LeoN's Mains

Songs of my life.

2011-11-18T09:28:00.007+08:00

Written in the stars - Tinie Tempah Feat. Erice Turner

Black out the Sun - Darren Hayes

On my mind - Cody Simpson

Say you like me- We the Kings

All these songs stayed by me when everything is broken..listening to them teaches me move.

All these songs are just so emotional...it just back the memories and love i had with ya.

Nvm whatever, its friday and im so emotional >.<

This is the Manga i fall in love with now.

Its about a boy fallen in love with this girl, tried to impress her with everything but as time goes by he learnt that rushing stuff will not help and slowly get closer to the girl he loves.

Its not a hentai manga, because of the cover, instead its a wonderful teenage love manga.

I nv knew i will like manga like this but just somehow i just cant stop watching it.

You guys shd give it a try.

I still in love with you

but i dunno when my feelings gonna stop

i hope it never will till the day we met agn.

Another day another time.

2011-10-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

Days passed,

i think i will get over soon!=)

somehow thinking back, all these relationship thing is the only thing pulling me dwn and stopping me from moving forward in life.

Im so gonna live tis single life to the max!=)

G.O.I.P!

Getting over in progress

Hate or Love?

2011-10-20T10:43:00.003+08:00

Tonight marks the end.

Some frens told me to hate, some just said to get over.

Get over is somehow impossible.

and i cant bring myself to hate.

Tho you seems that u dun even care abt it.

It's like you telling me " Whatever".

And finally i told myself tis one sentence,

"If you she were the one, she will still be here, meaning she's not."

Fate is something very very interesting,

It pulls me into heaven and pushes me into hell.

There is no longer a place for me in ur heart.

So long, for you,

i won't fall.

Another Hectic Day

2011-10-19T14:23:00.002+08:00

Love this picture.

Another Hectic day as i said in my title!=33

Today went for a talk at TUAS SOUTH AVE 6, Suppose to be.

Went to pioneer and waited for my colleague, ended up he late, he took cab alone at buona vista and asked me to slack ard pioneer, so i went to union and did some catch up with my frens who's in schl currently.

I think i need to reflect on wats gg on now.

I shld concentrate on this internship, i cant screw up his time!

i need to drop the thinking that she is ever coming back,

becuz obviously shes not.

I had to let it go sorta say.

I think its time.

The single life.

2011-10-17T14:32:00.000+08:00

Just all of sudden feel like blogging again since i'm bored.

I thought i had move on, apparently im not.

Last night when i lie down on my bed, all of a sudden i thought those movie times.

And i just cant sleep thinking abt all sorts things.

People said guys get over easy, true but these were one of those u thought she's "The One".

i just shut down last night and force to sleep.

Seeing all my frens start schl today, somehow felt a little sad.

I cant blame anyone or anything but me!=(

All these things happened too fast. ITP had pass 1mth!

i wish it finishes asap!=(

if there is a day where u returns,

i will still embrace with my wide open arms.

=)

2010-07-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

A kiss from the flowers ♥

When ɲoʎ took the first step,make my smile wider.
When ɲoʎ look me in the eyes, my hearts gets stronger.
When ɲoʎ stands beside me, my mind goes slower.
When ɲoʎ stays, i feels more securer.
When ɲoʎ leave, my heart felt emptier.
When ɲoʎ cries, i felt sadder.
When ɲoʎ stress, i felt stress-er.
When ɲoʎ feel being loved, im your lover.

Sinema Old School.

2010-06-30T00:50:00.000+08:00

Sinema Old School.
The space was great, cool and nice.
Nice place to watch smth!=D
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When to watch some short clips by local directors:
Mat Rock Diary, Rice, The 25th of Laura, Kissing Spaces and Hokkien Mee.
All were great but i personally loved The 25th of Laura.
Very interesting and the msg conveyed is well understood.
Hope comes in different forms.
How i wish u were tat hope, somehow i noe its impossible cuz i doesnt hav confidence myself =X

Things tat happened.

2010-06-29T00:53:00.000+08:00

Emotional.
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Thinkin of things too much causing mind to be confused and emotional.
Tats how my life had been.
Friends asked me not to think, Family showed me not to care.
How can i change?
i realli wish i could show how im outside at home, but i cant.
cuz everytime a word spoke out frm my mouth, no one seems to care, no one seems to listen.
Frm time to time, i started closing up myself to u all.
everytime i speak is wrong. everytime i speak back is un-filial. everytime i speak no one cares.
How can i show how good/well im doing outside than at home?
I noe im materialistic, im living in a space where u guys had nv been be4 tat causes tis but im not saying is not my fault. im!
But all im trying to say is tat, i juz cant be myself at home juz lyk how im outside.
Im having my GREAT, FUN memories outside, but somehow i juz cant recall any of tat memories at home.

After sooo lonnngg!~

2010-05-03T14:46:00.000+08:00

Im backkk wif my daily updates.
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These few days still so into SPSU jobs, but somehow smth/smone is bothering me pretty much tat i got sooo much stress...
Family is a slight stress as i feel i no longer had a bond.
Money is a problem, i owed and wanted to pay off.
The sale of my guitar, cant seems to get a buyer.
A job assigned on SPSU, a responsibility.
SPSU camp up coming.
Her image in my head Spinning.
Wif all these is enuff for me to stress out and break down.
But today i told myself, its time to clear everything out and relax=)
Now i felt much better!
Hope it will be better ba!~

In the night, sometimes i dream of her still,
In the night, i tossed and turned thinkin of you.
But i noe u nv think of me even once...
U left tis broken heart here and left me nth to do,
No instructions of how i shld continue my life.
I endure the pain and tis broken heart on my own.

Tis is smth INTERESTING!

2010-03-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

We had a multiple shots!
We all GL agreed tat We Dun Move and allow Akasha to MOVE only!
As from the picture it was a SUCCESS!~XDD
ITs almost full attendance for tis training, Except tat MEIYIN is in Thailand!!~XDD
Will get a full soon!

Threadless!

2010-03-12T20:15:00.000+08:00

Friday,Im in Love! & The Simple Plan.
My order of my threadless tees are all hereeee!~~ SONNG ARHS!!XD

GL is a new life to me.

2010-03-12T02:05:00.000+08:00

This is my GL Family=)
I lurb them, They lurb ME!~
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I had alot of fun and had alot of plenty much cheers wif themm!!~
Its a new life of mine to begin!=)
i shall treasure and love them wif all i got!~XD

CNY Steamboat session.

2010-02-19T16:40:00.000+08:00

Having a lot of fun wif tis group of frens!
there are still tat wonderful frens=D
Hope u guys enjoy, im happy enuff=)
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As day gone by, the days juz seems lyk its gonna end soon...
As day gone by, the smell of the air is lightening...
Liangzi once told me:
"Why still think about it when she alr expressing feelings for someone else?"
Tat strikes me alot.
i realli shld stop all this nonsense but somehow i juz cant;(
i tried, i failed.
Everytime a event ends, how i wish it wouldnt end so fast=(
cuz when something realli ends, i felt so empty and mood-less.
Friends are my moral and motivation to everything.
Family is my pillar of strength...
But noww...everything seems to be ending so fast, i cant even catch up anymore...

Movies

2010-02-14T15:44:00.000+08:00

2 Days ago, finished watching Hachiko alone,
Ytd finished watching Valentine's day wif jin&joanna.
Both are great show, juz tat Valentine's day reminds me of smth tat shld not be reminded!
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CNY first dayyy - Total received: $87;15 redpackets.
Second session of the day is yet to come=))
Damn tired woke up at 7am today and slept 3am ytd night.
Going to sleep first.
See ya guys ltr=)
Happy Valentine's Day and Chinese New Year!!~

Examms.

2010-02-08T19:15:00.000+08:00

Doing something u dislike/to quit for the person u Loved,
thats the most fulfilling thing in life.
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Exams is tml!
Economics paper tml!~ its gonna kill me lars.
All i can say is, Try hard, Work Hard, Try to Score!~
Get a pass i also happy but higher marks will be more appreciatedXD
hahahaha~
Ytd studied economics at patrick's hse! We shared our pieces of mind=)
Then today went to schl had a game of basketball agn..
Now i gonna go sleep, ltr zai wake up study Econs=)
From now on words, im quitting Mr.C as promised.
and Treasure all the wonderful ppl i had.
Hope we can all strive for marks alright=)))

2010-02-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

Previously the reason was you,
but it no longer is=)

Today lor.

2010-02-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

Today wasnt a veri good day to start wif..
I went to patrick hse to stay over at night...
Morning went to eat at the nearby coffeeshop.
I order Mince Meat Noodle,Extra Chilli Extra Vingear.
Then i got Gastric Pain...
Tat was crazy till i started playin basketball to digest a sum of nonsense in the stomach.
Today had a one hell of a game of basketball,
LOVE IT!
Played wif SPSU seniors.
Played wif SP Seniors.
Played among Patrick,PakSiong,Tenghow and Alvin.
Game after Game!
Last game was the one wif SPSU seniors!
We Won the game fair and square!
But reward for tat.."SUN BURNT".
Slept at 3am,Woke up at 9am.
School till 8.30pm.. i reach home at 9.45pm..
DAMN TIRED i Gonna go sleep now!

Dyed Hair

2010-02-03T20:04:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Zhihui for my hair colour=)
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Today had Safety's Presentation, as my nervous charactistic still there! i need CLEAR IT OFF!
After the presentation i rush dwn to Simei ITE for zhihui's Exam...
Heng i was not late..
I wasnt realli afraid of her skills..cuz i TRUST her okay!~XD
No larss..it doesnt matter lars...Dye only=))
But it turn out damn NICE lars!~
Love the colour=))
But now grace and kaishi will leave me more far away le!XD
hahahahaha
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

Empire state of Mind.

2010-02-02T13:49:00.000+08:00

The feelin of Dying.
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Day gone by lyk a roller coaster...
I all of a sudden felt so sian for no particular reason leh!
My fren asked why i looked so sian all of a sudden,
i had no reason..How cool?
Maybe tis wat they said so called "Tired of Life"
When u been through a sucky,Hell and Roller Coaster Life lyk mine.
U will be able to laugh lyk wat u use to.
but i did laugh lyk theres no tml...
i grew strong, i grew firm and stern.
but somehow theres always someone to push me dwn...
Climbing up on my feet is nv easy..
After Liangzi told me sooo much, advised me lyk no tml...butttt
Sorry Liangzi, im still soooooo freakin thinkin about it..

A Failed Friend.

2010-01-28T13:24:00.000+08:00

I always had been sleeping, i guess i had nv wake up till now.
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I had been makin mistakes from my past life.
Failed to be there as a son and as a friend.
I had been takin my family and friends for granted.
Till now, i had been realizing all the mistake i did to a particular person.
He had been there always to clean up my mess,
and nv realize how difficult it is to clean up a mess,when im alone.
Im sorry.
Sorry for being an ass,
Sorry to take u as granted,
Sorry tat i nv been there when u need,
Sorry tat i always disturb u,
Sorry tat you had to clean my mess eac time,
Sorry to be jealous of you.
You are a wonderful fren.
I had to leave you, cuz u dun deserve such treatments.
And u dun deserve such a fren lyk me who always disappoint you.
Sorry to the person who had been there for my past 5yrs.
...
From now on, i will treasure each of my frens=)
A person who always been there wheneva i need someone,my mentor of my life.
A mei mei tat nv throw me alone,giving me advice and her thought of mind.
A brother who had always been there when i need someone to accompany.
My life is beautiful agn, becuz u guys entered my life.
I should stand up wif my two feet agn! Not failing their effort of pulling me and treasure them lyk how i need to treasure my family.
Pardon me if i go emotional or pissed on unnecessary stuff,
i juz not mature enuff=)

=D

2010-01-26T14:42:00.000+08:00

For my Sister de~!!XD
hahahaha
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Jiayou ppl for the Cargo Handling tml!!
actually im quite lookin forward to the shopping more than the exam=DD
hahahaha~
There will be Patrick,Liangzi,Paksiong,Alvin!!
It will be a Shoppin for MEE~ but not sure whether it is for the rest.
They are there juz to acc me~XD hahaha
But for now! Jiayou for Cargo Handling Yeah ppl!
Choing Choing Choing!

PCF Pioneer.

2010-01-23T21:11:00.000+08:00

Played Ruiyong's DSLR, i promised myself gonna get one after savin!!XD
I love takin pictures actually.
and i took 659mb of photos wif his camera!XD hahaha
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Went to Pioneer to do our CIP, Painting the walls tgt wif the children.
I wasnt a Child person so somehow hard to communicate wif them.
Im actually SHY towards CHILDREN! Damn!
When did i become such a Introvert! i gonna CHANGE!=)
If not how to hype up the Freshies!XD
At the PCF was damn fun fun on the first day, second day only got me,ruiyong and liangzi so abit bored BUTTT its super fun to play wif Ruiyong DSLR!~XD
hahaha i took damn alot of pictures!
All we did was painting,we arent professional but the outcome was still acceptable=)
Did design on my white SP Tshirt~ hahaha~
i dunno wat will happen after washing though=P
Overall i give it a 8/10 activities enjoyment.
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From Now on,i tell myself one thing! I shld put family First to everything!
My mum is suffering from high blood pressure,so i gonna start my exercise routine soon!Juz to keep my mum to relax herself and to get blood circulate up to the brain.Jiayou to Mum and to me TOO!=DD
I love you!

Maturity

2010-01-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

Leaving is always so hard.
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My maturity level isnt high enuff to take a heartbreak i guess.
This time,its a break tat i cant even face anymore.
A Slight expression or misunderstandin drive me nuts, Sleepless nights and mind blowin self given qns.
Everyday, came upon ur page, to see how happy u are, i was relief.at meantime,heartbroken.
I removed. But still cant stop myself from gg(as predicted by sabrina).
It not only broke my heart,it triggered every single thing i done in the past.
I wanna forget everything we done,but wasnt easy.
Every sleepless night juz gone pass,it juz stays.
When i was wif frens,i felt much relieve as i dun think so much.
When i was alone,i tend to think alot.
My heart still veri much heavy but its had been lighten by all my wonderful frens.
Maybe tis time im not tat leon tat can face it so easy after a breakup.
Maybe u can say im not mature.
All i can say is, i realli cant forget all those short memories we had.
I realli juz cant face being frens.
Cuz my heart wont rest,thinkin about it,
Time will tell.

Sherlock Holmes

2010-01-22T13:59:00.000+08:00

"Madam,i need you to remain calm and trust me im a professional.
Beneath this pillow lies the key to my release."
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Sherlock Holmes (Robert Downey Jr.) was great even after i watched it agn online!=D He's acting skills is superb as hes always so cool wif his tone and actions. i loved how he analyze to defeat his opponent.
Tis short scene(above) realli made a impression for me in the movie,loved the expression used of the way he speaks. Totally remarkable.
Hes worth the award of "Best International Actor". Looking forward for Avenger & IronMan2!=)

You.

2010-01-21T21:35:00.001+08:00

To me, you are my WORLD.

匿名的好友

2010-01-21T10:30:00.000+08:00

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
與你無關淚自行吸收
不能握的手卻比親人更親厚
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔最溫柔

當又一次美夢落空回憶裏被愛
那股激動天色好紅
溫柔好濃在胸口浮現你的面容
也許我們當時年紀真的太小
從那懵懵懂懂走進各自天空
那是甚麼讓彼此選擇又不僅是尊重

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
與你無關淚自行吸收
不能握的手卻比親人更親厚
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔最溫柔

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
卻決心和你不再聯絡
不能握的手卻比愛人更長久
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的擁有最永久

Fragile

2010-01-19T14:21:00.000+08:00

*Need Extra Care,Its Fragile*
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Days gone passed,took the first step,
But fall on a banana skin u threw.
HahahaXD
Now i will make all of tis into a joke i can laugh abt.
And laugh it over.
Juz lyk wat i did for a situation be4.
things may be worst,but wat worst is i nv will trust another one.
Now the only one i can trust is the ones tat is currently been there for me.
Especially Sabrina & Spongebob bff!~XD
hahhaha~ They had been there for my up and down!
And of cuz, barn! Providing me wif all those free *ahem*
hahaha!
I had too much wonderful things to care for than to care for smth which even care abt me=)
Ciaossu!~

Teo Heng Wif PolyMates!<3

2010-01-17T00:38:00.000+08:00

Leon,Patrick,Grace,Kaishi & LiangZi~
Funny People,Love you guys! <33
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Things juz passed on days by days,
Brain juz Dead till i had to live on Sleepin Pills!
Insomnia for seriously 2weeks,
The problem juz lyk 2yrs back=)
But im glad i had it,it teaches me how hurtful in was in the past=)
I almost forgot how she looks lyk,u reminded me.
Sang songs i recently fallen into for.
Had GL training tis morning,was a fun and great time although we had alot of awkward silence!=D
But i get to Noe most of them alr=)
And i was wondering who am i gonna be married to?!~XD hahahaha
Please be one of the hotties!=DD
Tml gonna workkk.Lets Work hard!
Priority list:
1)Family
2)Academics
3)Relationship
4)My Bro & Sis.
5)SPSU
6)Work
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For the previous leon, he always put frens/gf on the first of his priority list.
tats no longer the leon anymore=)
Cuz i notice,everytime i worked so hard for smth,its disappoint me.
and i had always Disappoint my family.
For tis time, i start anew=)
I started to say "No" to stuff more frequently nowadays,tats a start=DD
Tata, had a pill. Head is spinning liaoss~XD
Nights Dear Readers.

至少我们拥有了一个难忘的一个月，谢谢。我走了。

Songs of All times.

2010-01-11T01:05:00.000+08:00

Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Were spent by the telephone
It never rang
And all I needed was a voice
That never came
To the corner of First and Amistad

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying was on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you're gone
I'm out here without a shield - can't go back, now

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing, oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
Why we gotta fall for it, now...

I hate the way I love you so
Tonight is the night I let it go
I just can't do it baby,
I just can't do it baby.

I don't need to ever exchange
I don't need to ever replace (
I'm not going any damn place
You should know that I
I need No Other One, I need no other one
I need-oh-oh
I need no other one, I need no other one.

If You Only Knew
I'm hanging by a thread
The web I spin for you
If you only knew
I'd sacrifice my beating
Heart before I lose you
I still hold onto the letters
You returned
I swear I've lived and learned

It's 4:03 and I can't sleep
Without you next to me I
Toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me
Back to life
Breathe your breath in me
The only thing that I still believe
In is you, if you only knew

I Know Sometimes
It's gonna rain.
But baby can we make up
Now cause I can't
Sleep through the pain.
(Can't sleep through the pain)

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it's plain to see
That baby you're beautiful
And it's nothing wrong with you
It's me – I'm a freak
But thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn't even try but I think
You could save my life

You found me - The Fray, Battlefield - Jordin Sparks , Let it Go - Gabriel Antonio , No other one - Taio Cruz , If you only knew - ShineDown , Mad - Neyo ,Whataya Want From Me - Adam Lambert.

Past Tense?

2010-01-05T20:03:00.000+08:00

Heavy Hearted.Rest well.
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I think alot even if you did the slightest thing of all.
i feel alot for every emotions u made.
i cry alot for every memories we shared,
although its short but was wonderful for me.
I cant be myself agn infront of you.
Maybe im juz too afraid to lose you either be it fren or galfren.
I noe you are the one for me=), but maybe im not good enuff to be tat one for you=)
i guess i juz had to be there when u need and disappear when u dun.
I wont wanna be tat irritating person you will be talkin abt to ur frens baXD
i will always be there.
There when u need a shlder,a hug,a kiss or even a earful of whining...
i will be there when u call me.
i guess all i can do is to wait=)
The feelings juz wont fade,and i need to calm myself i guess.
tooo damn nervous when i saw u nowadaysXD haha
even talkin will be difficult.
Givin up had nv been through my mind these weeks.
And about fallin for someone during tis period?
No way,i can nv find the same feelin u given to me=)
Loves.
哈巴.

Deal or No Deal?

2010-01-03T00:27:00.001+08:00

Left.
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I MADE a DEAL wif someone wearing black coat,wif 2dark black wings and a Scythe in my dream!~XD
If i could juz stop thinking,He will spare me=D
Hahahah~ Too bad,he gotta get me! Cuz i cant=P
Feel lyk gg for a bungee jump tat Barn asked me to NOW!
Feel lyk gg for a Bumper Car Game Jen asked me to NOW!
Feel lyk gg for a Paintball Fight Nick asked me to NOW!
Feel lyk gg for a Dive in the Sea WIFOUT a lifejacket Barn Dared me to NOW!
Feel lyk gg for a Air Dive Cousin asked me to NOW!
Feel lyk gg for a Dine at Chomp Chomp Nicole asked me to NOW!
i WANNA do all things i haven i did be4 NOW NOW NOW!!~XD
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Helped up from a pit,
was shot by a gating gun.
Falling right back into the pit,
Alone at the Sahara Dessert.
Awaiting for you. =D

New Year Eve?

2009-12-31T07:47:00.000+08:00

I felt so.
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Went Zirca/Rebel ytd wif J and Elaine.
Was a treat by they two so realli thanks,
But im sorry if i disturbed u guys ytd night cuz i realli no mood=)
Juz recover from a hangover so dint drink anything alcohol,
was dancing in rebel totally SQUEEZED into pancakes.
Then Shuni came along tgt wif 3 other gals..
i was lyk the only guy in the group of 5gals?!
But sorry tat i realli had my time out,
cuz my mind was still outside somewher.
When home at first train,got home juz 10mins ago..which is 7.40am.
Cuz i was realli hungry was gg for mac,
but suddenly juz felt lyk gg for prata juz lyk tat day.
im tired=) Happy New Year to Everyone and to You.
Ciaossu~~~

Hai Pai.

2009-12-30T14:20:00.000+08:00

Juz finished eps9,
Eps10 will be a hit!~XD
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You're the one.

2009-12-30T12:03:00.000+08:00

You are it,I noe it=)

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After thinkin through these few days, i had my fun and my pain.
But One thing i Noe is tat u are it=D
I will be waiting no matter how long it takes.
I will be there no matter how strong the wind is.
I will be listening to all the sorrow and pain.
I am willing to give so much more than i get,
cuz i noe u are tat one who realli will change me.

i love you，
哈巴

The Beautiful Sky

2009-12-28T00:13:00.001+08:00

I love to lie down and look at the beautiful sky nowadays.
At ECP.
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Wats on the surface is not u think it is,its wat u thought it is.
Wats in the heart is not on the surface but deep in a pit.
Wats eyes can see,its not wat it is.
Wats my heart says is not wat my mind wants to.
Wats my mind wants to say,its not allow by my heart.
Wats i See now,its a blank space of white sky wif images of you.
And only you....

=))

2009-12-27T12:38:00.000+08:00

I hate the way i love you so.
-

Fall in love wif the songs, Michael Buble - I Havent Met you yet and Gabriel Antonio - Let It Go.
Both are great songs=)
All Nights fully booked for me.
Some to Barnard,Some to Poly,Some to Party=)
So Sorry ppl who wanna get to me at night ba=P
I nv get to do wat i planned,But i will still do it=)

Merry Christmas

2009-12-26T00:18:00.000+08:00

I walked down orchard road alone,
The xmas decor are all around,Lightings and Sorts.
Everyone is wif a partner,takin pictures.
When i was standin at road side,stonning..
i was even being asked to move aside as they wanna take pictures of the beautiful lightings.
Hav u ever slow down your steps to see how beautiful the world are?
i Hadnt,tats why i admired it so much.
Walkin down the road alone on Christmas,
Experienced for the first time.
I love tis feeling,as its juz the old me.

u don love me no more?

Days Gone By.

2009-12-24T11:44:00.000+08:00

So into the song of 'Michael Buble - I haven't met you yet.'
Lyrics -
I'm not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know someday that it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

I might have to wait.
I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing,
And the other half's luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your love is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.

But somehow I know that it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all's fair.
And in love and war.
But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and,
We'll be united.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.

And someday I know it'll all turn out.
And I'll work to work it out.
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get,
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

You know it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet.
Ohh, promise you, kid, to give so much than I get.

(I said love, love, love, love...)
I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet.

i know i have met you now=)

Helpless.

2009-12-21T09:59:00.000+08:00

I want to go tat long way to reach your heart!
-

Ytd its lyk damn stress,
A party meeting tat cannot match up everyone's timing,
and the party is today 5pm..we haven realli prepare everything.
And felt soo heavy Hearted when i felt something's wrong,and u cant do anything.
Felt so Useless and Helpless=(
And i saw smone or smth tat is not realli a good time to appear,
One whole chump of hot boiling blood rushed to my head,
All Memories,All Pain and Sorrow juz appeared in my eyes.
I wish i could juz die at tat moment,but i cant.
I hate Life sometimes,But tis is it.

im useless as usual.

Enjoy!~

2009-12-20T11:02:00.000+08:00

Tis picture is WTF lars!
Found it and Share it wif everyone here!XD
-

i had my most enjoyable days in 2009 in e the past few days.
its memoriable,fun and most of all lovable!!
Thanks to my frens and e one.
Had the Amazing Race of SMAC at sentosa,Was Funnn~
Had a one hell of a night at StJames,Wif Baobeis,J & Eve,Was Crazy!!
Had a wonderful One month experience,Totally Lovable.
I live wif No necessary regrets Now,
i juz wanna concentrate on everything i doing now...
and forget abt the political stuff i hav to care abt.
i wish the time would juz stop for everyone to catch up,
but its impossible~
Great days,Great Fun,Great people.
i Love YOU guys who make my life seems so meaningful!~

Merry Xmas and a Happy 1st monthXD

Last Day of Exams,First Day of Joy!

2009-12-11T16:01:00.000+08:00

Finally the Exams are all over!! Woohoooo~
Today's last paper was: Shipping Practice,Finished without a sweat.
Today started to enjoy,ltr gg for a drink wif Ben,Ranjit,Thiyagu and else which i dunnoXD
hahaha...Bei Bi's is Emo today but i cant do anything to help,
But one thing i noe is tat giv her time and space of her own for now=)
Enjoy ya day out,you'll be alright..
Tml will be workin 2pm..BORING~~
But had to "REN",the most boring thing is yet to be said.
My pay was suppose to be received on 30th of NOV,but was being delayed to the nxt pay which is 31st of DEC.END of TIS MONTH!!!
How am i gonna live?!!
Anni,Daily Exp,AD,AD's Ticket n Brooch & AD's Shining Tie/Bow!!~
FAN ARHSS~
I Go sleep le larss...ltr then fan lars~XD

I Noe u need time,
i will give you all u need.
Cuz i noe,
you are the one i love!

One more to Go..

2009-12-10T17:17:00.000+08:00

As i did lots of Screenshot for all the Cute & Funny pictures.
Today had 2papers: Statistic and Safety environment.
I Noe how to do both and i wish it will pass ba.
Missing Bei Bi sia. Its fate to let us meet be4 my exam!XD
Muz be sleepin now tat zhu!~XD
One more paper to go and im free from all the things and can Be wif Bei Bi!~
Rockk onnn~ Lookin forward to spend time wif you=)
LURBBS~!

Every time i sleep i think of you,
Every time i close my eyes i sees you.
Every time i dream of you,
All i See is you.

海派甜心

2009-12-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

I finish watchin 6episodes of "Hi my sweetheart".
Realli Funny plus touching show...
i did cried cuz i saw the image of her inside of tis show...
Fallen for the show! Love The hair of Show's,Damn Epic!!XD hahaha
Love Rainie for being sooo cute too!=D
Its a Muz Watch Drama of the year,i recommend it!
I learn how to dance the Pink Panther Dance sioll~XD hahaha!!
I also saw the image of the current her,
So caring and thoughtful but nv show...
i juz love the way you treat me=)
i shld stop thinkin and treat u the same=)

i love you,baby.

8th of Dec

2009-12-08T13:05:00.000+08:00

Today juz had a economic MST.CUI-ed liaos.

Wat i realli memorize all at MCQ, ji tao Sianed.
Plus the mood is not into Exam mood yet.
Had a nightmare ytd night,
and realli a nightmare...i woke up at 5am while i slept at 12.30am.
realli brought me up awake and dun dare to close my eyes agn.
but economics tis morning so i had to.
Nothing else much.
....

a dream tat u could never dare to rmb or speak of,
tats how scary it is.
but i got no one to share to cuz its forbbiden.

A trip back.

2009-12-06T11:25:00.000+08:00

The Taupok we had for william's birthday on 2007 at PRCS Chalet=)

Tatming's Magic trick.XD

R.I.P

2009-10-17T16:17:00.001+08:00

Had alr Fly away from blogger=)

Learnt

2009-10-12T22:54:00.000+08:00

I had learn lots of things during tis long holidays=)
I had became stronger Physically and Mentally=)
I had Move on wif the support of my Clique.=)
I had learn to treasure=)
I LOVE WHO LOVES ME!=D

Q.I.P

2009-10-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

Continuation of Day3:
DAMN i took 3 today!=33
I was intending to quit but i met up cyrus today!
So i took it today..
the Counting Gets back to Zero agn.
But it will be better then nxt day! Hope so=)

Q.I.P

2009-10-10T01:54:00.000+08:00

Day3:
Its still Okay.Juz Cravings!
But still can TAHAN!!
Cuz im occupied wif all sorts of stuff.
Now,The main thing was to finish all unfinish business.
i had to! i muz and i WILL!
Gonna Continue to Day4=)

Q.I.P

2009-10-09T12:20:00.000+08:00

Day One of Not Puffing:
Still feeling Great..No Additional Sickness yet..Juz Craving for it.
Still a great day...Moving on to the second day...i wonder how its lykk.
I think i getting a sore throat soon.
But Overall its still a Good tryy=)
But Theres one thing i Noe...i Stopped Not becuz of Someone else,But for myself=)

Past Dayys

2009-10-07T15:23:00.000+08:00

Everything happpened very fast and sucky.
Most of thing were sucky but still there still things tat will still cheer me up=)
Loves the People.Love my Family.Love my Friends.
Fk to the Sucker.Fk to the Fuckers.Fk to the Irritaters.
I felt guilt in lots of things.
Sorry to Mum=(
i disappoint u too much,im sorry but i juz cant seems to say it out.
When i worked while studying period,i will pay you back i promise.
Juz Hope u could see tis.
Ytd i cant seems to sleep becuz of it agn.
Hope i can juz get over lyk its some normal thing tat happened be4,
but its something tat is not cuz it had alr touched on the heart.
There is a chance for me to regain my heart but its a gamble.
But i think i shldnt cuz im alr sick and damaged frm it le=(
Hope everything will past soon but i will amend it if i had to.
I will bare all consequences.

Phobia 2

2009-09-29T07:39:00.000+08:00

Phobia 2
i giv it a 2/5stars.
Althought it had one more story than be4.
it SUCKED!
Story wasnt scary enuff...Phobia was a Hit and its SCARY!
Phobia 2? CMI!~

-
Ytd went to iluma together wif Zhihui and her 2 Frens=)
veri Friendly frens=)
We went for Ajisen for Lunch...
i ordered a Volcano Ramen,indeed is VOLCANIC~XD
its Hottt(Spicy Hot).
Then went for Movie Movie Movie~
Damn Funny Movie esp the Last storyyy.Overall the show wasnt reaching the expectation=D
After Movie is GAMING timmmee~
Went over to Colosseum for L4D Session..Its was a Fun game=)
Love it!
Then its all came to an end.
Then ard 2am went over cyrus hse area to slack and eat supper.
TILL NOW I HAVEN SLEEP~XD
hahahha..Gonna soon=)
GoodBye Readers=)

Fave Songs

2009-09-28T23:54:00.000+08:00

Colbie Caillat - Fallin' for you.

Black Eyed Peas - Meet me Halfway.

Sean Paul - Press it up.

feelings.

2009-09-27T02:00:00.000+08:00

I felt alone.
I felt soo sick.
I please everyone in my life.
I had tis feeling be4,tis is worst.
I felt everything is tearing down.
Im hurt.
My mind is packed and spinning wif stuff.
i think i gonna breakdown soon.
i hate tis=((

Tokio Hotel - Automatic

2009-09-23T00:16:00.000+08:00

Automatic
Automatic
You're automatic,
and your hearts like an engine.
I die with every beat
You're automatic,
and your voice is electric.
Why do I still believe?

It's automatic
Everywhere in your letter
A lie that makes me bleed
It's automatic
When you say things get better
But they never...

There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
Why do I keep loving you?

It's automatic,
counting cars on a crossroad
They come and go like you
It's automatic,
Watching faces I don't know
Erase the face of you

It's automatic
Systematic
So traumatic
You're automatic

There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
Why do I keep loving you?

Automatic
Automatic
Automatic
Automatic

Each step you make
Each breath you take
Your heart. Your soul.
Remote-controlled
This life is so sick
You're automatic to me...

Love in you
Love in you
There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.

There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
Why do I keep loving you?

Automatic
There's no real..
Automatic
Love in you...
Automatic
Why do I...
Automatic
Keep loving you?
Automatic...

CLosed.

2009-09-18T13:53:00.000+08:00

Wont be bloggin for awhile though internet is backk.
i needa keep myself contaminated=D

Boring days

2009-09-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

WAHHH NABEIII~
Internet downed for week.
Daily Routine realli broken down sia~
Boring.
But at least i still had some lovely frens to keep me acc=)
School reopens gonna concentrate on studies...
No more thinkin of others.
i will wait.
Only the Patient ones God will reward.=)
God Bless~

Monster Vs Aliens.

2009-09-10T16:23:00.000+08:00

Finished Monsters Vs Aliens!
i rated it a 3/5stars.
Not bad at all Loveit=)

My Fave Character in the Movie!
Its SOOO Cutee!XD hahaha
--

It teaches u,Be who u are! Not be something else for someone else.
HahahaXD i did tat be4! Being someone else who tat gal lyk me to be,
and forgets whos myself anymore.
Ended up in DrainsXD haha but its okay!
I Learnt to be myself=)

Another Day Had Passed.

2009-09-10T01:09:00.000+08:00

Smile is juz a expression to keep it.
Laughters are juz voices to hide it.
Actions are juz Movements of the Mindless.
Puffing are juz Mist of Damages.

---

Today Shang,Will and Angella went over my hse for a Mahjong Session.
Shang and me Were the Pros,Will and Angella was the Newbies~
We taught Angella how to play~
My teachings were great i guess.
She could fully understand wat i meant! Im Good~
...
Today wasnt realli right...
After Mahjong session,Went to the Popular Hokkien Mee.
After havin it,Body was realli feeling too good.
Things juz arent right today~
When i was walkin down the stairs,my legs were wobbling~
Feelings lyk i never had be4.
Its as if it was jelly...tats was after a few sticks.
And the whole body was lyk weakkk.
Thiyagu asked me to Go for the Nike Human Race.
I was not a long distance runner...Recently i juz realise tat when walkin frm my hse to macdonalds...IM out of breath!! Tats Serious!!
i nv had tis feeling be4,as im a fast walker,i nv felt such hard breath be4.
i guess its time!~
Now i had to run abt 22km =.=lll tats suicide.
My heart had alr decided to live on a Happy life cuz i Noe Shinigami alr had his eyes on me,
and im Ready=)

I gonna look for her soon.

District 9

2009-09-08T03:08:00.000+08:00

Juz Finished watchin Distict 9.
I will giv it a 5/5star.
A Muz Watch!=)
--

I was actually being touched by the show.
it show u how true friendship fly so far for you.
The actions were great and fantastic!
Its as if u were in the movie itself...Even an Alien and a Human Turned to each other for help.
A Frenship was bornt.
And the Frendship did nt juz failed..It came along wif tears and hardship to let it go.
Tat Alien was a Father of a Alien Boy...The Human was a Devoted Guy to his wife.
Two different Species of Being,Workin together to work it out=)
I can feel the feeling,i can sense the hardship...
Tat Human fren stood up for it,letting him go into atmosphere wif his son wif his own sacrifices.
Somehow tis is wat i felt true frens are lyk=)

FO outing~

2009-09-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

Guru,Tommy,Dave,Me,Tze Huan,Wilfred!

Izzaty,Rosanne,Jing Ting,J and Shakilah~
(Not in Picture:Aishah,Zul and Sarah as they came later)
--

Ts was a Fun dayy=)
We had games after games..Cards/Boards!!
Tze Huan Bag is lyk a Settler's Cafe!!XD hahaha
He brought 4games,We tried 2!
And my Fave was Pictureka! i last played was at Settler's Cafe a Holland wif SGC members!XD
I Loved tat Game!!
The first was Great too! its a Game of cards scattered ard~ then if 3similar cards are opened,
People had to snatch it to gain it..if two person was to battling for a card..
the person had to say " Ugly Ugly Ugly!"
hahaha the joke was by Wilfred saying:" If it was me and guru battling the card,its a normal reaction to shout UGLY UGLY UGLY at Guru!!XD" *OWNED*
Hahahahha!!!
Then continued on and on=)
I was Forfeited as i lost in the Pictureka~XD
Me,Shark,Aishah,Dave and Tze Huan was made to sing the watermelon song on the water!
I was wearing skinny,OMFG!
I rolled up and get WET!XDhahaha~
Then after singing,Its was Not good enough..
we were made to run ard the pool on vivo rooftop and SHOUTS " SPSU ROCKS~!!"
hahahahaha! its was embarrassing lars! But its for the Sake of FUN!=)
Love them~ hahaha
Waiting for Jing Ting to Upload Videos ba=)
Then Played a Truth Game.=)
I feels good to share the past me,cuz i Noe tats not me anymore=)
i changed,i learnt and i Noe how to think straight=)
No More Hell Works and Jobs anymore=)
Loves People out there who cares!
I will Move forward Not only juz for me and also my
Lovely frens,Family and Love Ones.
Love You all!=)

Up

2009-09-06T21:12:00.000+08:00

Juz Finished Watching Up! By Disney Pixar.
I giv it 4.5/5stars..
Maybe is my Favouritism~ But Tat Boy is Cute and The story lines was
Adventurous,Touching and Meaningful=)
--

Morning went over to Plaza Sing to Find Debbb,She went on some shoppin first..
Goin plaza sing was to change my phonnnee~
i changed into some random 0bucks phone...W508~
Not realli those fantasy kind but its still a veri okay one i guess~XD
After tat Pat came over and we had MOSSS Burger..
After Moss Pat had to go back work..BORING~
then Me and Deb went on Snacking~
Had TakoYaki~~ My Fave Octopusssy~XDDhahahaha *Sounds Wrong*
Then Mars BallsXD!!
Love the Snackks.Afterwards Got back home!!
MOST BORING WAS TAT I DROPPING MY PACK on BUS 65!! HELL YEAHH!!
DROPPED!!
CBB,CCB,PCB,NB,KNN,KNNB,KNLP,KNKC,KP,KB~!!!!!XDDD
ahahaha
ARGGGHHH!! _l_

5Sept

2009-09-06T01:13:00.000+08:00

Todayyy Its another dayyyy~
Another Freakin day tat makes me Go Thinking Thinking Thinking agn.
BORING~
Went over to Bugis wif alif to find his watch.
And he finally did found the watch=)
Somehow i getting more heavy and heavier le.~
Ermmm..My broo asked me to go St James.
Tonight was ButterCookies,Dint went cuz abit tiredXD.
Tue night,A count dwn to 09/09/09~
Cool Dayyy=D
Tml Needa go dwn M1 to Get a Contract Phone maybe=)
But No one is acc-ing me=33
i guess i Go alone ba=)
Monday goin dwn schl for AD meeting then to VIVO!!~
FO OUTING~!!! Coollll I Love SPSU~!XD
Loves to readers,Ciaossu~
Nights.

Fave Song Now.

2009-09-05T12:44:00.000+08:00

Owl City - FireFlies.

ShineDown - SecondChance.

My Current Favourite Songs.Love the tune,Love the Music=)

Todayy~

2009-09-05T01:58:00.000+08:00

Tis Mutabak,Cost my 6bucks.
FULL me lyk a Cow!
--

Tis is Nice! Its at a Prata shop at Tembling!=D
Try it,4/5stars.
Joke of the day:
*The Waiter at Prata Shop Brought 2extra plates and Utensils*
Leon: Wahhh,He think i cannot finish it arhs? Look down on me arhs?!
Alif: Oi dun say so loud lar, he lookin siaa!!XD
*Laugh Laugh Laugh*
William: I take one arhs?
Leon: Wahhh Take more lar..NB i realli cant finish sia!
William:Wahhh Look down on me sia...
Leon: Wahh i finish u dun cry arhs!!!XDD
*Stuffing foood!*
Realli cant finish it sia! hahahahaXD.
IM BLOATEDD!!!
But out of 10pieces,i ate 7!
before im out,i ate dinner at home sia..if not sure can de!XD
hahahaXD...
---
Finally found wher i shld belong=)
Around DOGS!XD
Love them Sooooo cuteee!!..
Pearlyn's Terrier,Called Berlyn,a Female, is SOOO cuteee!XD hahaha
Love dog more and more each day=)
And i Love to be around SPSU frens!
Cuz they are totally Hell fren who makes my day=)
LOVES!

Meaningless.

2009-09-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

Lifes Seems so Meaningless now.
--

Haix,Its tired everyday.
Going out,Projects and Job Hunts.
My life seems meaningless.
No Goals,No Achievements and Nothing to look forward=)
I never wanna let my frens down,a mask is needed.
But i hate to hide it but i had to=)
Tis is how i can grew stronger.
I learnt alot...
Things arent wat they look like on the cover.
Tats wat i hate.
I love to show wats behind the cover,tats who im.
But sometimes Hiding it is better=)
Things moved and changed,
Fast.
Tat i cant catch up anymore..
Life,Wats the meaning of it?
Juz Drinking? Puffing? Clubbing?
Friends? Fake Friends? True Friends?
I See,I learnt,I Grew.
But its hurt to see friends tat doesnt grow...
Stayin at tat mindset of a 15yr old.
All i can do now,is to let things grow by itself.
I believe myself tat i had did nth wrong,
Tats a prove to myself.
Say All you wan,Cuz i noe i did the right thing.
Nothing realli bothers me now...
Juz tat tis feeling is draggin me dwnwards.

God Bless.

Sept 2,

2009-09-02T19:44:00.000+08:00

Today went over to Junction8 to catch a movie.
There was Alvin,Kelvin,Grace,Pearlyn,Debbie and Patrick.
But Alvin dint join us for movie as he wanna SLEEP..KAU ehh~XD
Kaishi was workin at the pepper lunch too~
Got DISCOUNT siooll~XD hahaha
I still in a job hunt but abit lazy to find lehXD
Wish cotton on will callXD
i will giv it a 2/5stars for Proposal.
As im not into such kind of Love story shows EXCEPT for Sky of Love.
I giv it a 2stars becuz of the Humor and StoryLines=)
Overall the day was fine.
Still Sore..
Will Stop but Not tis period,Tis period juz isnt the perfect time.

Sept 1 Outing

2009-09-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

A Candid Shot by Debbbieee~

Me and Alif!!
So Long since a picture wif Ya~
--

Ytd went Movie wif J,Maz,Neyo,Eve,Zack and Ash~
Watched Last hse from the left...ITS SUCCKKK TO THE CORE.
ITS NOT A HORROR SHOW!!!
i had been fooled by the titleXD
Then after Movie,Went over to find Liangzi and Grace.
Went walk ard to job hunt and for FOOOD!XDD
ahahhaha..Had a hot plate chili dory fish! Damn nice~ Worth!!XD
After walking,Went over to Airport to slack wif Angella,Raishun,LinDuoMao and LamMeiMao.
hahahhaahaXD
Was a Fun trippp~XD but juz tired.
Then Shangyi said he doesnt wanna go home so early..so he ask tatming if we could go over his hse to slack.
Then its a ON one~
Thennn go over to Slack AWHILE.
i was damn tired but i dunno why i stayed up till 7ammmm SIAA
Tatming Sleep first HORR!
Im not the first,and i dint sleep till i reached homeXD.
TIRED.
Gonna go sleep soonXD hahahaha~
Nights ppl.

May God Bless people who cares=)

A Life Quotation

2009-08-30T20:03:00.000+08:00

"If You Loved Something, Let it Go.
If it comes back to you its yours,
If it Doesn't,its never was." by Adams Deviant.
--
I saw tis Quotation and i suddenly felt relive and a sense of calmness.
I guess i shld had letted u Go...instead of makin u suffer lyk tat.
Finally i convinced myself,my heart to let it go.
Hope u could be more happy then ever,
Smile always=)

a Day.

2009-08-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

Before i realli did think of ****** *******,
I think of my brothers,
Alif,Will,Shang,Barn,J.U.X,Baun,Pat...
my sisters,
Teri,Angel,Zi,Deb,Maz,Pauli,Prist..
The People who had been there for me.
I will work hard yeahh!!=)
I realli appreciate ur help.
...
Special Thanks to Alif --
U are always there when im down~
Thanks bro..Drive me to places where i wish i will be at when im dwn.
Thanks alot,Owe u too much to even countXD
...
Special Thanks to LiangZi --
Even when u are tired, you still came over to talk to me.
Thanks sis..Chat wif me,Share advices and Points.
Thanks for ur listening ear=)
...
I gonna Concentrate on workin now.
Earn alot,So i can take license and i can drive my friends/gal out.
Juz Now went to PUNGGOL Beach,
Yeahh~ Punggol Beach,a place where sea breezes blow onto ur faces.
A veri Cool feeling,it realli relaxes me.
but i need a person to talk to.
So i found tat one person=)
...
Tml Working. 8am muz be at Woodlands!
Adilos ppl.
I promise tat i wont do a silly thing,
cuz tis Body is a creation of God,
Wateva tis Body is goin through is wat God wish i shld go through,
So i shld go through tis wif all my friends=)
..
Without u guys,i might be dead by nowXD
Nights ppl.

Serious Headache

2009-08-28T13:57:00.001+08:00

Head Damn painnn tis Morning...
even panadol is useless.
But after drinkin a cup of ginger tea is much better.
I think i was knocked out ytd night.
Barn asked me to go dwn, he came to fetch me.
So i went.
They had a Just opened Chivas 18 and Remy Martin.
And there was lyk only 4 of us-- Me,Barn,His Wife and J.U.X .
I think i was the only one drinkin.
Wat Happened Next i dunn0.
The Next thing i noe i reached home lyin on my bed le.
Arggghhh i shld be sleepin still but needa wake up early as AD meetin online is at 1pm juz now.
Juz finished.
Barnerd Send me home last night if im Not wrong,
i vomitted on ur car heard frm J.U.X ,Sorryy~
Being scolded by parents for drinking tooo muchhh.=(

Heart still hurts.

Knock You Down

2009-08-28T13:41:00.000+08:00

Heh.. not again..
Ohh.. this ain't supposed to happen to me..

[Kanye West]
Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton-ed up or Reebok-in'
You see the hate, that they servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have - desert or disaster?

[Keri Hilson]
I never thought I'd.. be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
And you came in.. and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm in a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd.. fall for you as hard as I did
(as hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' about our life a house and kids (yeah)
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down.. knocked me down

[Chorus]
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)

[Ne-Yo]
I never thought
I'd hear myself say (ooh)
Ya'll gon head
I think I'm gonna kick it with my girl today (kick it with my girl today)
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high (flyin' high)
Till I met this pretty little miss, that shot me out the sky (ohhh shot me out the sky)

(hey) So now l'm crash it, I don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could go back, make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss independent (to the fullest),the load no never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet, that ended that life,
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
(Girl sometimes love)

[Keri Hilson]

[Chorus]
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)

[Kanye West]
Tell me now can you make it past your caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams to
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'
We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick.. hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we cannot let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
I could of got his ass, someone that's only average
For advice
O.M.G, you listen to that, bitch?
Whoa it's me
Baby this is tragic
Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, Ima ask him

[Keri Hilson]
So I gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
Oh will you bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoaa, whoaaa
I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoaa, whoaaa
And if it hits better make it worth the fall

(When it comes around)

[Chorus]
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(when love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens, you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
See when love comes and knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
See when love comes and knocks you down...yea..
Knock You Down (Keri Hilson)

Sky of Love.

2009-08-27T23:52:00.000+08:00

Tis is still a great show after i had watched 4-5times.
Watched it today agn.
It nv fails to make me cry.
Its a Nice Show tat i will love to watch it agn and agn and agn

Summary:
Based on a cell-phone novel that moved 11 million people to tears, "Sky of Love" is a story about a regular girl's three stormy years in high school. While her friends are absorbed about their boyfriends, Mika is clueless about falling in love. She begins receiving phone calls from a boy she doesn't know and is gradually drawn to him. She finally meets him but their happy days soon pass as trouble is brewing on the horizon.

White Horse.

2009-08-27T13:17:00.000+08:00

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't wanna be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm sooo sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now

Bored But Why?

2009-08-27T12:41:00.000+08:00

Barnerd asked to go dwn "All about Eve",
But i rejected agn.
SIANED.
BORING BORING BORING.
Juz Lost FB Mahjong frm 3k to 0bucks.
Now i had nth to do.
Cant msg,
Cant See.
Waiting for my bro to come find me.
i Wish everything Gonna be alright.

Why?.

2009-08-27T01:59:00.000+08:00

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Why?._________Why?.____Why?._____Why?.________Why?.___________________Why?.
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_____________________________________________________________________Why?.

KiKi Told me Something,I realli fell to my knees and beg god tat the conclusion will nt be tat.
Somehow i feel its gonna be lyk tat.
But tats the Last thing i wan it to happen;(
Masaru,The jap name for me Means Victory when i did the quiz in FB.
Somehow tis name doesnt suits me=D
Makeinu Suits me more=)

A Cold Night.

2009-08-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

You Painted my Dark Sky Wif Stars.

Today Went to some Jurong Freight Storage Houses.
9.45am had to reach schl,but i reached at 10am.
After tat was a small class outing, and its Ian Birthday.
As i doesnt realli feel lyk watchin a movie,
i passed on tat and went to orchard ion wif syarif,
As he wanna change some clothes sizes=)
after tat we went over lucky plaza to hav a game of pool=)
Startin we played if Lost, Tat guy gonna treat the dinner!
Its was a 3-2 i LOST!
Syarif was GOOD at Pool!!!XDD
Seriously!!XDD
But he had to join his fren for dinner,
So a Lost is a Lost,The pool game i pay=)
Went back home alone after tat,
Took a Nap.
Woke up at 9pm.
Realise tat Tonight was Cold.
Wear a Extra Layer Olright,Dun catch a cold lyk i did.
Now im unable to Sleep.

a wish.

2009-08-26T08:25:00.000+08:00

IAN SANTURI!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEAHH!!
UR DREAMS WILL DEFINITELY COME TRUE,
UR MODULES SURE PASS DE LARS!!!XDD
ROCK ON~!!!

Today~

2009-08-25T16:13:00.000+08:00

Its a Brand New Day today.
Boring Boring Boring.
Took my Stuff over at petir,its was a lyk 1h 15mins over there.
Totally Crazyyy~
Oh Ya Lets talk abt ytd,
Went To iluma wif Eve,Brenda,Jalyn,Kelvin and ALVIN!
Yup!! u Dint See or Hear wrong,ITS ALVIN!!!XDD
hahahahaha.
Went went to iluma to watch Where Got Ghost.
For me its not realli Good Show,Its juz Mere Funny.
But i Love it cuz...
Be4 tat we ate at Yoshinoya,
its was Said by Jalyn as KINOKUNIYA!!!
Then i was lyk "Huh?!! We Goin to eat Books?!!"
HahahaXD. Joke of the Day~
Soon After Brenda and Alvin LEFT.
Then Kelvin also left.
Left Me,Eve and J, Went to eat Wanton Mee at opposite Bugis.
I Go over Eve and J 's Area to help them buy ****.
Then When Home by LRT-MRT-BUS-WALK.=)
And u guys Noe im a DIRECTION IDIOT right?
i took the LRT ONEEEE BIGGG round then reach Choa Chu Kang.
Then Went to take MRT to Jurong East,DROPPED off at the Wrong Platform =.=
hahahahahaXD Reached Home ard 11pm/12am i forgot le=P
Continue back to TODAY,
Collect my Levis Super Skinny Jeans
(Indeed is Super sia,SIZE30 alr still so tight =.=),
My Purple Studdy Belt and a Flamboyant Oversize ShirtXD.
So happy abt the Jeans and Belt but the Shirt is nt realli Happy abt.
But Overall i LOVE it~XD
Then Went home Straight after tat...
Reached home ard 3.45pm Was Surfing Net,Facebooking,Blogging and Mahjonging.BORED=((
Bernard Called to Ask me Go drink tonight,Shld i? or Shld i Not?
But i rejected cuz i dun feel lyk GoingXD
And they Send me a =.= Face XD hahhaha
Im a Happy Man now,
May all the Pain and Sorrow Wash dwn the drain.
Not Forgetting but learn frm it=)
Thanks Readers I Gonna Get back To u Guys agn Yeah?=)
Rock on~~~

I know they want to come and seperate us but they can't do us nothing
Your the one I want and I'm a continue loving
Cause your considered wifey and I'm considered husband
And I'm a always be there for you
And either way you look at it I ain't going no wear for my muffin
Cause she gonna hold it down, can't no body tell her nothing
You got the kind of love that always make a fussing
And that's what gets me closer to you
And no one knows
What I'm into you
Cause you'll never know what it's like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through

That's why we'll break through
And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna Be With You
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

Seems like every day that go by things are getting harder
Want to be the one that give you the hole at your?
Cause I know what my baby like, a Lennard Daploda
You ain't got to match with the the shoes
All about knowing you I'm into doing things to keep her longer
Sticking with ya and forever, watch you grow up stronger
That's the way it has to be, everything problem
Keeping it always true
And no one knows

What I'm into you
Cause you'll never know what it's like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That's why we'll break through
And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And ain't no one that I compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away form me no matter what
And that's why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know
And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
And I don't care what they
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
And I don't care what they
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

You Belong With Me.

2009-08-25T01:41:00.000+08:00

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

My life is Filled wif Happiness.

2009-08-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

After So much of Hardship,
It finally came to a ending.
Exams HAD END!!
ITS HOLIDAY!!
AND MY HOLIDAY WILL BE A VERI VERI VERI HAPPY AND ENJOYABLE ONE=)
I LOVEE IT!
I LOVEE TOOTTTTTT!

Songs.

2009-08-19T11:50:00.000+08:00

I walk this lonely road,
On the Boulevard of broken dreams.
Where the city sleeps,
And I`m the only one and I walk alone.
If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other and we'll never find another.
Where are you and I'm so sorry,
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight,
I need somebody and always.
There's this place that I go,Where nobody knows,
Where the rivers flow,And I call it home.
And there's no more lies,And the darkness is light,
And nobody cries,There's only butterflies.
Never knew I could feel like this,
Like I've never seen the sky before.
Want to vanish inside your kiss,
Everyday I love you more and more.
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings,
Telling me to give you everything.
I'm never gonna dance again,
These guilty feet have got no rhythm.
Though its easy to pretend,
I know you're not a fool.
I should have known better than to cheat a friend,
And waste the chance that I'd been given.
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you.
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever coming around,
My faith in you is fading.
Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine.
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment
makes me want to come back home.
You have stolen my heart,
Our dreams assured and we all
will sleep well.
---------------------------------------

Green Day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
Colbie Caillat - Realize
Blink 182 - I Miss You
Natasha Bedingfield - Pocketful of Sunshine
Nicole Kidman & Ewan Mcgregor - Come What May
Seether - Careless Whisper
Taylor Swift - White Horse
Taylor Swift - Love Story
Secondhand Serenade - Your call
Dashboard Confessional - Stolen

.

2009-08-18T22:11:00.001+08:00

I Can do Nth now.
Its Not easy,
Do u Noe?
Im Tired.
U say a thing,
U did another.
I dunno wat to believe in,
I lost mine way.
Who shall lead me?
U dun understand,
U think u Did,
I thought u did.
Wat ever im thinkin
u will nv noe,
Cuz im alr a person who
broke tat promise.
It realli hurts,
but im tired.
i doesnt had the will
to go through it over and
over and over agn.
im sorry,
cuz i cant go on anymore.

Let It Out by Miho Fukuhara

2009-08-14T11:53:00.000+08:00

Japan Version:

Let it all out, Let it all out
Tsuyogaranakute iinda ne
Dareka ga kaitetta
Kabe no rakugaki no hana ga yureru

Jibun rashisanante, daremo wakaranai yo
Nagai nagai michi no tochuu de nakushitari, hirottari
Kyuu ni sabishiku natte, naichau hi mo aru kedo

Namida mo itami mo hoshi ni kaeyou
Ashita wo terasu akari wo tomosou
Chiisana te kazashite futari de tsukurou
Hoshikuzu wo tsuyoku hikaru eien wo

Sayonara itsuka wa kuru kamoshirenai
Kisetsu wa soredemo meguru megutteku
Chiisaku mayottemo aruiteku kimi to aruiteku
Sore dake wa kawaranaide iyou ne

ENGLISH TRANSLATION:

Let it all out, Let it all out
I don’t have to act tough, right?
The scribbling someone made..
On the wall, of a flower is swaying

No one knows their true selves
Even though we both lose and gain
By embarking on this long, long path
And though there may be days loneliness strikes
and makes us weep..

Let’s transform our tears and pains to stars
Let’s light a candle to illuminate our tomorrow
And we’ll hold our small hands over the fire to create stardust
An eternity that shines so brilliantly

Farewells may be unavoidable
Yet the seasons continue to change obliviously
Even if I lose myself, I’ll continue to walk
Walk by your side
That’s the one thing I’d like to never change.

Missing.

2009-08-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

Where is my Sleeping Beauty?
Is it juz Nearby or still soo far from near?
-

Finally tis week come to an end.
Juz nw went to meetin at 6pm,damn funn!!
Its suppose to be a formal meeting,but it turned out to be a fun one=PP
Xinyi was posted to Publication,im under Business lyk Appreciation Dinner.
Today's Meeting is for Freshmen Orientation!!
Then i was assign to search for Quotation of 5000 freshies for Box file and RulersXD
My I/C was Zulhelmi! My Fowa camp chief!=))
Our theme was Old School,So on the Freshmen Orientation itself!!
Its RETRO time!!XDD hahha
meaning...Big Specs,Tight Jeans and Nerdy Shirts!!XD hahaha
Tat will be Awesome and FUN!XD

It Hurts,
But i cant say a word.
Cuz im willing to bare it myself
for my foolish feelings to fall so deep.

Storm's Approaching.

2009-08-12T20:21:00.001+08:00

Hav u ever wander how round the earth is?
Its so round tat i didnt even notice u hav passed by me,
Slip through my fingers.

Finally Ideas had come to an end,i guess the presentation was a success but i was STILL tat old ZhongXi my Clique rmbs, tat nervous little boy=3
I was damn nervous,unless debbie,eve and KiKi nv notice.
Business IT also came almost to the end,only left nxt tue's presentation=)
The FACC project,hard copy had handed up,Preparing Soft Copy=)
Im happy tat NONE of my frens are Hypocrite,BackStabber or even Idiots,
So im HAPPY wif my Life now=)

I love the rain,
cuz it will cover away
my tears from anyone.

Wats Gone? The Past!

2009-08-12T01:36:00.001+08:00

I'm Lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday.
--

Recently are Projects Mania.
Everywhere and place u see ppl choinging projects.
and on my hand theres 2 unfinished,but i finishe poa le=)
Ltr is the deadline of Businss IT,FACC project and also Ideas.
i hate ideas as i had to present it and i hate most is to present.
i hav stage fright rmb?!!XDD
Now chattin on my webcam wif a special someone=)
Tired of schl somehow,
EST is coming soon,dun feel lyk studying but hav to.
Finish it and enjoy the nxt 8weeks holiday wif anyone i lyk=)
hahahaXD.

I found i fallen so deep
tat i cant climb back up.
i love you.

Emotional

2009-08-10T11:50:00.000+08:00

When ppl say they are emo,
do they even noe the meaning of it?

Juz came back frm a place of pain.
Liane's Mum msged me ytd,asked me to visit Liane as today she was free.
She always asked me to to and i appreciated it.
Everything happen at the wrong time and the wrong place.
Sorry to ppl who i had shown my Emotion to.
i Deeply hav to say sorry.
Being Emotional for Years Now,
how can i stop wif tis memory in my mind?
People who juz knew me will nv understand,
They only noe how much pain was Emo means.
They would nv noe how much pain it inflict to a person who had been through it.
Always stay happy. Last words from her.
But im not happy,as u are no longer there to give me a hug anymore.

SPSU Sports Fiesta

2009-08-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

Finally the Sports Fiesta is Ended wif today's Sports fiesta Human Foosball.
Izzaty's team won the Gold!XD hahaha Shes so cute being so hyper in the gameXD haha
Tired after tat,Now at william hse gaming.
Tml had to finish some section of POA also=)
Soon its Test le..Will be another Hell weekXD
Thursday havin Freshman Orientation Meeting.
7December gt Appreciation Dinner Meeting.
Events after Events..Tired SiolXD
I love my frens=)
Wifout them i realli cant move on.
Loves=)
Night ppl~!

,,,

2009-08-07T13:38:00.000+08:00

QUITTED.
STRESSED.
NEED CARE.
NEED HELP.
NEED REST.
i would wanna blow my brain wif a gun into pieces.
As tis world is too small for me.
I cant see any future.
Everyone told me tat " im not alone".
But wheneva i need someone there is No one.
Which "im not alone" does i dun understand?
--
I Miss Liane.
Shes the only one who always there and understands me.
I Noe i Sucked,i Noe my Character suck.
When ever i did smth right,no one rmbs,No one cares.
They only care and rmbs wat i did wrong,
Tis isnt a veri fair world i noe.
Its juz sucked.

Tis Week of Events!

2009-08-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

Ronald,Jiahao,Leon,Dave

i love tis bunch of Frens=)

They are my Sweetness in my life=)

Loves.

(im not gay!!)

Past Days are Sport fiesta events=)

Its a Success totally!!=)

Love those bunch of communitee members. But seriously i dint help much.

Needa contribute more=)

Monday was captain's Ball...i was referee but wasnt veri happy abt it,cuz my 2teams was fighting!=((

But overall its okay de=)

Wednesday which was ytd,as now alr is thurs 12am,was frisbee...its was a success too=)

3more days to Go!!

Gonna work hard and finish tis Event IC Job=)

Though most of it was helped/done by ronald..He muz hav the credits!!=))

Past Days

2009-08-02T13:49:00.000+08:00

First BBQ Class Outing!=)

My 18th Birthday Celebration,Yuki Yaki.

Debbie,Tenghow,Liangzi,Eve,Me,Patrick,Austin and RuiYong
-

Tis Week Was one hell of a tiring week,

Sports Fiesta,BBQ outing and My Birthday.

Totallly Packed! But the Outcome?

GREAT AND WONDERFULL!!

So alittle pain doesnt hurt yeah?=)

hahahaha No Pain No Gain!XD

the BBQ outing was a success! Wif the Help of the Whole Class!!

Its was a Wonderful Night=)

Loves tis Class!!XD

My Birthday was Wonderful too!

Sry for not getting the Surprise Expression/Reaction u guys wannted.

BUT I WAS SUPER HAPPY ABT IT!!

Cuz im a person who doesnt lyk surprises tats whyXD

hahahaa..Muz Pardon me for tat yeah?=)

First was the Surprise at FC5 pool,

Then the Yuki Yaki Surprise Turn up=)

and Lastly Dun forget abt my Sec Clique Givin me a Void deck Surprise Treat wif BURNT cake!!XDDD

Thanks to ShangYi,William,Angella,RuiShan,LiangZi,Grace and Austin To the Burnt Cake=)

...

im Happy tis YEAR! Cuz i juz had too many wonderful frens!!!!XD

I love all of you yeah=)

And another thanks to bernard for the Vodka Treatment arhs!!XD

And the Xiong for the Flaming Treatment!!

U guys juz treat me lyk ur small brother=)

U guys Rock yeah?!

and Success in striving ya dreams of gg in the Asian B-Boys=)

...

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!XD
I JUZ WANNA LIVE NOW!XD

MOODY

2009-07-27T22:36:00.001+08:00

ARGGHHHHH,MOODY MOODY MOODY!

Gonna STOPPPP THINKIN!!

*Headache Headache*

ARGGHHHH.

FKK ITT!!

EVERYTHING IS JUZ HAPPENING WITHIN A WEEK.

I WAN BUAY TAHAN LIAOOOSSS.

STOP STRESSIN ME OUT.

I GONNA GO PLAY PROTOTYPE TO KILL STRESS!!.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

2009-07-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

EMO-ED.
I hate it when smth lyk tis happens.
Goin to Drink wif Bernard and Guys.
Love you guys!.
tats all for today. Too lazy to speak out my mind.

SPSU night =)

2009-07-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

Sports Fiesta Communitee

Went to eat wif the Sports Communitee after meeting.

At Clementi's Secret SP hideout Dinner place!!XDD

Christene Brought us there!!

Loved the Food.

Today's Meeting was my first so i felt totally uncomfortable at first...

but use to it after awhile.

Love SPSU bunch,they juz Noe how to makes me day=D

im the Event I/C for Sports Fiesta 2009,

Those who are in SP,SUPPORT USSS!!XD hahaha

i Gonna need help,anyone wanna help out? Got CCA points wor!!XD hahaa

there gonna be 3games,

Captain Ball,Frisbee and Human Foosball.

U hear me!! HUMAN FOOSBALL!!!

The game when i said tat my first kick send the ball flyin out of the court!XD hahaha

Tml JETTY JUMP!!!

EXCITED PLUS SCARED!!

EXCITED CUZ I CAN JUMP.

SCARED BECUZ I DUNNO HOW SWIMM!

GODDAMNIT!!

May the force be wif me!!

If i had any misfortunate,please help me tell my SPSU frens im sry tat i cant help and my family tat i sucked.

and To all frens,i sucked!!XDD

hahahahahahaXD!!!

ROCK ON!!~~

Piece of Mind.

2009-07-21T22:42:00.001+08:00

Im supported wif Friends and Family,

Wif Strenght and Power,

i will move on.

Today i felt so relive after Goin Home today.

i Cried on the bus.

Cuz received a msg tat realli brought me to tears..

But not in those Crying Out loud one,But juz tears Dropping.

Its From *******.

Went to have a few drinks=)

Cooled Dwn and Love the LIFE now.

i juz found out,acutally there are ppl who cares abt me,why shld i let them dwn becuz of childish-ness?

i shld forgive and forget and Move on=)

I Gonna DIY learning on guitar tml=))

Rockk onn!!XDD

LiangZi Birthday!!

2009-07-21T00:25:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Lim Liangzi!!XDD

The Zi Family!!XDD hahaa

May ur wishes and dreams come true(Not nightmares of cuz!)

Happy 17th!!XD

=(

2009-07-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

Tis is how i feel now.

I Love my Class alot.They realli make everyday of mine a happy one.=)

Rock on!! Tis will be mine 3yrs Fren..i will treasure them as much as i can!=)

I needa get a galfren now to keep myself occupied!XD hahahaXD jkjk

Still haven start on my guitar learning journey!! it will start soon=)

LiangZi Acc me to the place to Dye arhs!!

Thank you Thank you SOOO MUCH!!

Na Li Zhao Zhe Yang Hao De Ren!!XD hahahaha.

Felt abit lost abt her,shld i or shld i not? Can god giv me so direction? im a Direction IDIOT!!.

I Loved you,

but i cant continue,

cuz u are alr been loved.