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Monday, March 31, 2008 @ 3:30:00 PM
Days
Days had gone by...
the feeling we being together were great.
but the feeling u given me were totally different..
is it u had someone in mind??
or is it i am thinkin too much.??
i hope i am thinkin too much but i cant stop thinkin abt it.
u are always in my mind,how abt urs??
u are always putting tat name around my ear,
do u noe how i feel???
although i say im not jealous or smth but is it the truth??
u need some time to think abt tis,
im alrite and respect every decision u made.
i will be wif u wheneva u call my name.
but i noe there will be someone else for you,its ur choice.
I had promised myself and my fren tat if we ever gone apart,
i will be single for a period of time.
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all i can say now is
"I Love You"
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Saturday, March 29, 2008 @ 12:06:00 PM
The Cultural Nite
Ytd went to Baby's sch de Cultural Nite.
Fun Fun Fun.
Baby was sooo sweet to keep me accompany me at all time.
but juz abit jealous when she kept talkin abt darryl lorx.
but overall i was fine de.
i was moody and emo when i am tired and restless tats why.
so baby no worries.
Baby was always the hyperactive one beside which makes me
happy(=
Baby loves to giv out her internal comment out loudly purposely
for the person which she commented to hear.
ermmm abiittt....=P
i dun lyk my gal to be sooo rough though,
tats why i abit not happy lorx.
but no worries i will help u change=P
i love you!
Thursday, March 27, 2008 @ 9:03:00 PM
Today's Story.
Today Sch started at 9am,becuz ytd de musical.
had fun wif my baby at her hse,was soo heart poundin in her hse.
her dad n mum both at home and its the second time i went to my
gf hse wif both parents at home sia.
scaryXD.
My baby are sooo sweet to made cards of our daily lifes.
its cute and sweet of her,i loves those cards,i kept them in a safe box.
even kept everything u given me safely in tat box.
*Update the Pictures of the card soon*
i love you!!!
Went to eat lunch at Our Regular BanMian Place,slacked
then went home,first thing was miss call baby then went to bath
while my baby went to eat dinner and sorts.
Then day continues lyk tat lor.
dunno why today i stomach aches and doesnt seems to be those shitty aches.
but the aches realli hurts,i think i rmbed abt the
mints sweets my mei dared me to eat.
Ouch lorx.!!
then doing nth online lorx.
English paper de summary haven do,haix tml english lesson then do lars.
*Now waiting my baby to finish bloggin to chat wif meee*
Love Baby!
@ 6:08:00 PM
My Editeds
My Baby,i edited the Photo wif PhotoShoppy.
I love tis pic Cuz is my Baby de.
Hahahah,<333>
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Bauntong de pic,i also edited it.
@ 6:03:00 PM
Table
Tis is my school desk.
hahaha.Badly vandise by my hands.
but it can be easily erase away de lars.
so not vandising yet ツ
hahahaha.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 @ 6:59:00 AM
wat i done wrong agn?
i dunno wat i had done agn.
i am realli confused now.
ytd nite wat did i msg you? did i msg smth wrong?
i juz rmbed i msg u tat i am eatin outside,maybe gg ahma hse ltr and
call you frm there which i cant as my mum was always at my side.
now i dunno wat to say le.
Felt Emo and sad ytd nite but i cant be lyk tat when i go sch.
i might affect others too.
all i can do is to
" Put on a fake smile so THEY doesnt sees"
-Quotation frm song " Teardrops on my guitar"-
Monday, March 24, 2008 @ 7:53:00 PM
Guilty
i was glad tat its over.
Chatted wif baby for awhile,
She told me abt her journey today!
Alooottt tooo sayyyy :D!
Seems lyk u enjoy ur day?
Haix,i was so afraid tat i might lose you.
And Becuz of my baby's cheerful character,
she turned anger in thin dust and
got over it.
i felt guilty to be such a bf to her.
cant go out,cant go fetch her frm the rain,
cant be on ur side when u need now.
if i could,im willing to run away frm home for you.
But i cant yet.
i assure u tat i will meet up wif u real soon.
and heal the pain i given u today!!!
i will not be tat coward in love anymore,
i will tell u my feelings always and face reality.
i love you,baby!!!
@ 7:01:00 PM
Tat Call
I heard the msg of you being alone at the bus stop drenched becuz of the rain,
wif my hse phone.
i am sorry!!.
i din noe tat u are waiting for my call and u are alone!
i thought u were wif someone else.
i was scare tat i might lose u.
Emo-ed the whole day.
till i hears tat msg u sent to my hse.
im SORRY.
I LOVE YOU LAR BABY!
i wish i could go dwn to ur hse now and say im sorry.
When u said u are not angry,
u made me guilty.
and those words u said be4 were hurtful to me.
i cried when i heard those words frm you.
Can we Dun End lyk tis??
i guess everything had alr ended when u see all tis ba.
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"I Love you,
u dun love me anymore?"
@ 6:40:00 PM
A Call
A call.
I think the wonderful story i think it was end here ba.
i had nothing else more to say.
juz can blame tat im too dumb to listen to my mum.
i shld had juz make tat phone call.
I was realli born single ba.
When u felt bore tis morning wif tat hibye way of sms-ing,
alr broke my heart by a piece.
Emo the whole day at home,dropped a few tears.
U enjoy ur day?
Missed the call becuz i cant call you?
My Mum at Living room,ErGe at His room,DaGe at his Room.
Even my dad nv work today in the masterbed room.
i realli had no phone to use le.
im sorry tat i miss it.
but i think its too late le.
its useless for me to explain anymore le.
u alr end tis and broke my
Heart.
@ 3:18:00 PM
Wrong?
i think i made a mistake today?
Haix,wanted to joke tat i was jealous but she took it for real.
Aiya,Die le! i dunno how to sweet talk though.
She Sounded so Sian and bore talkin to me.
and now she say life is so boring.
haix.i dunno wat to do nxt sia.
im stuck.
i think shes angry,its nicholas phone so i cant owe him to much.haix.
after sch went to kfc to eat as i gt a topup card free redem of a meal.
im totally emo at sch juz now,
i cant go out either so bored.saw the rubbers i was so cheered up dunno why.
juz maybe they are juz to fun to be wif,
the fun and laughter nv stop wif them but i juz cant stop thinkin abt u le.
when u said u went out to town a guy,i got abit jealous but
i trust u,i will treasure and love you.
*Alot more than forever.*
I Love Baby.
Please do love me too,Cuz tis fragile heart cannot be
fix anymore once broken agn.
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BabyLaoGong ღ Babyy Laopoツ
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"The Saddness is a Pain in My Heart,
Ur Boredom is wat i Shared.
The Feeling is wat u feel,
The Pain is wat u gave.
I dun wan to leave either wan to give up,
all i wan is you to trust me.
That My Heart will always be Wif You."
-Quotation frm Book "SunShine Boy"-
Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 8:50:00 PM
a Test
Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.
@ 8:09:00 PM
Rule #1
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On 21/3 which is gd friday.
No Sch Song ar!!!.
i rated the show myself 4/5stars
The show is complicated but had nice story line.
Worth to watch.
Went out wif baby to watch Rule#1 at Marina Square.
Wanted to buy Couple Seats by was occupied le.
Sianed.
But we are still veri satifyied wif the normal seats though.
ilu lars.
Walk all ard Marina square and Suntec.
haha.Veri Coinvidence is tat i saw ShuoEn,Primary sch fren and Weechee
another primary sch fren.
its a coinvidence lor!!!
But sry to weechee din notice so juz a wave to u onli.
din say hii=X
had alot of fun wif baby lor.
Fun and Laughter wif Baby's Cheerful character.
Wanted to send her till her doorstep but she dun wan.
then send her till a bus stop near her hse lor=D
was at JurongEast.
i knew tat place becuz of SGC.
i went there for iceskatin once,tats why quite familiar.
hahaha.
Then Went Home then kana Scolded and grounded by my mum lorx.
the story is dwn by a few posts.
Read urself!!
Tired to repeat and frustrated to repeat.
...
@ 6:51:00 PM
Toysarus
Fun Wif the CookieMonster.
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Belle Preparing for GeTai!
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Belle Havin Fun wif Fur!
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Belle Being Bullied by Teri n Ganma!
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GanMa n Teri
Havin alot of fun wif the Hammer!
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William's Turn to Whack me!
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I Whacked William!
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Belle,Teri,GanMa,William
Me Takin Photo!
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William and Belle
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Teri playing wif the Funny LoudSpeaker.
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GanMa Figurin how to use the LoudSpeaker
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Leon the Ledenary Samurai is Here!
hahahaha
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20/3
We Went to Tampines de Toysarus.
Fun Fun Fun lars.
hahaha.took all those toys and had pictures.
although we cant take but we take it anw.
hahax.
Fun lars.
Enjoy the photos,
ha!

@ 6:49:00 PM
The New Creation
Heres a Sorry to Teri.
I forgot abt u le.
Sorry Sorry Sorry.
Lol,Soo Paiseh for not celebrating ur birthday,in the end forgot u.
haha.Sorry leh! Done a New one le!!
Saturday, March 22, 2008 @ 9:20:00 PM
A Quotation
"I try to smile so hurt won't show
tell everybody that i was glad to see u go
but the tears just won't go away
loneliness found Me
looks like it's here to stay.
I Know that i ought to find someone new
but all i find is myself always thinking of u."
A Quotation Frm "Nicholas Tan's Pm"
A Quote tat Nicholas asked me to feature,
he created himself and i think is quite meaningful too.
so i featured it in my bloggy! :)
@ 8:56:00 PM
New Banner
The New banner Manager asked me to do.
its done..and wif motto too=P
hahahahaXD
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The New Banner wif our Motto!
hahaha
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New Banner for Rubbers!
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Decision of Using the W/o Motto or With Motto de Banner
will be Final by the Manager ba.XD

@ 1:32:00 PM
ytd nite.
i had a veri big fight wif my mum ytd nite.
Nth i could do though.
Words keep comin off,startin frm mum,then eldest brother then 2nd brother.
words juz keep comin,i rebated,but still lost.
so i kept silence as i noe if i speak a word,they will rebate it even is their wrong.
So everything is my fault,u guys had no wrongs.
i noe i had the wrongs,but is it realli all my fault?
tat need let u guys think ba.
stress abt doin hsework? when did i say doing hsework is stress,WHEN?
wat i say was tat why am i the onli one who was always being ordered ard to do it?
becuz i the youngest or is it tat my result the worst to even compare to u guys?
Say not to compare myself to others,did i?
i am not comparing myself to others BUT is my OWN brothers.
U guys de Achievements are stress to me.
Dun say u guys give me but its a normal aura for me,myself to feel it.
Why did i take his things wifout permits?
so i could attract the attention of u guys when he scolds.
and i feel gd abt it,becuz the feelin of not being bothered and care abt sucks.
I din ask u guys for money for the bills of my phone becuz i noe is my own problem
why bring it up when u had nothin to do wif it?
Purposely to take up topic to rebate me?
In tis hse i had no place to stand,
cuz i noe u guys dun care,stand at the same side,had the same point of view.
i am juz someone as useless as my dad.
i noe the onli person who care for me nw
is YOU.
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But when i called you,u din say a word and hang up.
heart hurts as if it is coming out of my chest.
Does it means u dun love me anymore?
or is it a problem?
i looked at the bright side.
-Quote frm Book "SunShine Boy"-
@ 1:31:00 PM
in toyrus
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 10:16:00 PM
Slackin..
JingXiang Are juz too Attractive! =P
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Tzyy Ian's HardWorkin Paid off. haha
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I combined 3 pictures for tis.
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These are pictures i took when are slackin ard belle's hse de playgroud.
it was fun to be them.slackin till veri late tml still hav to go to sch.
Next day i became a zombie,and veri veri veri restless.
i post more things happen soon ba.. too tired le.
Bye~

Monday, March 17, 2008 @ 2:07:00 PM
Tulan lars
i found two songs by My Chemical Romance recently.
its not bad!
Ones,The Sharpest Lives.The Other,Disenchanted.
Rocky and Emoish.
One is Slow Rock another is Rocky.
Nice to listen when its alone.
March is a month where all Leo started to hav temperish problems.
so i had to tolerate every single thing.
Being the Emokido let me stay away frm those problems
being alone u wont hav the problem of blowing my temper.
But i realli wanna juz died lyk tat and find Liane on the other side.
But i juz cant leave everything here for my loves one to clean up.
i will be wif u,Liane,One day!
i Wish i could juz rewind to the past so i could stop u frm emigrating to USA.
all i could say is tat u are in my heart,
But i don't love u anymore.
Sorry.
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To:Bifang
if u see this,i am sorry tat i brought u hurt.
but we are juz not compaitable for eac other.
Thanks for still treatin me as a frend?=)
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I did hurt alot others,i gt my retribute of being hurt.
i had no one to blame but myself.
i always run away when problem arise.
now i learnt,providin the support for the love is truelove.
havin motive or aims to love is wrong.
Love Love Love,
wher could i find mine?
i wish i could nv find mine cuz
im not good for anyone.
Not even a for a Lowly classed Begger.
And thanks to the passerby,
u let me noe tat i am realli idiotic fker.
i agreed tat im hongster be4.
Mistake is a Mistake,
i guess i could nv change tat,scold all u wan.
cuz i noe i deserve it.
i need no explaining,i need no arguement.
cuz i noe tat i realli did alot mistake
and hurt alot others be4.
all i can do is to say
Sorry.
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The problem tat im havin now is tat i duno who to love and who to trust.
i giv a 500% to all my worthy friends.
i juz cant trust my family.
i wish i am a orphan,
so i had no family
and i wouldnt even need to care abt it!.
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Burn Them Down,
Breakers!
Loves to the Crew!
Sunday, March 16, 2008 @ 11:33:00 AM
Heart Toks
Ytd went to belle hse to talk after the movie at my hse..
we watched DeadSilence.
A boring show for me as i watched be4 tats why =P
There was:
JingXiang,Stella,Belle,William,Shang,Joanna,TzyyIan,Dayan,Sheila and me of cuz! My hse..DUH~~
They were watchin closely as its a veri interesting show though.
After movie.
everyone decided to go different distinations.
me,william and tzyy decided to go belle hse to have some chitchat.
its a one hell of nite..
we talk out our hearts..and things tat is going on.
its a greatt time talking abt things tat i wanna share.
Lets hav another next time!.
Cheers~!
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 @ 11:12:00 AM
Jing's Chalet
These few days had went to jing's chalet to stay over.
as i noe my family see me also sian ba.
hahax.
First day had BBQ,i was the specially hired Cook of the Day by Jing.
hahahax..i love cooking anw..hahaXD
so i went to stayed for 2 nites.
its juz fun to be hangin ard them lorx..laughters and fun every moments.
there are Dayan,Jing,Sheila,Stella,Belle,ShawnQuek,William n New Friends-
ChunYang,Kenneth,BoonYong Staying over at the first nite.
Having talks and everything goin on then i went slp cuz abit sian for me.
anw no one is responing to anything i say anw =P
then second day we went to buy 2 Vcd to watch.
HotFuzz.and Incredible Tales.
and We had one Hell of a Nite.
hahahahahax.
FUN FUN FUN!!!
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Jing n Sheila
They Look totally Alike? XP
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Sheila,Dayan,Shell
ShawnGoh,Jing,JunXiong
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Jing,Kenneth
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Jing's Melayu Friends
+Kenneth
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The Rubbers
Teri,Joan,Leon,Stella,Belle
William/Ben/Dan,Jing,Shang
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ChunYang.Jing,WeiJie
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Shell,Amanda,BoonYong + The Chef(Forgot Name)XD
Dayan,Jing,Titsy
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The Mustards
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The Gayness of Mustards
and a Beauty Lady!
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The Invited!!
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Cele of Jing Birthday,Hence he had to finish in one go?
kool!
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Cake Cutting Session!
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Jing's Cakey!
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@ 11:02:00 AM
PiCture for KTV
Tat day went to TeoHeng to Sing Songy.
So fun though so little things happen:P
Gt Stella,Tzyyian,William,JingXiang,ShangyiBelle n Elaine.
and of cuz me..
there are pictures..onli 3 i thinkL:P
hahahahax
William/Ben/Dan 's
Stylist Jing Made tis!

Jing Xiang n Shang!




Tuesday, March 11, 2008 @ 11:09:00 AM
Rubbers?
RubberBand is officially Disbanded?
Haix..dunno wat gt into captain leh.
but i wish everyone all the best?
Who unhappy wif captain ar?
Tell me!!! i sure whack him/her de.
Captain is sooo humorous and BestFren Material lorx.
No matter Rubbers or Not Rubbers,
Captain will still be a BestFren to Me!
Today i gonna help him wif Chalet man!!
unless he let me to.
Not a single words heard frm him leh..
haixxxxx
WAT THE HELL HAPPENNNN!!!~~~
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Ytd Nite,when i walk pass 7-11.
One bunch idiots,kpkb around there.
i walk pass wif my normal speed of rush.
They kpkb,Lol..Onli Kumji Kias do such stuff so forget it.
dun wanna make anything big.
But u guys wan find a fight or smth..
juz come find me personally thanks.
i think i had alot more connections then i hav?
i may be a guai kia as i dun chap.
but i had alot of ways to get u dwn onto the ground.
i dun use frens in school,i had alot outside.
i may get eaten last time,
now tat i had join my breakdance crew once agn.
i can hav u beaten wifout a reason.
....
Sunday, March 9, 2008 @ 9:12:00 PM
MOR

A picture i created for M.O.R!
Ministry of Rubberband!
Wahahahahaha.
We Rocks the whole.
Frm top Left hand corner:
TzyyIan,SiangJin,ShangYi,Belle,Joanna,Stella,William,Leonate/Me,JingXiang,Weiqi.
Scare kana copyrighted problems sia:p
hahhahahha
@ 1:33:00 PM
BBQ
So long then talk abt the BBQ.
The BBQ were fun,havin all the bestie here.
its totally a favourite day for me.
Memories and Laughter will always last.
i loved them.
Although i am a Rubber,but i treat all as a fren.
onli if u dun treat me as one.
i realli dun wan to see frens fight against frens ba.
ChunYang Started the BBQ fire in the afternoon.
and after an hour or so,we switched and i started be the cheif of the day!
hahahahax.
i love doin the cooking and he charcoal things.
cuz i think is fun=P
But jingxiang kept thanking me for doing the cookin for so long.
No Problem de lorsss=P
i love being the Cook=D
After the cooking,everyone went to make a circle at the beach to had so icebreaking.hahahax
its was fun and laughter but the icebreakin was abit less fun as i expected.
Return home around 7am.
eaten breakfast then slp till 4.30pm.
Then we to pasa malam at the nite!
Rubbers Roxs!
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M.O.R
@ 1:15:00 PM
the family issue
i am quite tired wif the attitude my family are givin me.
but i juz cant fight back.
as i am a person who juz cant go against family or kins.
But the attitude tat they are givin are juz not makin me happy abt it.
ppl are happy and proud to be in their family.
Ya i might be proud of their achievements.
but i am not happy to be in tis family.
When they sees me,they giv me a unhappy face n expect me to giv them a smiley face?
The first word comin frm their mouth when sees me confirm is abt housework or smth tats wat makes me veri unhappy abt..i am ur maid?
i noe tat we share the work,but could more respect me as ur brother rather then a maid..Still askin me to giv him respect by askin permission for his things.
Not givin me respect u expect me to giv you?
Think Agn Please.
i had ignore ur unhappy face since sec1 or 2.
now i am sec5..i think i hav a way of my thinkin?
i will nv be silence anymore but doin actions.
Takin ur things wifout permission? ur Things?
Okay i needa make smth clear wif u.
I am not workin,no money cant own anything.
i am always wearing things u left for me.
new clothes are always the one i buy for myself?
if someone gives u wat they tired of wearing wat do u feel?
Proud of wat u wearing?
i noe u are unhappy abt i wearing ur stuff.
but could u think of my feelings too.
there 80% u dun allow me use ur stuff and things since young.
tats wat makes me tired of askin so i use it be4 u could do anything.
and tats wat makes me nth to say to my family.
cuz everything i say,i do or even prizes i won doesnt stands anything in this family.
i will soon move out when i had the chance.
thats a 100% thing to do.
i wish i could be out tis family now.
i juz cant live in tis hse for another second.
it makes me sick.
Ppl Loves their home and family.
but for me might be different ba.
i envy others parents,even a slight improvement of a mark in a test.
they were being praised or even awarded wif presents.
but me?
not a single word.
i still rmb the day when i had 2 A1 for maths and science.
a Fail in english wif 48marks.
they did not say a word abt the distinction or no presents.
but instead scolded me badly for my english..
frm tat day,i had no motivation,or the heart to care anymore.
Friends are the onli one who could movtivate me now.
i hav no family i guess.
maybe i am realli a baby they found in the trash.
Saturday, March 8, 2008 @ 6:22:00 PM
Photos of BBQ
ChunYang n WeiJie


Jing,Hafiz,Yazid,Luqman.Khai,Firwan.

Yazid,Jing,Khai,Luqman,Firwan,Hafiz

Dayan,Sheila,Astria,Titsy/Alfie

Astria n Sheila

WeiQi n Astria

Dayan,Astria,Jing,Titsy

Dayan,Jing,Astria,Titsy
SisterLove
A Guy n Dozen Girls
A Sex Guy n A Dozens of Girls

A EmoGuy n a Dozen of Girls

The King of the Day wif Dozen of Girls

BrotherHood01.

BrotherHood02.

Groupy01.

Groupy02.

Groupy03

Groupy04

A Artistic Picture Taken by Me

Jing's Bestie

Preperations

The Funny Gags

The Funny Gags 02