Thursday, September 3, 2009 @ 11:00:00 PM
Meaningless.
Lifes Seems so Meaningless now.
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Haix,Its tired everyday.
Going out,Projects and Job Hunts.
My life seems meaningless.
No Goals,No Achievements and Nothing to look forward=)
I never wanna let my frens down,a mask is needed.
But i hate to hide it but i had to=)
Tis is how i can grew stronger.
I learnt alot...
Things arent wat they look like on the cover.
Tats wat i hate.
I love to show wats behind the cover,tats who im.
But sometimes Hiding it is better=)
Things moved and changed,
Fast.
Tat i cant catch up anymore..
Life,Wats the meaning of it?
Juz Drinking? Puffing? Clubbing?
Friends? Fake Friends? True Friends?
I See,I learnt,I Grew.
But its hurt to see friends tat doesnt grow...
Stayin at tat mindset of a 15yr old.
All i can do now,is to let things grow by itself.
I believe myself tat i had did nth wrong,
Tats a prove to myself.
Say All you wan,Cuz i noe i did the right thing.
Nothing realli bothers me now...
Juz tat tis feeling is draggin me dwnwards.
Going out,Projects and Job Hunts.
My life seems meaningless.
No Goals,No Achievements and Nothing to look forward=)
I never wanna let my frens down,a mask is needed.
But i hate to hide it but i had to=)
Tis is how i can grew stronger.
I learnt alot...
Things arent wat they look like on the cover.
Tats wat i hate.
I love to show wats behind the cover,tats who im.
But sometimes Hiding it is better=)
Things moved and changed,
Fast.
Tat i cant catch up anymore..
Life,Wats the meaning of it?
Juz Drinking? Puffing? Clubbing?
Friends? Fake Friends? True Friends?
I See,I learnt,I Grew.
But its hurt to see friends tat doesnt grow...
Stayin at tat mindset of a 15yr old.
All i can do now,is to let things grow by itself.
I believe myself tat i had did nth wrong,
Tats a prove to myself.
Say All you wan,Cuz i noe i did the right thing.
Nothing realli bothers me now...
Juz tat tis feeling is draggin me dwnwards.
God Bless.
