Saturday, March 22, 2008 @ 1:32:00 PM
ytd nite.
i had a veri big fight wif my mum ytd nite.
Nth i could do though.
Words keep comin off,startin frm mum,then eldest brother then 2nd brother.
words juz keep comin,i rebated,but still lost.
so i kept silence as i noe if i speak a word,they will rebate it even is their wrong.
So everything is my fault,u guys had no wrongs.
i noe i had the wrongs,but is it realli all my fault?
tat need let u guys think ba.
stress abt doin hsework? when did i say doing hsework is stress,WHEN?
wat i say was tat why am i the onli one who was always being ordered ard to do it?
becuz i the youngest or is it tat my result the worst to even compare to u guys?
Say not to compare myself to others,did i?
i am not comparing myself to others BUT is my OWN brothers.
U guys de Achievements are stress to me.
Dun say u guys give me but its a normal aura for me,myself to feel it.
Why did i take his things wifout permits?
so i could attract the attention of u guys when he scolds.
and i feel gd abt it,becuz the feelin of not being bothered and care abt sucks.
I din ask u guys for money for the bills of my phone becuz i noe is my own problem
why bring it up when u had nothin to do wif it?
Purposely to take up topic to rebate me?
In tis hse i had no place to stand,
cuz i noe u guys dun care,stand at the same side,had the same point of view.
i am juz someone as useless as my dad.
i noe the onli person who care for me nw
is YOU.
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But when i called you,u din say a word and hang up.
heart hurts as if it is coming out of my chest.
Does it means u dun love me anymore?
or is it a problem?
i looked at the bright side.
-Quote frm Book "SunShine Boy"-
