took damn alot of pictures!
All we did was painting,we arent professional but the outcome was still acceptable=)
Did design on my white SP Tshirt~ hahaha~
i dunno wat will happen after washing though=P
Overall i give it a 8/10 activities enjoyment.
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From Now on,i tell myself one thing! I shld put family First to everything!
My mum is suffering from high blood pressure,so i gonna start my exercise routine soon!Juz to keep my mum to relax herself and to get blood circulate up to the brain.Jiayou to Mum and to me TOO!=DD
I love you!
Friday, January 22, 2010 @ 9:08:00 PM
Maturity
Leaving is always so hard.-
My maturity level isnt high enuff to take a heartbreak i guess.
This time,its a break tat i cant even face anymore.
A Slight expression or misunderstandin drive me nuts, Sleepless nights and mind blowin self given qns.
Everyday, came upon ur page, to see how happy u are, i was relief.at meantime,heartbroken.
I removed. But still cant stop myself from gg(as predicted by sabrina).
It not only broke my heart,it triggered every single thing i done in the past.
I wanna forget everything we done,but wasnt easy.
Every sleepless night juz gone pass,it juz stays.
When i was wif frens,i felt much relieve as i dun think so much.
When i was alone,i tend to think alot.
My heart still veri much heavy but its had been lighten by all my wonderful frens.
Maybe tis time im not tat leon tat can face it so easy after a breakup.
Maybe u can say im not mature.
All i can say is, i realli cant forget all those short memories we had.
I realli juz cant face being frens.
Cuz my heart wont rest,thinkin about it,
Time will tell.
This time,its a break tat i cant even face anymore.
A Slight expression or misunderstandin drive me nuts, Sleepless nights and mind blowin self given qns.
Everyday, came upon ur page, to see how happy u are, i was relief.at meantime,heartbroken.
I removed. But still cant stop myself from gg(as predicted by sabrina).
It not only broke my heart,it triggered every single thing i done in the past.
I wanna forget everything we done,but wasnt easy.
Every sleepless night juz gone pass,it juz stays.
When i was wif frens,i felt much relieve as i dun think so much.
When i was alone,i tend to think alot.
My heart still veri much heavy but its had been lighten by all my wonderful frens.
Maybe tis time im not tat leon tat can face it so easy after a breakup.
Maybe u can say im not mature.
All i can say is, i realli cant forget all those short memories we had.
I realli juz cant face being frens.
Cuz my heart wont rest,thinkin about it,
Time will tell.
Labels: Patrick had juz passed his FTT.
@ 1:59:00 PM
Sherlock Holmes
"Madam,i need you to remain calm and trust me im a professional.Beneath this pillow lies the key to my release."
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Sherlock Holmes (Robert Downey Jr.) was great even after i watched it agn online!=D He's acting skills is superb as hes always so cool wif his tone and actions. i loved how he analyze to defeat his opponent.
Tis short scene(above) realli made a impression for me in the movie,loved the expression used of the way he speaks. Totally remarkable.
Hes worth the award of "Best International Actor". Looking forward for Avenger & IronMan2!=)
Tis short scene(above) realli made a impression for me in the movie,loved the expression used of the way he speaks. Totally remarkable.
Hes worth the award of "Best International Actor". Looking forward for Avenger & IronMan2!=)
Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 9:35:00 PM
You.
To me, you are my WORLD.
@ 10:30:00 AM
匿名的好友
不能握的手 從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
與你無關淚自行吸收
不能握的手 卻比親人更親厚
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔 最溫柔
當又一次美夢落空 回憶裏被愛
那股激動 天色好紅
溫柔好濃 在胸口浮現你的面容
也許我們當時年紀真的太小
從那懵懵懂懂走進各自天空
那是甚麼 讓彼此選擇 又不僅是尊重
不能握的手 從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
與你無關淚自行吸收
不能握的手 卻比親人更親厚
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔 最溫柔
不能握的手 從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著 依然執著
卻決心和你不再聯絡
不能握的手 卻比愛人更長久
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的擁有 最永久
Labels: 我再也不会握你的手了，卻決心和你不再聯絡。
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 2:21:00 PM
Fragile
*Need Extra Care,Its Fragile*-
Days gone passed,took the first step,
But fall on a banana skin u threw.
HahahaXD
Now i will make all of tis into a joke i can laugh abt.
And laugh it over.
Juz lyk wat i did for a situation be4.
things may be worst,but wat worst is i nv will trust another one.
Now the only one i can trust is the ones tat is currently been there for me.
Especially Sabrina & Spongebob bff!~XD
hahhaha~ They had been there for my up and down!
And of cuz, barn! Providing me wif all those free *ahem*
hahaha!
I had too much wonderful things to care for than to care for smth which even care abt me=)
Ciaossu!~
But fall on a banana skin u threw.
HahahaXD
Now i will make all of tis into a joke i can laugh abt.
And laugh it over.
Juz lyk wat i did for a situation be4.
things may be worst,but wat worst is i nv will trust another one.
Now the only one i can trust is the ones tat is currently been there for me.
Especially Sabrina & Spongebob bff!~XD
hahhaha~ They had been there for my up and down!
And of cuz, barn! Providing me wif all those free *ahem*
hahaha!
I had too much wonderful things to care for than to care for smth which even care abt me=)
Ciaossu!~
Labels: Listening: Kings n Queens - 30Seconds to Mars
Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 12:38:00 AM
Teo Heng Wif PolyMates!<3
Leon,Patrick,Grace,Kaishi & LiangZi~Funny People,Love you guys! <33
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Things juz passed on days by days,
Brain juz Dead till i had to live on Sleepin Pills!
Insomnia for seriously 2weeks,
The problem juz lyk 2yrs back=)
But im glad i had it,it teaches me how hurtful in was in the past=)
I almost forgot how she looks lyk,u reminded me.
Sang songs i recently fallen into for.
Had GL training tis morning,was a fun and great time although we had alot of awkward silence!=D
But i get to Noe most of them alr=)
And i was wondering who am i gonna be married to?!~XD hahahaha
Please be one of the hotties!=DD
Tml gonna workkk.Lets Work hard!
Priority list:
1)Family
2)Academics
3)Relationship
4)My Bro & Sis.
5)SPSU
6)Work
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For the previous leon, he always put frens/gf on the first of his priority list.
tats no longer the leon anymore=)
Cuz i notice,everytime i worked so hard for smth,its disappoint me.
and i had always Disappoint my family.
For tis time, i start anew=)
I started to say "No" to stuff more frequently nowadays,tats a start=DD
Tata, had a pill. Head is spinning liaoss~XD
Nights Dear Readers.
Brain juz Dead till i had to live on Sleepin Pills!
Insomnia for seriously 2weeks,
The problem juz lyk 2yrs back=)
But im glad i had it,it teaches me how hurtful in was in the past=)
I almost forgot how she looks lyk,u reminded me.
Sang songs i recently fallen into for.
Had GL training tis morning,was a fun and great time although we had alot of awkward silence!=D
But i get to Noe most of them alr=)
And i was wondering who am i gonna be married to?!~XD hahahaha
Please be one of the hotties!=DD
Tml gonna workkk.Lets Work hard!
Priority list:
1)Family
2)Academics
3)Relationship
4)My Bro & Sis.
5)SPSU
6)Work
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For the previous leon, he always put frens/gf on the first of his priority list.
tats no longer the leon anymore=)
Cuz i notice,everytime i worked so hard for smth,its disappoint me.
and i had always Disappoint my family.
For tis time, i start anew=)
I started to say "No" to stuff more frequently nowadays,tats a start=DD
Tata, had a pill. Head is spinning liaoss~XD
Nights Dear Readers.
至少我们拥有了一个难忘的一个月，谢谢。我走了。
Monday, January 11, 2010 @ 1:05:00 AM
Songs of All times.
Where were youWhen everything was falling apart?
All my days
Were spent by the telephone
It never rang
And all I needed was a voice
That never came
To the corner of First and Amistad
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying was on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you're gone
I'm out here without a shield - can't go back, now
Both hands tied behind my back for nothing, oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
Why we gotta fall for it, now...
I hate the way I love you so
Tonight is the night I let it go
I just can't do it baby,
I just can't do it baby.
I don't need to ever exchange
I don't need to ever replace (
I'm not going any damn place
You should know that I
I need No Other One, I need no other one
I need-oh-oh
I need no other one, I need no other one.
If You Only Knew
I'm hanging by a thread
The web I spin for you
If you only knew
I'd sacrifice my beating
Heart before I lose you
I still hold onto the letters
You returned
I swear I've lived and learned
It's 4:03 and I can't sleep
Without you next to me I
Toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me
Back to life
Breathe your breath in me
The only thing that I still believe
In is you, if you only knew
I Know Sometimes
It's gonna rain.
But baby can we make up
Now cause I can't
Sleep through the pain.
(Can't sleep through the pain)
Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah, it's plain to see
That baby you're beautiful
And it's nothing wrong with you
It's me – I'm a freak
But thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly
There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn't even try but I think
You could save my life
You found me - The Fray, Battlefield - Jordin Sparks , Let it Go - Gabriel Antonio , No other one - Taio Cruz , If you only knew - ShineDown , Mad - Neyo ,Whataya Want From Me - Adam Lambert.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010 @ 8:03:00 PM
Past Tense?
Heavy Hearted.Rest well.-
I think alot even if you did the slightest thing of all.
i feel alot for every emotions u made.
i cry alot for every memories we shared,
although its short but was wonderful for me.
I cant be myself agn infront of you.
Maybe im juz too afraid to lose you either be it fren or galfren.
I noe you are the one for me=), but maybe im not good enuff to be tat one for you=)
i guess i juz had to be there when u need and disappear when u dun.
I wont wanna be tat irritating person you will be talkin abt to ur frens baXD
i will always be there.
There when u need a shlder,a hug,a kiss or even a earful of whining...
i will be there when u call me.
i guess all i can do is to wait=)
The feelings juz wont fade,and i need to calm myself i guess.
tooo damn nervous when i saw u nowadaysXD haha
even talkin will be difficult.
Givin up had nv been through my mind these weeks.
And about fallin for someone during tis period?
No way,i can nv find the same feelin u given to me=)
Loves.
哈巴.
Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 12:27:00 AM
Deal or No Deal?
Left.-
I MADE a DEAL wif someone wearing black coat,wif 2dark black wings and a Scythe in my dream!~XD
If i could juz stop thinking,He will spare me=D
Hahahah~ Too bad,he gotta get me! Cuz i cant=P
Feel lyk gg for a bungee jump tat Barn asked me to NOW!
Feel lyk gg for a Bumper Car Game Jen asked me to NOW!
Feel lyk gg for a Paintball Fight Nick asked me to NOW!
Feel lyk gg for a Dive in the Sea WIFOUT a lifejacket Barn Dared me to NOW!
Feel lyk gg for a Air Dive Cousin asked me to NOW!
Feel lyk gg for a Dine at Chomp Chomp Nicole asked me to NOW!
i WANNA do all things i haven i did be4 NOW NOW NOW!!~XD
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If i could juz stop thinking,He will spare me=D
Hahahah~ Too bad,he gotta get me! Cuz i cant=P
Feel lyk gg for a bungee jump tat Barn asked me to NOW!
Feel lyk gg for a Bumper Car Game Jen asked me to NOW!
Feel lyk gg for a Paintball Fight Nick asked me to NOW!
Feel lyk gg for a Dive in the Sea WIFOUT a lifejacket Barn Dared me to NOW!
Feel lyk gg for a Air Dive Cousin asked me to NOW!
Feel lyk gg for a Dine at Chomp Chomp Nicole asked me to NOW!
i WANNA do all things i haven i did be4 NOW NOW NOW!!~XD
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Helped up from a pit,
was shot by a gating gun.
Falling right back into the pit,
Alone at the Sahara Dessert.
Awaiting for you. =D
was shot by a gating gun.
Falling right back into the pit,
Alone at the Sahara Dessert.
Awaiting for you. =D
