Saturday, May 3, 2008 @ 2:26:00 PM
Agn wif Friends
How long since the last post i posted.
sometimes i think back to those wonderful moments and times,
but it doesnt last.
i dunno wat i do wrong,wat i do to changes everything.
i knew tat bunch of frens.
includes a 7yr fren.
all doesnt lyk me sort to sae.
but everything started wif tat relationship i guess.
i shldnt had chase her,i shldnt had go for.
one gal changes everything in my life.
i lost some,i gain some.
but the lost is something i treasured most and nv want to lose.
but the gain were still great but the feelin is not the same anymore.
when u heard tat one of ur most treasured fren doesnt lyk u anymore,
unhappy wif u..hows the feelin?
i did nth wrong to him onli a conflict wif money.
since then we nv realli enjoy being tgt le.
lose it becuz of money..
but the most part is tat when someone said wat u nv do to change another person' mind to oppose u,hows the feelin?
now i can onli say things lyk..
work hard for olvl,
get out of tis circle and live my own life.
forget abt the bad but rmb the good.
and most imptly get out of tis miserable life.
i am tired alr.
my friends outside lyk ahxiong,my friends in sch lyk nick.
is ppl i wont wan to lose..
i always think of myself when it come to money..
i always say nasty things when i am dwn..
i think afterall bondin myself into emoness is still the best.
embraces myself into darkness.
and dun care any more things lyk friendship,kinship,betrayal,
good ppl or bad ppl.
cuz i am tired to care anymore..
into darkness,my heart will stop,and my mind will stop workin
for those matters anymore.
i trust no one,not even myself.
soon i will be tat emokido u guys last noe.
--
My Heart Stopped Once,
When you broke line between us.
My Heart Stopped Twice,
When u Shouted Out Loud.
My Heart Stopped,
When i Force a Knife into it.
