Wednesday, September 26, 2007 @ 7:26:00 PM
Todayzz
Today..Din went to sch as i dun find lyk goin..Mind was still a piece of blank space,tml is english End of Year Exam(EYE)..doesnt wan to take but had too.
its cost me a bomb to get tat phone,its cost me a life to get tat msg.
She is dead,No another msg can be replace by it..Its Lost..To Those thiefs the msg means nth to them..But tat msg means a life to me..its more impt then my own life.tats wat it means for me..My Heart Aches when i think of it.Tears Drops.
Felt a feelins of betrayal.Trusted Frens.2nd Most trusted Malay Fren,Betrayed me by stealin my phone..Or is it God Tryin to make Start Over Agn?
I Felt so alone..U noe how i felt lyk,both were Smallest in Family and some sort common in mani ways which makes us lasted for 2yrs.Onli u Understands me.
I found someone whos common to me,but i think i dun hav any chance ba...
Felt so alone.Tat Phone was lyk a fren,And i will nv forget wat u wrote in tat msg:
"I am doin great here=) Dun hav to worry.We had been apart for so long,Soon i will be to Singapore..we can meet and go to tat old place,"Cafe del Mar",Gettin those sea breeze.Rmb u Promise me to Live a CheerFul Life!!=P Love U LOTS!!=)
Liane."
i had let u dwn.i cant live a cheerful life when i lost smth u had last given me.How could i possibly forget abt it and continue?..I had tried to find replacement of u.But its unfair to them..instead i was left there rot for ppl to pick me up rather then i movin forward to them..Is Tat u who realli wan me to forget u and start over?...I had a gal in mind now,But i doesnt noe am i realli up to her standard or i am good enuff for her..i thought tat if i am tgt wif her will make a great match.
But does she like me or takes me as fren?I dun noe,i will juz concentrate on my studies but too much things goin through me head.. Memories,Frenship,Trust,Family,Financial Probs N Love For her...
I love u.U like me? I dun expect tat u love me too.But juz wanna say i Do.
