Thursday, January 3, 2008 @ 7:13:00 PM
Two Days
Alot of things happened during these 2 days.
Ytd,Dar went to jerina hse for dinner as i wanted to sent her home.
At nite, i went off to bedok area for dinner wif family.
i sent few msg to Dar but din reply,was told tat her phone was faulty.
so i din further question it.
I was ltr told to called in for a conference.
i was alr felt a sense of smth be4 calling.
Heard something.
My Dar was under alot of stress.partially was becuz of me.
i din noe wat to do..i admit i am stupid and foolish to make tat choice.
i shld had given her my fullest support.
but instead..i regretted.
i realli loved Dar wif my Heart
the whole nite i cant slp well..cried all nite.
i stayed up till the time i gg sch..
i went to bath at 6.45am.
went off at 7.05am to school.wore a jacket cuz i felt cold.
When in school,i felt tat everyone who noes treat me coldly.
i am so sad,emo and heartached.
i cant realli concentrate in sch..cant hear a word frm the teacher's mouth.
the whole day i was thinkin abt Dar.
tis is the pain tat feels so familiar.
its soo damaging,pain and unexplainable.
Only Dar can cure.
After school,Great Friends Convinced me to go to meet Dar to make things Clear.
So i went....
Dar was willing to giv me another chance.
i told myself i shld hold on to it and nv let go agn!!.
i realli put my heart and soul to it.
i tried to convince my silent door to open up.
i will try harder to open it.
and giv u my fullest support.
Dun leave me agn,i will need ur support too.
4days of Love!
Idiot.Dear ♥ Dar.Sotong
LeoN ♥ Donnis
[10.05pm♥30/12/07]
