feels like i'm falling and i,
i'm lost in your eyes

Saturday, December 6, 2008 @ 9:13:00 PM
My wrong?
A Sentence says it all : "I wont wanna contact my secondary schl frens when i reach poly"


Piece of Mind.
Let me tell u tis..when u said you Dun wanna contact ur secondary schl frens after u get into poly...wat does tat shows??..
even an idiot would noe tats to break ties...wow and i cant believe u pushes all the blame to me..
u noe wat??? after 5yrs i realise i realli dun understand u!! and i do realise tat i do understand the ppl i juz noe for lyk 3months and my outside frens whom i do realli hang out wif mostly??
and after i read,i realli felt laughable...
Now,After u said tat sentence u had no remorse,no regrets,no intentions of takin it backk...
ANDDDD....i think u doesnt noe me well...



My character.
U think im a person who giv up a friend tat easily??..u are wrong..
i always giv them chance to change and if im at wrong,i will chase after tat friendship cuz im at wrong.
And i dun GIV UP a friend easily....
And im person who is veri veri veri happy go lucky..
i go as my fren would lyk it to,cuz i love to please my fren more than myself.
tats why i dun deny any decision made on goin out to or a place to eat.
cuz i dun wanna made they effort of thinkin to go dwn in vain.
And im a person who go out on a first come first serve basis,
U called me out first,i go out wif ya...u called me when another called me first,
i would try to plan the time wif ya if realli dun work out,then i would say sry then.
Tats how ppl plans to make everyone around u to feel happy.
And i dun entertain ppl who doesnt treat frens as frens but slaves/companions.


Your Character.
When u had attitude,i did nth but kept silence..but do u notice when u talk to me,i did reply? and it start all over agn lyk nth happened...
cuz i noe u had attitudes and i had to deal wif it,cuz u are a friend i would lyk to treasure.
But tis time,dun u think u are abit over?..
U did said u wont wanna contact ur secondary schl frens?
Tat strikes me lyk a lighting bolt into my heart.
i noe u are juz jealous tat we kept goin out wif them,but dun u think everyone is friend too? i DUN organize any goin out u noe,They nv call ya..is my fault?
And Do u noe why they nv call ya anymore? is becuz of tat sentence u SAID.
Family cant be at ur side FOREVA.
Friends cant be at ur side FOREVA TOO.
You CANT hav everyone's attention ALWAYS,isnt tis the problem we quarrel wif Jing/Stella tat time??? which i think is ridiculous.
Friends are ppl who go through the pain,saddness,happiness,joy and punishment wif ya.
But Friends are not ppl who u could pushes around lyk toys...u need it u grab it...u dun need it,u giv them attitude and throw them away.
i rmb-ing u said u would change? did u? ask urself...
i might be tolerance towards ur attitude,how abt others?
i had told myself cuz its juz you and ur character,cant help it but can inspire u to change.
william had deal wif it plenty of times,cuz he is happy go lucky towards friends.But i treat my friends lyk my second home's Brothers/Sisters.


My Point of View.
You think im happy when u said tat sentence???
Many disagree and angery u noe?..
its juz tat they dun wanna show it, but im a person who is straight-forward on my anger.
i felt unhappy,i show it verbally and physically.
Many dislike lyk me tis way,they told me and i DEAL wif it.
and we became BFF.
And i disagree to "friends are all the same" though..
Some Betrays,Some Backstabbed You,Some Loyal and Some Naive..
Some Stay by u when u are sad and Needed a shoulder,
Some giv u a helping hand when u fall...
5yrs of frens means u understand a fren pretty well to forgiv and forget his/her weakness.
But when a stranger step into ur life wif onli knowin him/her for lyk a month...he/she could FORGIV n FORGET about whats ur weakness,i think tat u could call a fren.
Friends are not the one tat pushes u dwn,but helping u up....
5yrs of being tgt,bonded as deeply rmbing everyone in the heart...
Ur case,after 5yrs of friendship,u could say tat sentence easily off ur mouth,wats tat representing?
nv try of askin urself?
Ask urself,Who is the wrong one here be4 u pick point fingers at others?
u might find the answer surprising but i had to say it...
its you,yourself.


and seriously i realli realli realli hate ppl who pushes the blames to others.
if did it,admit it and deal wif it.
Cuz sometimes in life,things dun always go as u wan them to
and Sometimes once u made a decision,its hard for you to take it back.
as a reason said it:"Once spits,Never lick it back."