Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @ 4:49:00 PM
Same Old Days
Everything started...MrsFoo called my parents to tell them tat i did not went to the maths remedial as i had strong flu i din go..i din told my parents my excuse cuz everything i do is always wrong..i did not speak up,cuz i noe i say anythin rite it will turned bad wif them ard..
They said tat i did not speak a word when they are tokin to me which is rude but no matter wat tone i used to tok to them its always rude,so i din even wanted to speak up for myself..they also said i din speak to them but instead tok to my frens loudly on phone lyk gangster but the truth was...my frens are my onli kins now..
Family is juz ppl who complains and nv thinks
Home is juz a place for me to slp..
TanZhongXi is Dead,LeoN is a New Name i giv to myself..
and its the onli Name i Had for myself..
Suddenly Tears Dropped when i went back in my room.i felt so alone,so alone...
No one understand me,the time when i keep changin gf was when i felt so alone and scare..when i noe U,everything changes but when u leave..i felt alone agn.
I heard of ur death,i cried....i nv felt tis way tat i had lost someone so close my own kins..No one noes i started smokin becuz i had not told much ppl..now i had to enjoy it myself wif u somewhere above me...and i noe ur fave is always mabarol:heavy,and i will change for anyone else again
Love U always.ResT in Peace~
Now i had closed my HearT to EveryOne even to my Kins and Frens..
No Truth was told.No One Will Noe.
My Heart Bleed.My Heart Cries Till it loses every single drop.
