feels like i'm falling and i,
i'm lost in your eyes

Friday, August 31, 2007 @ 1:41:00 PM
TeacherDae!!!~

Today was so CooL,Went back to primary sch and met up wif MrTan,MrZad N most imptly MissTanMY ops is MrsLoh..haha
i suggested to take some pics if not its not meaningful le..
Oct 2nd MissTanMY is gonna fly to japan n stayin over for 2yrs..
We Gonna Miss them..=P haha!
Love U TeacheR!!
Thursday, August 30, 2007 @ 8:52:00 PM
Day oF CrazineSS!!
Wahahahaha..today super bloody day becuz of a movie we watch=P
haha~ We watched Hostel frm a website..We = Tatming,William,Shang and me Me..We had a hell of a day..the movie was super bloody and we had a hell of time watchin it=P..then had dinner everyone went bak home lorr..
After they go,its another sianz day for me le lorr=P haha
admitted tat i was despo for a baobeii..haix can anyone come and let me adore u? i will now treasure the time i had wif my frens then w8 for the rite one which she realli loves me n will be a one tat will nv leaves me...
Love All!~
Monday, August 27, 2007 @ 8:55:00 PM
Wat a day!
Today was Great!Had Basketball after english remedial actually not realli got go lar..went there teacher say can go home le LOL
Then Had few rounds of soccer then basketball WIF soccer ball haha
Fun Fun Fun wif Tatming Ard..Laughter all day long they bring my day to brightness agn..We will be the brothers tgt Forever man
Man On~!
Sunday, August 26, 2007 @ 9:31:00 AM
Days Went By..
These Few days were stayin at home watchin tv,Surfin net and finishin sketches.. At Home Rot tgt wif William and Shang..Bu they had much more impt things to then me which is N lvls..Sianz Sianz Me sia~
Totally lorr..
I Flashes back my past as i took eac step in these hse..precious memories all had written into the book of history..Liane&Leon Ends in Blink of an Eye~
Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @ 4:49:00 PM
Same Old Days
Everything started...MrsFoo called my parents to tell them tat i did not went to the maths remedial as i had strong flu i din go..i din told my parents my excuse cuz everything i do is always wrong..i did not speak up,cuz i noe i say anythin rite it will turned bad wif them ard..
They said tat i did not speak a word when they are tokin to me which is rude but no matter wat tone i used to tok to them its always rude,so i din even wanted to speak up for myself..they also said i din speak to them but instead tok to my frens loudly on phone lyk gangster but the truth was...my frens are my onli kins now..
Family is juz ppl who complains and nv thinks
Home is juz a place for me to slp..
TanZhongXi is Dead,LeoN is a New Name i giv to myself..
and its the onli Name i Had for myself..
Suddenly Tears Dropped when i went back in my room.i felt so alone,so alone...
No one understand me,the time when i keep changin gf was when i felt so alone and scare..when i noe U,everything changes but when u leave..i felt alone agn.
I heard of ur death,i cried....i nv felt tis way tat i had lost someone so close my own kins..No one noes i started smokin becuz i had not told much ppl..now i had to enjoy it myself wif u somewhere above me...and i noe ur fave is always mabarol:heavy,and i will change for anyone else again
Love U always.ResT in Peace~
Now i had closed my HearT to EveryOne even to my Kins and Frens..
No Truth was told.No One Will Noe.
My Heart Bleed.My Heart Cries Till it loses every single drop.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 @ 1:58:00 PM
Flu Agn!!~

Sianz today i had my strong flu agn,totally hate flu..i sufferin at school for the whole wif my best buddy called Beautex..used abt 8packs of it today~
Felt so stress n sianz,no on understands me,onli one,Her~
If u can see tis,Things seems the same when u gone but i felt alone,scare,afraid of light n started to move to the dark..the feelins sux,i might go crazy~
i might juz be gone someday to somewhere far far away...tat place might be some place named wif a "H" infront
Heaven or HeLL
Monday, August 20, 2007 @ 3:18:00 PM
SocceR Time
Caption:The Fear oF Terrorism


Wah Kau,i play soccer todae..I was verii verii active haha..But! Useless *_*lll


i am so useless in the team tat i am onli juz passin by got lucky and kicked a ball..=P i when to defend at the end,Got kick in the ankle by haziq..*Crack*


My Ankle got sprain =.=lll Pain ARRRR


Whole Day Walkin wif one leg afterwards wahh the pain is lyk so SHOIK ar..


hahaha~ Ops Btw i drawn a pic of Art work thinkin of send it to straits time ltr=P haha,i gonna be famous,IF they post my pic up=P haha~so excited=P




Cant feel pain anymore as blood Dripped dwn frm my eyes as TearS.
Sunday, August 19, 2007 @ 6:39:00 PM
Livin is Worst Then Dead
My Life
My Family started to ignore me,they seldom talk to me,dun even care abt me anymore,they were juz ppl who giv me money for my livin...
One Fren TurneD his Back on me now when i treated him as a buddy,now i totally feel betray,i nv betray someone nv would i..Fakes
i can now onli depends my words and true feelins to ppl whom i realli trust,Liane,William,Shang,Tatming,Tzyyian,Nick,Winnie,Germs,AhXiong,Andrew, Misa,J.U.X(My SmokerBuddy=P)Cyrus N the one i loved
Other then tat..I Trust No One~
Not even he is my Kin.The World taught me not to believe but to Learn wats Fake and Wats Real.
@ 5:01:00 PM
A Day oF PooL~
At Home,After PooL,Wif Wet Clothes&Hair~

Went to Grandlink for Pool~

Today..had few games of pool,juz for 4bucks..there was joanna,yeming,engtek, calvin and cyrus..after pool went home straight afterwards,its rainin heavy dunno feel a sense of emo and a urge to smoke...i am a non-smoker but dunno why my mind was lyk askin me to try smokin...i felt alone and betrayal..
The Past Concealed Within,The Future darkens As i Moved Forwards.
Fake Frens Cuddle ard me,True Frens Dirfted Away Slowly.
SomeDay,i might be needed in tis world.
No Hatre,No Pain,No Feelin,No Memories,No Past,No Future.
No one will miss,No one will care.Onli Me,Myself Knows it the BesT~
Saturday, August 18, 2007 @ 4:12:00 PM
My BreakFast&Lunch~

My Dad Given me 10bucks for today,but i din buy food instead,i brought Nutella and a bottle of Nescafe Coffee Powder as a investment..Wif these 2,i could had breakfast and lunch lastin for a few days which means i can save more money=P Without havin to buy breakfast or lunch,its a longterm investment=P haha~

@ 9:38:00 AM
Blood oF My HearT
When i reached home ytd after eatin mac,i went to bath then i found out tat i was bleedin..i dun even hav the feelin of pain...now tat i notice the emoness can overcome the pain in my heart......

Friday, August 17, 2007 @ 1:10:00 PM
Sicky~
One hell of a sicky day..havin flu frm mornin till 1:22pm..the flu stopped after i took some medicine for flu...i brought 3 packs of tissues wif me..by 8am in mornin it had alr finished:P...then i borrowed frm louis,tatming,nicholas... used alot of packs tissues tat is...=.=lll Felt so Sicky..haha

Thursday, August 16, 2007 @ 9:59:00 PM
TatMing Dancin Para2nd~

TatMing Tryin Out the Para Para Paradise 2nd Edition..He is a joker,wif his every moves and words make us laugh lyk hell..haha,tis vid is a preview of tat's dancin moves..=P=P=P

Hahaha

@ 9:43:00 PM
After the Movie,Smth is Botherin Me~
Enclose MySelf To a CorneR
Starin at the motionless Floor...

When watchin the movie "secret"..some scene took me bak to the past..when i were wif Liane..A sudden saddness and Pain came by..Saddenin..But wif her ard i felt more Relief and better..lyks havin a second chance or new headstart..LoveYa
@ 9:36:00 PM
RichGal in TowN!
Tis gal wif her fren,in the tamp acade playin the para para paradise 2nd Edition for hours and its lyk a game wif 5rounds cost $1.50..before we went to catch our movie on 5pm,they were playin..after the 2hours show THEY ARE STILL THERE~
Lol sill overheard her fren sayin tat "u still had 10 bucks in ur bag why not play agn"..nowadays ppl are RICH =.=lll =P=P=P

@ 9:24:00 PM
Great Day~!
The 6 Movie Tickets To SECRET~
Jin-Shang-William-Tat..16/08 At tamp LJS for Lunch w8in for the movie secret=P
Fun Fun Fun Wif Tat the joker ard..he always hav jokes up in his sleeves=P
enjoyable but juz smth botherin me alot....

@ 12:36:00 PM
My DraWinS~!!
Yoh Evolution Skill

Yoh Frm ShamanKing

Haha my drawin Skill not bad horr..=P i think of it myslef='P haha(bhb)
Tag me abt the drawin man=P...LoveYa
@ 12:31:00 PM
Me And My Caps~
Me and my Fave Caps..
1st:Green Cap-TatMing Brought for me as BirthdayPresent~
2nd:RoxyBlinkyCap-Winnie Brought For me as BirthdayPresent~
3rd:My Own RoxyCap Wearin it for 3yrs le=P
=.=lll got wash larr
Tuesday, August 14, 2007 @ 4:03:00 PM
SickyDae~
Haish..today arh..not realli feelin good agn lorr,after kickin soccer game..i felt sweaty and realli hot..at last i feel a slight pain on my left brain while poa lesson is goin on...as time passes it got worst..juz feelin lyk a worm crawlin all over my left brain...Pain LaRR~~
At last,i skipped the math lesson agn..the pain was unbearable,when i got home,i changed and had 2 panadols..and tried to slp..Heng at least after 5mins..i was able to slp soundly..Nv bath btw(haha SmellyPiggy)..Now Feel okay le,=.=if not how to write dwn all tis..=P
So Sianz i wonder wat ShangYi and William doin now???=P...Haish juz dun understand how a relaionship works ba..i am alr frozen towards relationship ba..
Adore-tion is always the best=P
Monday, August 13, 2007 @ 8:33:00 PM
LOLOLOL
Haha,i being Foreited for losin a game of ProjectX:A Picture Hunt Game.i take my own words for real de horr..Half Jug of Coke means Half Jug of Coke=P=P
I LoVe Coke AnyWay=P haha

@ 7:40:00 PM
Me Wif Fave CombinatioNs

Me wif Topman Strips-LevisJeans..On the day to Sgc Settler'sCafe Gatherin..
FunFunFun Day~~:P:P:P
and handsome me~~:P
haha
@ 6:47:00 PM
Wif FrenS--Watch AloneD 03/09
William&Tat Lc Behind Me..StareWat??



Actin Cool Wif TatMing

Ghostly~:P

We Went Out to catch the movie alones,its totally scary and everyone enjoys it.. haha onli tzyy ian who pay 8bucks to watch 2 bucks show ba always cover:Phaha lift up u head more larr..Tat day got Me,Tat,Tzyy,William n Bauntong:P

*Another Enjoyable Day*




@ 6:34:00 PM
@@Wow DeliciouS~MRT Flooded On 09//08

WoW..On 09//08 Crowd Gathered when The firework for the nationalDay Ends,Everyone went back home..Cause a Crowded Stucked+i was sweatin lyk helll till i reach the mrt train cabinet,its feel better there:P& This will be my Fave DAY~!!!!
Dinner For Me On 09/08 nationalday:P...RoostedPigNoodle+Char Siew...ChineseTea & Barley:P:P--haha~~~
@ 6:29:00 PM
LoVe iS SweeT

Haha,Its a Secertly Taken pic,the hand of other party did noe abt tis pic:P haha
Tat Day I was so happy and excited..
I felt the Blood rushin all over me..
There is still a feelins for u...
I dunno whether u had the same....:P
Lets Time Goes and Heals itself ba:P
>.<
haha~~~
Love Ya~!!


@ 6:13:00 PM
The SettleR'sCafe

Its a Fun Fun Fun Place to be at...=P
we had a lot of laughters,fun and Mind Dripplin actions=P haha
We had boards games,Free-Flow oF drinks and most imptly the jokes and actions we had share,its totally fun wif IceTea and LeoLeo Jokin Ard..:P
Frm Pic..Frm Left btm(Zhihui,TeriYaki,DanDan,Stellycia,JasonTitan)
Frm Top Left(IceTea,LeoN,FunnySnow,Jasmne,LeoLeo)
11/08 Fun Fun Fun Place plus wif tis bunch its a Mind Blowin Experience:P:P:P